Chapter 325: I don't know
At this moment, I thought a lot, but it seemed that I didn't think about anything, especially when I started to say hello to her, it became very natural. Just like when I was in high school, I just came to class and asked her to go to the playground with me for a walk.
But, so many years have passed in the blink of an eye.
She is no longer the girl with a ponytail I love...and I am not the handsome boy.
Tong Xue turned her head and I clearly saw a complicated flash in her eyes. She shook her head, raised a far-fetched smile on the corner of her mouth, and said, "I didn't expect to meet you again. Are you just getting off work?"
Hearing the sound, I was stunned for a moment and replied to her: "I just went to my master's place to take a look. I thought it would be fine to go home, so I came here to sit... and then I met you."
When you meet, this word itself is mysterious and has a little helplessness.
If it were normal, if I learned that Tong Xue was here, I would choose to escape instead of appearing in front of her like this now.
Unfortunately, it is not normal now.
I need someone to confide, or even someone to comfort me.
Fortunately, those who have been hurt will subconsciously be used to having someone to listen to them and complain; as for the latter, it is a bit unfair to Tong Xue.
We have nothing to do with each other now, and on that day I decided to walk with her two parallel lines that will never intersect... I can't deny that she understands me very much, but equally, the person who understands me is just her in the past. Now I come to let her comfort me, but no matter how I think, I feel a little uncomfortable.
I suddenly felt that I had let Gu Wei cheat.
Perhaps, the purpose of her asking me to say hello to Tong Xue was just that she didn't want to listen to the thoughts of me, a somewhat frustrated man.
If I could still remain natural at the beginning, then at this moment, I began to be restrained... It was not right to sit for a while, nor to leave.
Tong Xuexu saw my embarrassment and said politely: "Let's sit together."
Hearing this, I looked at her gratefully, sat opposite her, and after putting down the coffee, I suddenly remembered that there was a cup that Gu Wei made according to her taste, and immediately pushed the cup of coffee on her left hand to her: "Add sugar, drink another cup."
"oh?"
Although Tong Xue had doubts in her eyes, she smiled and said to me, "Thank you."
"Ha... Gu Wei, that is, the boss, she told me you were sitting here."
"She's mouth is fast enough."
Judging from her tone, she was obviously very familiar with Gu Wei. With a little curiosity, I asked her: "Do you know me?"
"Well... I've been here many times this year, and I naturally met you."
I suddenly realized that maybe she had become friends with Gu Wei long ago. I remembered something that Gu Wei mentioned to me just now. She said that Tong Xue also came not long after I took away the two letters to the future.
After she learned that the letter was taken away by me, she cried without a sound.
Maybe they became friends at that time?
I imagined this picture: Tong Xue was crying strongly and helplessly. When Gu Wei saw her like this, she might have thought of herself. Then two equally helpless women started chatting, and gradually, they became friends.
......
Such a reason
Things happen every day in the city of Beijing, and I am not surprised that such a story will arise between them.
What I am thinking now is whether Tong Xue will talk about me to Gu Wei, talk about our past, and even tell her the reason why we separated, and why I don’t even know...
Thinking of this, I subconsciously looked at the bar.
Now Gu Wei is also looking at me and Tong Xue!
She smiled, bewitching and stunning, but the meaning in her smile was unpredictable.
"Chen Mo, what are you looking at?" Tong Xue saw my strange appearance and asked me.
"Oh, I'm watching Gu Wei..." There's nothing to hide like this. I said to Tong Xue truthfully: "She didn't even say you know each other."
"Ha, Sister Weiwei is still very understanding." Tong Xue smiled and immediately asked me something.
"I heard you have met Bai Xiang?"
"Yes, I've met you, she must have told you that our meeting was very unpleasant... But please tell her that we won't meet again, everything about Borui has nothing to do with me."
"Hmm? What's going on?"
I don't want to tell her about the separation between me and Zhang Yao. I'm afraid that she will think too much, but the most important thing is that I'm afraid of uncovering my wounds.
In order to avoid embarrassment, I picked up the cup, took a sip of coffee, and sighed to Tong Xue: "You can't say anything, the deep sea with added sugar tastes really good."
"Do you add sugar, too?"
“Life is too hard, it’s good to add some sugar.”
"Chen Mo... do you have any worries?"
I have to sigh that Tong Xue is still so sensitive. You can see my heart just from my subtle changes, but this does not mean that I will tell her what I have encountered, even if the purpose of my first visit to her is no exception.
"Things to worry? Of course there are. Who among the people living in this city has no worries?"
"That's right."
Tong Xue smiled slightly and echoed me and said, "This is the case with the city like Beijing. After sucking your blood, it will ruthlessly despise you... What it gets is prosperity and praise, and the new lovers who are rushing towards it one after another, and we only have the lost youth that belongs to our own.
Chang'an Street cannot carry anyone's dreams, and Wangfujing cannot give you the life you want. After it ravaged your originally pure body, it will kick you away. The pleasure is its. The rest of you, except for your loneliness, is only the bottle of beer filled with blood in the middle of the night."
I looked at Tong Xue in shock.
When did she see so clearly? I have only seen this transparency in Lao Wang, or did she see thoroughly in a long time ago? Suddenly, I remembered that autumn night.
She sighed to me that we are just ants raised in Sijiu City, and we have thought about everything, but we can't do anything.
I also remembered the excuse for her leaving.
But what about the facts?
The fact is that she did not have a house on the Third Ring Road, and there was no such rich man in her life...
Originally, I thought that we were in love with each other, and now I am wrong. She does know me very well, but I have never known her...
Chapter completed!