The past is as vivid as yesterday, and it’s my graduation day.
I didn't feel anything about graduation, because the pain in my heart was difficult to eliminate in a short time. Returning to the campus where I had been away for a long time really felt like I had left the building empty.
I think back then, Ye Jiang, Chen Ziyue and Long Lou, we all left many unforgettable memories here together. Now, each of them has left me, leaving me alone to remember. Falling into ruin.
But they weren't the only ones I lost.
The scorching sun was in the sky. I took my graduation photos, put on my bachelor's uniform, stood in line, and when I was sweating profusely, I said, "Oh my God, I finally waited." That feeling seemed to be even harder than four years of college.
Compared with the classmates around me, graduation doesn't mean much to me. I haven't taken a serious class for a long time, and I am lucky to get this diploma. In my impression, graduating from college There is always such a color. After everyone happily throws their hats into the sky, they are so happy that they drag their boyfriends, girlfriends, and family members to take pictures.
I was the only one who, after throwing my hat into the sky, bent over to pick it up and then ran away, for fear of being hit by the gorgeous hat falling from the sky.
These days, I have dreamed many times that I was hit on the head by a bachelor's uniform hat. In the middle of the night, I would sit up sweating profusely and pat my chest, telling myself that this is a dream, this is a dream.
I know, I am afraid of being hit in the head by four years of college.
Nowadays, many students are busy participating in various activities, actively expanding their contacts, and doing things to train themselves, all for the sake of future employment. They seem to be very old mentally and very mature inside, but they are unable to connect with reality. After all, The elite can only be a few people. In addition to those who are full of youthful sunshine and vitality, there are countless other living beings.
I long to be such a person.
When I was a sophomore, I remember that the school invited an American to teach, and a boy from the logistics department volunteered to attend the class. During the class, the boy tried his best to talk to the foreign teacher and practice speaking. I sat in the back and couldn't figure it out. , what is the mentality of this boy? Is it just for the limelight? Then, interact with the teacher, the students come on stage and say three things in English, three things about themselves, and let the students guess which thing is true. One thing is false. For example, a boy said that I have never done my homework, I have never washed my socks, and I have never watched a third-level movie. When he said the last thing, he was cheered by the whole class. He was kicked off the stage amidst the noise.
The logistics boy came up immediately, and he said very shyly, "I don't have a girlfriend. Guess whether it's true or not."
To say something like this on such an occasion is obviously trying to please others.
Everyone is looking for themselves to express themselves, looking for various opportunities to express themselves.
Later, I also met the boy from the logistics department when I was in the library. At the entrance of the library, you need to punch in with your student card. If you don’t have a card, you need to sign at the door. I saw the boy signing at the door, and then looked at each other. The uncle from the door said: "I just want to have a good relationship with you."
Social relations are very important. A successful person must have good relations with everyone. To walk in society, he must have various connections and relationships. Contemporary college students must go to university to learn interpersonal communication.
Having interpersonal relationships has been instilled in us countless times in various meetings before entering college. Many people go to college with this purpose.
But, I don’t know why, I particularly despise the boy in logistics. Does he even have to go to the gate guard at the school gate to improve interpersonal relationships? It’s the first time I saw that interpersonal relationships have become such a deliberate thing. If I didn’t
If you deliberately try to be nice to others, you will not have connections and will not succeed. Then I would rather choose not to succeed.
In the final analysis, I still want to perish.
I want friends, but I don’t want life. I want to be self-destructive and indifferent to the world.
It would be best if no one remembers me and no one knows who I am, so I can just live my life like this.
After I got my diploma, I started looking for a job. I put on a white shirt that I rarely wear again in eight hundred years, and stood in front of the mirror. I always felt a little ironic. I was going to have an interview, and I was going to start to enter the society.
The first one was to go directly to a company for an interview. There was another man waiting at the door of the conference room. After waiting for a long time, we started chatting. He asked me about the interview and looked at the resume in my hand.
I generously took out my resume, laid it out, and asked, "What about you?"
He smiled and seemed a little proud and said: "I have a double degree in administration and law."
"Oh." This kind of arrogance makes me very unhappy.
His face darkened.
Before he could say anything, the interviewer came out to call someone. I went in first, and after I came out, he went in. As we passed each other, I told him that the interviewer was so old. I saw a
The book says that when the heroine Jiao Didi went for an interview, she saw that the company’s interviewer was an old, fat woman with freckles on her face. She regretted it, took the resume from the old woman’s hand and left.
, she said that if she went to work in their company, she would become like an old woman in the future. She was afraid, so she decided to forget it.
I was waiting for him at the door to exchange some news with him. When he came out, I went up to him and asked, "What did the interviewer say to you? Did he say he would get back to you as soon as possible?"
"No, he told me that he is looking forward to working with you." I walked away a little embarrassed.
Later, I switched to the job market and started from scratch, working from cubicle to cubicle. A supermarket chain was recruiting people. After reading my resume, they asked me if I would like to start as a cashier. I started as a cashier.
I grabbed my resume and went to the next one.
After reading my resume, a good company asked me if I was married. I was a little surprised and said that I was married. He asked me what I did at home. I thought about it and said, I opened a real estate company. He returned the resume.
Give it to me and say, thank you, we don’t need it for the time being. I was shocked that what my family does affects me. I didn’t get up and continued: "Why? What my family does is none of my business?"
He still showed no expression at all and said: "Your family is so rich that you don't need to work at all. After we recruit you, you will not be able to work seriously."
I almost had a nosebleed and said, "No, I am an illegitimate child. My family never gives me any money. My life is difficult and I have to work hard to survive. I have lived in hardship since I was a child. This status has made me understand that only through hard work can I get ahead."
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He still shook his head and said, "That's even worse, even if you don't have any background in this society."
I almost wanted to hit him.
I changed to another store, and the other party was very polite. After reading my resume, he smiled and said to me: "Your clothes are very smart. Which brand do you usually buy?" I looked at him and said with a smile: "
I usually buy Paul."
He smiled at me and said, "I'm sorry, please find another job. We are a regular large enterprise here."
I took my resume and left without looking back. I didn't even bother.
I changed to another company, and the other person was very satisfied with my resume. After asking some professional questions, he asked me: "Are you married?" I was shocked. It was such a question again. This time, I laughed.
He laughed and said: "Not yet." The other party was surprised and said: "Not yet, or I haven't been in love yet."
I thought for a moment about the selective question. I didn’t know what the other party wanted to ask. If I said that our relationship had fallen apart, would the other party mean that I only talk about relationships and don’t work? So, I said: "I haven’t been in love yet."
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The other person frowned, returned my resume to me, and said, "I'm sorry for wasting your time. We don't need it for the time being."
I was discouraged and asked him: "Why? Because I have never been in love?"
He looked at me and said: "Our work requires people with more active thinking. Nowadays, if college students have never been in love, it shows that they cannot keep up with the pace of social development. It can be seen that you are the kind of person who only immerses himself in studying.
people."
I packed my things and was about to leave. He suddenly asked me very puzzledly, "Don't you think that after others finished college, they took graduation photos, held flowers sent by many people, came to see how many classmates, and how many people of the opposite sex came, all
Put it on Moments, this is something worth showing off. It is only useful to study in such a university, but those of you who are studying hard, your face is covered with acne, and you are deaf to what is happening outside the window. When you graduate
, some parents took the train for two days and two nights to come here, and some parents didn't come yet, so they asked a best friend to take a photo, and just stood there and said "yeah". Don't you feel sad? Well, with others
When you compare, what are you thinking?"
I looked at him and saw that he knew so much about the university. He opened his eyes wide and waited for my answer, "How do you talk about the kind of people who are different from you?"
I looked at him and said, "Pretend."
He looked at me with his mouth open and said, "Don't you think you have sour grapes mentality?"
I shook my head and said, "I don't think so."
He nodded and said to me: "It's really amazing. Look, you don't have it."
Finally, I picked up my things and left. He also gave me a suggestion. The most important thing in college is to have a good relationship. I nodded to him, "I'm sorry, actually I have more than one wife, and my children can all take care of themselves."
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After the interview, I had completely given up on looking for a job. I just thought I was participating in social practice and doing a social survey. There was an interviewer who was even more amazing. After reading my resume, he directly said: "There are three most important things to do when applying for a job."
The first thing is to study well, the second is to fall in love well, and the third is to travel well. Tell me what you think about these three things." Then he looked at me.
There was another person who didn't even look at his resume and said directly: "Tell me, what experience do you have?" I asked him: "What kind of experience do you want to hear?" The other person was a man and looked at me with his eyes wide open: "
Chapter completed!