Dr. Fan and his bodyguards stayed close to each other, and they did not dare to leave for a moment, for fear that Xu Shen would make drastic impulses again.

But fortunately, Dr. Fan saw that Xu Shen's mood gradually stabilized.

Xu Shen drove to the beach alone, sat on a rock far away from everyone, and lit a cigarette.

His eyes looked towards the deep blue sea in the distance. There was no end to this sea. His eyes were also dyed blue, as if they were integrated with the sea water.

Smoking a cigarette, the smoke lingers for a long time.

Xu Shen's bodyguard was far away and did not dare to disturb him easily, but he did not dare to leave.

Everything between heaven and earth has become Xu Shen's background. No one comes here, the coastline is endless, and there is only Xu Shen alone in the huge open space.

The summer sun was very scorching and it was close to noon. Xu Shen's shirt soon became stained with sweat. He didn't even notice it and only squinted his eyes to look at the ocean in the distance.

He had just landed in New York, and he hadn't even had time to see Li Wan every day. What was waiting for him was life and death.

Is there anything more painful than these in the world?

Xu Shen's heart felt like it was being grabbed by a hand, clenched tightly, and then cut open piece by piece with a knife by this hand, dripping with blood, and painful.

Several times, Xu Shen almost broke down and burst into tears.

In the end, he didn't cry out, only two lines of clear tears flowed down his cheeks.

The crystal tears glowed with water in the sunshine. Xu Shen, who had never cried before, experienced collapse again and again today, with landslides and earth splitting, and blue water falling into the yellow spring.

The sweet sea breeze blew his hair, and the hot sunshine shone on his body. He didn't feel anything at all, as if his whole body was numb and he was just smoking cigarettes one by one.

The lighter keeps making a "clicking" sound.

His every night, every day...he would never see them again.

Xu Shen couldn't accept this fact, couldn't accept it.

Several times he even wondered if this was a nightmare he had on the plane. When he woke up, Li Wan and Tiantian came back.

Even if she doesn't like to see him and quarrels with him, he is happy with it.

Xu Shen cried again.

The bodyguards in the distance couldn't bear to look any further and looked away.

They had never seen Xu Shen like this, completely exposing his most vulnerable side, as fragile as a child.

The smell of sea water is mixed with the smell of tobacco. The sea surface is sparkling under the sun. Occasionally, white gulls fly over and sing songs of separation. The sea water hits the rocks and makes a "swishing" sound. The sound is so loud that it almost becomes this piece of land.

The only voice in the area.

All the bodyguards were holding their breath and standing in the distance, standing in a row with their hands hanging down.

They followed Xu Shen to New York, and none of them expected that such a thing would happen. It was beyond everyone's expectations, and the saddest one must be Mr. Xu.

Xu Shen finished smoking a whole pack of cigarettes.

Still wanting to smoke, I finally shouted hoarsely: "Bring me a pack of cigarettes!"

Although the bodyguard knew that this was not the solution, no one had a better solution.

Handing over the cigarette, Xu Shen immediately tore off the paper and took out a cigarette.

Only strong nicotine can relieve his pain and numb his nerves...

What's left in his life?

The woman he loved and his only son were gone.

They... left him forever.

There is nothing more painful than this in the world.

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During the days in New York, Xu Shen didn't see anyone and spent many days bored in his room.

Li Wan and Tiantian's ashes are in the children's room of the manor.
Chapter completed!