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Somehow, I felt a little guilty, and I felt it was not worth it for Tong Xue.

Sitting opposite her is the man she has loved for seven years. She understands me so much, but I have never understood her... It can be said that this is the most ironic joke in the world.

But I, the man she loved, always felt that I understood her very much and unilaterally believed that I was another one.

This is an insult to her!

I really want to ask Tong Xue what she feels now, but when the words come to her mouth, they become

"I can see so thoroughly, why are you still staying in Beijing?"

Tong Xue didn't answer me immediately. After staring at the deep sea that I gave her for a while, she finally picked up and took a sip, "Chen Mo, I see that you don't have any kindness."

"Hmm? Why?"

"I just drank a cup of coffee and you brought me another one. Do you think I can't sleep at night?"

"Uh... I don't have this intention. It was Gu Wei, who took the initiative to adjust it for you."

"You see, you are still like this, and you always push the responsibility out of the first time."

Tong Xue clearly didn't tell the reason for staying here, but she gave me the answer. In order to prove that answer, I took a deep breath and asked her: "Don't you know about us yet?"

"What about you? Have you told your parents?"

I smiled ashamed, "I haven't contacted them for a long time."

"People who wander in this city are used to reporting good news but not bad news. How should I tell them the truth?"

Now I can be sure that the reason why she hasn't left is largely because of me... I made a selfish request to Tong Xue after the breakup because of concerns, that is, no one should tell their parents until they find their partner and can talk about marriage.

That's why she went abroad to study, that extremely ridiculous excuse...

But then again, I have advised her to confess to her parents, but it was during this year's Spring Festival. Now after half a year, she still didn't say it?

The more I feel guilty when I think of this.

"You should tell them..."

"Do you think I don't want to?"

Tong Xue seemed helpless and asked me, "You know, I asked you to reconcile with me at that time, and then what was the reason why we returned to Benxi?"

"Uncle and aunt urge you?"

"Isn't it just urging me?" She showed a somewhat desolate smile. "The girl is almost thirty years old. She has a boyfriend who has been dating for seven or eight years, but she has not talked about marriage. What do you think... what would my parents think?"

"I'm sorry...I failed you."

"Chen Mo, don't say such things. I chose to separate myself at the beginning, so no one is wrong with what I am facing today. If I have to say something that I want to let go and owe you, I owe you... If I didn't dream of buying a house in Beijing, maybe..."

Perhaps we will not experience these next things.

I wouldn't fall in love with Zhang Yao, nor would I know that Meng Yang would betray me, and Tong Xue wouldn't have to conceal her parents so hard, right?

But this is not a reason to let her bear this kind of bitter fruit alone. Feelings are a matter between two people, and the same is true for choices in love. If I could let Tong Xue see hope at that time, we would not have come to this point today.

Moreover, after so many years of getting along, it is not difficult to see that Tong Xue wanted to settle in Beijing and wanted to inspire me.

"People's subjective intentions are always good, but things are often not in their own control... I and you at the beginning are really good. Don't say between us, who owe whom, this account cannot be calculated clearly."

I comforted her and wanted to advise her to confess to her parents.

Similarly, this idea also applies to me. Although my father and my mother have never urged me, they must be anxious. This is my fourth year of wandering in Beijing. A man who is about to reach his thirty years is about to get married in a few years.

"Hmm...I've also considered this issue, maybe I'll leave here next month."

"According to your experience, it is no problem to go back and find a good job. As for relationships, there will definitely be a lot of men pursuing you."

Tong Xue said to me without any expression, and she didn't even raise her eyebrows. She just looked at me and asked:

"And you?"

"Me? I'll be like you, and it's meaningless to stay in Beijing."

"you......"

To a certain extent, Tong Xue is more suitable for being a lawyer than me. For example, at this moment, I only said that I did not continue to stay in Beijing, and she thought of me and Zhang Yao.

I shook my head without saying anything.

Silence is better than sound.

"Look out, love is not the whole of life."

She didn't continue asking, but just said something she had said to me.

"I'm very open-minded. Do you think I look like I'm broken up?"

"It doesn't look very much." Tong Xue said with a smile and asked again, "Then do you have any plans to go home?"

"...No, I don't know if I should go home or stay here to try my luck. To be honest, Beijing now has no meaning to me, but I am very unwilling to let me go back like this."

Gradually, I began to reveal to Tong Xue, "There are still many things I haven't figured out, and there are still many things I haven't had time to see. A man under 30 years old, who just goes home in shame, is terrible."

"Chen Mo, your idea is right, but it is the biggest mistake."

"oh?"

"Everyone in this world doesn't want to be ordinary, but most people are still ordinary. Do you know why?"

"destiny?"

"Fate... is the humble remark of the strong. We are a little drifter in Beijing who are not qualified to say this. I will ask you another question. Think about it carefully, will it be true?"

"You ask."

"Do you know why I insisted on coming to Beijing?"

This is the second question Tong Xue asked me, and it still has something to do with me.

I pondered for a moment and replied, "Because Beijing is very big and prosperous, and likewise, it has many opportunities for us to fight for and meet... If we seize it, we will become people here, instead of being in the northeast, in a corner, and seeing the future at a glance."

"Some of them are right, but most of them are still wrong."

"Then, why do you say?"

"No need...I only know that I want to return to reality." After Tong Xue said that, she looked at me like this. There was a light in her eyes, a light that I had never seen before, but was somewhat familiar.

Gradually she smiled, and then she stood up from her seat, "Student Chen Mo, I hope you can get what you want here. If possible, don't go back to Benxi in this life."

Classmate Chen Mo.

This is what she calls me.

It's also the only remaining relationship between us.
Chapter completed!