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I once thought that there was no relationship between me and Tong Xue anymore. We walked together on a path built with love. Halfway through, we finally separated and became two parallel lines with no intersection at all.

And now, Tong Xue told me with practical actions that I was wrong. At least, there is still a relationship between us. There is only one kind of thing, that is, classmates...

I stared at her smiling like a flower in a daze, without trying to keep her, and did not tell her the pain in my heart... I just looked at her like this, and then I grinned myself, saying to her with a smile that was absolutely not handsome, "Goodbye, Xiaoxue... I hope that after you return to your hometown, you will have a stable job and a man who regards you as your life."

"goodbye."

Tong Xue moved her steps, without stopping or looking back; all she left for me was the only distance from our position to the dozens of meters from the entrance of the cafe. Her back was very thin, her short and neat...

I couldn't help asking myself, would she really meet a man who was willing to regard her as the second life as I blessed? But as a man who still has a bit of kindness in his heart, I hope she can meet her. In this way, I can be better off. After all, the person who once regarded her as the second life... was me.

The door was pushed open and closed again.

Tong Xue finally disappeared into my eyes.

We talked a lot, but I didn't mention anything about Mengyang and Zhang Yao. Although at this moment, the person who is most suitable to listen to is her, I don't have the identity to tell her.

Classmate, who is willing to listen to the most painful things of their classmates? Who is willing to tell them about these things?

......

I sat back on my seat, maybe because of the remaining half cup of coffee, maybe because the air conditioning in the deep sea is cool enough and the atmosphere is quiet enough.

At this moment, I am not enjoying the tranquility, but enjoying the space for thinking that I can bring to me in this atmosphere. I really need to think: I have done something wrong, and let a person who is regarded as a brother stabbed in the back; why did I lose my mind and love a woman who will never have any results? Also, what is the meaning of my continued living in the city of Beijing?

I can't find an answer to the former. Only Meng Yang knows why he did those things, so I can only know the truth when I go to him and ask him clearly... As for Zhang Yao, she gave me a choice, and there is only one choice. Whether I accept it or not, I have to learn to accept it.

The last one, does living in Beijing really need meaning?

This is the thing that makes me most confused and difficult to deal with.

I had known this for a long time since Tong Xue decided to leave, but before, she just thought she would say that to accommodate me, but today, when I met her again and the only remaining relationship was only my classmates, she told me again that she would leave the city.

She is an ambitious and independent girl. When she first left the university, she rushed to Beijing because she knew what she wanted and knew what she wanted to realize her value and which city she was more suitable in.

As for me, the man who plunged into Beijing with her was entirely because of her. At that time, I didn’t know what the meaning of coming to Beijing was. At this moment, I didn’t know what the meaning of staying in Beijing was...

It seems that at the beginning, all my life paths were guided by Tong Xue.

Thinking of this, I smiled and felt helpless.

It turns out that in the first twenty-six years of my life, I have never had any real plans for the future. Even if there is one, the center of all plans is the woman sitting opposite me twenty minutes ago.

I picked up the coffee cup, and I deliberately ignored its essence, sweet, bitter, and mellow taste. These tastes were forgotten by me. At this moment, it was wine, which could numb my nerves and prevent me from suffering.

Lift your head and drink it dry.

A faint bitterness and deep sorrow, the two are intertwined in my already broken heart. I really hope that what I have experienced in the past few days is fake, and I even hope that the years I have been drifting in Beijing have been a dream.

After waking up from the dream, I was still with Tong Xue... We were just leaving campus for an internship, and she wanted to go to Beijing to find more possibilities for life. This was the first time I went against her wishes and forced her to go home and get married. Then we passed the civil service exam together. I went to the court and she went to the tax bureau. From 9 to 5, we lived a life that could see the future at a glance, but was envied by many people. In the warmth and dullness, there was also a kind of happiness that belonged to us alone.

Dream, reality; reality, dream.

I could still distinguish clearly. I finally stood up from my seat and planned to leave here. When I was passing by the bar, I didn't forget to tease Gu Wei:

"The unscrupulous businessman, after adding sugar, the taste of coffee is not pure."

After saying that, I ignored her expression and left the deep sea.

......

The moment the door opened, a heat suddenly surrounded me. I looked up and looked up. I found that the sky was completely blue and the sun was very bright... In the midsummer, there were still a few hours before sunset.

I arrived at the subway station and bought the ticket back to Liuliqiao. I rushed to the subway with the crowd. No matter when, there weren’t few people in the subway in Beijing, as if it was a peak period from the morning shift to the last shift.

The air inside is mixed with the smell of sweat. All of this is so familiar. I have been in this city for four years. Will this be the last year or a new beginning?

I couldn't help but fall into confusion again.

What rescued me from my confusion was Wang Yuxuan's phone number.

"Hello......"

"You bastard, haven't you gone to have a meal? Why did you run to my dad?"

"I'm really going to have a meal. I just want to go and have a look."

Wang Yuxuan snorted and said, "I think you are going to sue me sincerely. Fortunately, I contacted him in time, so you failed, right?"

I had to be surprised at her delusion of being murdered. If this was normal, I might have teased her, but now, I really don’t feel that way. I coughed gently and said to her:
Chapter completed!