This manor was also where he and Tiantian lived.

After not staying for too long, he took Tiantian back to his country.

There are still people cleaning here, and it is spotless. Even the flowers in the garden are blooming well, and the fruit trees are full of fruits and are thriving.

Back then, I liked running around the manor every day and even played hide-and-seek with him. He liked hiding in the flower house the most. Because he was short and short, Xu Shen couldn't find him in the flower house.

Several times, Xu Shen couldn't find him even in the dark. In the end, he got hungry every day and ran out on his own.

As soon as he ran out, Xu Shen caught him and beat him up.

The feeling at that time overlapped with that now, that is...the fear of losing.

I was beaten by him every day until I cried like a ghost and howled like a wolf, and later I didn't dare to play hide-and-seek with him anymore.

But now... he wants to play hide-and-seek with Tiantian, but Tiantian doesn't play with him anymore.

On the way to New York, he thought that if he came here every day to treat his eyes, no matter whether the treatment was good or not, he would let Tian Tian live here and let Li Wan accompany him.

He will also stay here with their mother and son for a period of time until they can adapt to it every day.

He still wanted to start over with Li Wan, but it was only now that he discovered... There is no regret medicine in this world, and not all roads have a way back.

Time cannot be looked back.

The bird in the cage flew away and disappeared, and he could never see her again.

She was finally free, but he locked himself in a cage, and probably... he would never be able to get out in this life.

There is also a doll that Gu Mingwang packed for him in his suitcase. It is Tiantian's favorite stuffed animal and he hugs it when he sleeps.

Now, the doll is sitting on the sofa in the manor, never waiting for its little master again.

After a road leading to this point, Xu Shen knew that he had failed miserably and completely.

In the manor, he still smoked most of the time, locking himself in his room and smoking, regardless of it. He never took care of his hair and stubble. It was a mess every day, and he no longer looked as clean and polite as before.

Only dejection and frustration remain.

He didn't want anything anymore, as long as Li Wanhe and Tiantian came back... he could exchange it with his life.

Really, he doesn't need anything.

He wants them back.

His morning and evening, his day and night.

Not only did Xu Shen stay in his room, he didn't even eat or drink.

Three days later, Xu Shen finally fell ill.

The bodyguard took him to the hospital and put him on an intravenous drip.

Dr. Fan had returned to China, but Gu Mingwang came by plane.

It took Gu Mingwang a few days to calm down. He didn't dare to think about how Xu Shen would come out.

Xu Shen's heart must be so painful to lose such a lively little baby forever, not to mention that Tian Tian was so cute and sensible.

In the middle of the night, Xu Shen woke up from the hospital bed.

The drip was still being applied, and the medicine flowed down the tube bit by bit, and the cold medicine flowed into his blood and body.

Gu Mingwang almost didn't recognize Xu Shen. Could the man in front of him who had lost weight and had sunken eye sockets really be Mr. Xu? He had never seen Xu Shen like this!

Xu Shen seemed to be a different person, lying on the bed in a hospital gown without saying a word, and ignoring Gu Mingwang sitting aside.

"Mr. Xu." Gu Mingwang took the initiative to show concern, "Let's have something to eat."

Xu Shen remained silent and closed his eyes tightly.
Chapter completed!