After searching for a job for a long time, I didn’t get any results, and I didn’t ask any company with normal questions. When I packed my things and went back to the dormitory, I was thinking, in fact, the interview is also a good thing. Life is full of changes, and the world is tough.
What a good mirror.
I decided that I would have to come for interviews in the future until I find a job, at least as a way to communicate with society.
After the first day of the interview, how I told others was the most important thing in the interview. I suddenly realized that I needed to go back and study the hidden rules of the interview, and then come back to kill the interviewer.
Then, I went to the job market to lurk for a few days, and then I went for an interview after making all preparations. I fell in love with a company. The interviewer was a woman, a little fat, and quite tall.
She asked me, "Do you have a girlfriend?"
"have."
"what does she do?"
"Being an administrator is quite hard."
She nodded and said: "This is a good one. It has a lot of future. Young people work hard and there are opportunities everywhere." Even if I pass, the work is hard and there is still a future. This avoids my impatience and ensures that I
I'll work hard. Besides, I'm not afraid of lying. Even if I tell the truth in the future, I can say that we broke up long ago. Anyway, this excuse is the most fashionable and it's completely possible.
I smiled and agreed, and she asked again: "Did you pay for your four-year college tuition yourself?" I thought for a moment and said, "No, half of it was funded by my parents and half of it was earned by my own work.
"
In fact, my living expenses were basically provided by Si Weiqi. Not only did she ensure that I would have enough food and clothing during the four years of college, I would even have a small treasury.
"It's awesome, not bad." She added, "Then you should have a lot of work experience, what kind of work have you mainly done."
I pretended to think for a moment and said: "Basically, I have done many jobs. I have been a gunman and earned pocket money by typing, served dishes, worked as a tutor, and because of my professional relationship, I have also helped others build websites."
Being a gunman, I discovered the word gunman because I couldn’t write my thesis and I was looking for a gunman on the Internet. I discovered it when I saw someone else doing it in a novel. The tutor was the person in the next bed in the dormitory.
She nodded, "Yes, young people are very motivated. I interviewed a few in the past few days, and the universities are all talented people like you. However, the exit is always a sense of superiority over peers.
It is difficult for such people to survive in a company. You are very good, really very good."
She looked at me and kept nodding. I blushed and lowered my head. If I really had such an experience, I would not only have a sense of superiority, I would have despised everything.
She asked again: "You should have a lot of classmates and friends. With so many job opportunities, you should be introduced by your senior brothers and sisters."
"Yes. Some of them were introduced by themselves, some were introduced by classmates and friends, and there were also some part-time job teams in school."
"You have so many friends, how do you view the right friends?" She put away the things on the table and said, "Tell me what you think of your female friends. You know, dealing with female friends is a very tricky thing.
problem, but when it comes to an enterprise, this is the most important problem.”
Answering this kind of question is my strength. This kind of look can express a person very well.
A very thoughtful and personal question.
I said calmly: "It is said that women are the most complicated animals in the world, but in fact, they are not complicated at all. Women all need a sense of superiority. Women are not afraid that their friends around them will come from the countryside one by one. This is what they are afraid of.
Someone who is worse than you suddenly surpasses you one day. If a classmate in the dormitory receives a lot of flowers on Valentine's Day or 520, then the atmosphere in the dormitory will be very strange that day. Sometimes it may be true jealousy, but, more
Sometimes, they are actually afraid that others will think they are jealous."
After taking my graduation photos in despair, I returned home and was unemployed.
In fact, I don't need to find a job at all. But this is still a stage in life. If I just return home and inherit the family burden, something seems to be missing.
The most important thing is that I have been really busy recently. There is not much business in Longgutang. Sister Qi can manage the store by herself, and there is no need for me to be an eyesore.
This afternoon, the sky was gray and gloomy, and the leaden gray clouds were pregnant with the coming of rain.
The days of being idle at home were really painful, and the difficulty in finding a job intensified my desire for the mountains and rivers. So I picked up my hiking bag and walked into the mountains and forests of the suburbs to escape the hustle and bustle of the world.
In order to avoid the rain, I ran to the nearest canteen. Opposite was a village primary school. After school, the teachers sent the students to the school gate. They waved their little hands to say goodbye to the teacher one by one. I stood on the stone steps,
Watching a series of their blurry figures passing through the hilly land below the village, gradually disappearing into the mountain col.
Soon, the school became empty. The deserted campus was like a deserted and dilapidated temple. It sat alone on the slope behind the village. The wind in the forest took away the last breath of the mountains. The poplar tree in the corner of the courtyard wall
The tree had lost all its color and seemed to have withered for a long time, with its bare branches exposed to the wind.
The clumps of withered, yellow and messy weeds in the cracks in the wall moaned feebly in the wind, complaining about the torture of the summer heat. The harvested land outside the courtyard wall revealed its dry and yellow face, and the entire campus collapsed like death.
In the silence of the earth.
I don’t know what to do to make up for the vacancy that loneliness brings to my soul. My confused and confused heart seems to be lost in the vast primitive jungle and cannot find an exit; my chaotic and complicated thoughts are like a pool of muddy muddy water that fills my entire mind;
The hollow head is floating like a balloon...
I wandered around aimlessly along the low wall outside the school. Outside the school was a terraced slope that extended to the foot of the mountain behind. A few straws stood swaying in the wind, and there were tall buildings above the foot of the mountain.
The sinister mountain peak dropped its eerie shadow, drowning the silence of the entire valley.
I sat down in the corner of the courtyard wall, the wind blowing against me got into my sleeves, and the whining wind passed over the wall. Its continuous wailing sound tortured my depressed mood all the time.
I stared at the mountain road in front of me, which was the only one leading to the outside world. My eyes seemed to want to extend forward along the mountain road, but the heavy dusk in the distance blocked my sight and I couldn't see anything.
I have experienced all kinds of torture that loneliness brings to my soul. Before I found any way to dilute this lonely time, I had endless fantasies or memories of the past.
It can always accompany me through long and boring times. It leads me back to those glorious years and forgets my lonely and lonely situation.
A few months ago, I was living a happy, fulfilling, carefree and happy life, but now, I am like a lost wildebeest, lost its way, wandering alone in the vast wilderness, wondering about everything. I am at a loss as to where to go from now on, the annihilation of youth and passion, the gap between ideals and reality, the journey that has just begun is instantly buried at the foot of the collapsing iceberg; the sailing ship is instantly swept into the vast sea by the hurricane, the kind I am used to Lack of independence and extremely sentimental feelings plucked that extremely fragile heartstring again and again. I am now so desolate and lonely, and my life of isolation from the world seems to have no fun at all.
Although it has passed the Beginning of Autumn, it still feels unbearably hot. After walking for a while, I am already sweating profusely. I wipe the sweat on my face with my hands from time to time. The mountain road is winding, sometimes getting into dense groves, and sometimes I waded through clear streams and saw some scattered villages scattered on the hillside. My mood became a little sad.
"Life..." I sighed, as if I could no longer go on.
I turned around a mountain pass and saw a village on the opposite side from a distance. It was remote and isolated, and the peaks around the village were extremely tall and steep. I felt very tired at the time and didn't want to go any further.
After turning the mountain mouth, one side of the cliff is full of cliffs. The mountain road passes through the mountainside of the cliff. There are still clear traces of manpower digging with hammers and iron chisels on the stone walls. The upper and lower sides of the road They are all steep cliffs. Looking down, it makes people dizzy. The pits left on the road are obviously caused by falling rocks from above.
After walking a few steps, I would stop and look up to see if there were any falling rocks above the cliff, and then continue walking. After walking this section of the road, I entered a deep valley, surrounded by mountains on three sides, and saw a waterfall flowing from it. Thousands of shining silver chains flew down from the cliffs, splashing dense droplets, forming a misty and magnificent colorful mist in the sun. When you walked out of the valley, you entered a village. It was already evening, and some villagers were walking on the ridges of the fields carrying rakes. The shepherd boys were shouting at the sheep to drive home. A thin stream of smoke floated over the village.
"Lin Kun, you can't give up on yourself just like this." Looking at the smoke rising into the sky, I suddenly felt that my life was not so gloomy that there was no hope.
"School? Maybe, I can try to be a teacher. Even a private teacher is a good choice."
For a moment, I suddenly had a bold idea.
When I returned to the school, I saw two dilapidated and simple houses surrounded by a low stone wall. The cracks in the stone walls were filled with green weeds. The school was surrounded by a cornfield. If you are here for the first time, you will definitely see it. This is not a school, but more like a farmer's house.
When I walked into the campus, the ground was overgrown with weeds. It seemed that no one had come in for a long time. Smoke was rising from the downstairs of another house. I saw a teacher washing vegetables outside the door.
"Who are you?" He looked at me, feeling very surprised.
"Oh, I was passing by. It just rained, so I came in to take shelter."
Chapter completed!