She could no longer think of any more words to accuse him, any more words would seem extremely pale. She just wanted to cry, just like she cried eight years ago.

Her heart was clogged, and it felt like there was a stone in her throat, making it hard for her to breathe.

She promised not to cry, but tears seemed to be beyond her control. The tears were like broken beads, falling down with a "crackling" and falling on the back of her hand, and also on the back of Josnian's hand.

.

She was speechless, so she kept repeating the words "bastard" and "bastard".

Josnian would rather she scold him and hit him. If she just remained calm, he would panic instead.

After all, his chest was generous and warm. He hugged her tightly and rubbed her back: "Jia Qi, just cry if you feel uncomfortable... I know you can't accept my apology, but I still want to tell you

Apologize...I will try my best to be a good father and take good care of you mother and son..."

"Josnian...I have given you many opportunities...Why do you always ask me to give you a chance...I don't want to give it to you anymore. I don't know when it will end if I keep giving it...You disappoint me so much.

, I'm really disappointed..." Ye Jiaqi sobbed, his voice broken.

Her tears wet Josnian's shirt.

"Don't be like this, Jia Qi, you don't need to give me a chance, but don't leave me. I can't bear your leaving, and neither Chengfan nor Xiao Youzi can let go." He hugged her tightly, fearing that if he let go, she would

Just left.

"Josnian, please leave me alone. I don't want to see you, at least... I don't want to see you again tonight."

"Are you hungry? I'll get you down there."

"Go away and leave me alone." Ye Jiaqi pushed him away.

"Jia Qi, don't hold it in alone. If you have anything to say, just tell me. I don't want to leave you."

"Let's go..." Ye Jiaqi wiped away his tears sadly, "I really don't want to see you... You disappoint me... I'm so disappointed..."

She burst into tears and didn't even have much energy to argue with Josnian.

Josnian slowly let go of his hand and nodded: "I'm in the study. If you need anything, just call me."

Ye Jiaqi didn't respond. She lowered her head and didn't look at him.

Josnian's eyes were filled with deep luster. He looked down at Ye Jiaqi. The light above his head covered most of it, and the outline of his face was clearly blurred, and his thin lips were pursed tightly.

Ye Jiaqi's mood was very unstable, and Josnian knew that it was not appropriate for him to stay any longer.

He slowly left the guest room and quietly closed the door for her.

Josnian went to the study room and lit a cigarette as soon as he entered.

Smoke rose, covering his face, and the light in the study became even more dim and void.

In the smoke, Josnian frowned and his pupils shrank. He stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window and looked at the quiet light and shadow outside the window. His heart felt like being pricked by fine needles over and over again.

He hated to see her cry the most.

However, it was him who made her cry every time.

He rubbed his brows, his head aching.

How could he be such an asshole?

Ye Jiaqi's cries were still ringing in his ears. The pain and disappointment also disturbed the pool in Josnian's heart, and he could not calm down for a long time.

There were more and more cigarette butts accumulating in the ashtray, and the whole study was filled with the smell of cigarettes. However, Josnian's figure standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window was motionless, his back straight and almost stiff, and only the cigarette between his fingers was burning a little bit.
Chapter completed!