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"Yes, it's love. You love her very much. The reason why you are confused is just your inferiority complex. This is the most fundamental problem!" Wang Yuxuan said loudly, without any falsehood in her expression or tone.

"But I just hesitated...I questioned the relationship between us, and you said that I didn't love her much."

"Then who do you love? The childhood ex-boyfriend? Or another woman who appeared in the emotional window?"

I was a little confused and didn't know how to answer her question... I said goodbye to Tong Xue very decently, and it was less than a week. I can be sure that I made such a decision after my whole heart was filled with Zhang Yao.

As for other women during the window period, we solve each other's physiological problems more, without even a little emotional entanglement.

The answer is obvious at this moment.

But I just couldn't say it with certainty. Everything was because of Wang Yuxuan's analysis of me: I really don't love her, or I was wondering whether I deserved to have Zhang Yao in love.

These two questions are like black and white pieces in a chess game, crisscrossing and unsolvable. I once stubbornly believed that I could use my own methods to help her overcome difficulties, but she denies them again and again, and even told me bluntly that even if I was 100% sure to win that lawsuit, it would not have any impact on the whole thing.

It was also at that time that I realized how naive I was, and I realized that I was so small in the real city of Beijing... When I met Zhang Xiaolin and 6 Wei this night, this idea reached a peak in my heart.

A man with nothing can only use his own methods and means to overcome the crisis.

Men are creatures who pursue a sense of accomplishment, and on this night, nothing I have received except frustration.

"I really don't know how to answer." After a long sigh, I finally confessed to Wang Yuxuan: "The only thing I am sure is that my heart is full of Zhang Yao. As for Tong Xue, I can only say that I have loved..."

"Isn't this going to end?"

"No."

I shook my head and denied: "Love in reality is not that pure. It is not something that I love her simply. She can solve it if she loves me...Love is a game of chess matches with opponents. Now Zhang Yao is so much higher than me. I really, really, don't deserve to have her in love."

"If you really think so, then I don't think you deserve any girl."

Wang Yuxuan said with some contempt in her words: "All the emotions in this world should be pure. Family, love, and friendship should be like this. If you have to pour something else into a relationship, it can only show that it is not purely the people themselves, not emotions... Just like the Beijing City under our feet, people all say that this city is realistic and fast-paced, but few people delve into why it became like this."

"It's not because of people." I shook my head and agreed.

"Since you can see through it, why not change?"

"If I change, I will be out of touch with this society. No one is a saint. I have not been able to change the status quo that has become a model. I can only accept it."

"You're scared."

"Not only are I afraid, I am also timid... I am also worried about being eliminated by this society, being driven away by this city, and being worried... I don't have her in my world."

This is the first time I am so honest when facing her, because I feel that it is necessary to let this sister who has not yet come out of the ivory tower see the status quo and see through the reality so that she will not experience the ups and downs on the road ahead.

To a certain extent, I am a person who has the obligation to let her know this.

"Senior brother, you have already entered a vicious circle. Because of a failure, you will think about the future days, full of failures... Even if there is smog in the sky, it will eventually return to the blue sky. Why not give yourself some confidence? The whole world is dark, are you tired?"

"tired."

"Then don't let yourself be so tired."

"We are different... family background and growth environment, these are different."

I remembered Xiang Xiaoan, the very pure rich second generation. He was so innocent. It’s a pity that fate was too unfair to him... I sighed and continued: "Real innocence and purity need money to protect. Similarly, love is the same. Without material protection, it will sooner or later be destroyed by firewood, rice, oil and salt."

"Do you think that the love between you needs you to worry about material things?"

Wang Yuxuan always reveals the essence of the problem at the first time, but unfortunately she forgot the fact that I am a man... "Girl, I am a man, a man with flesh and blood, backbone."

"You talked to me a lot about reality, but you are unwilling to accept reality?"

"I......"

I opened my mouth, but I couldn't speak.

Yes, while I told her that this child should accept reality and abide by the survival rules of this society, I was unwilling to accept reality and insisted on giving them to those people and their lovers that I can give love and bread, but I did nothing at all.

"I'm sleepy, you go."

"Um."

......

Wang Yuxuan originally wanted to teach me a class, but it was good at the beginning, but there was a little improvement in the process. However, at the end of the course, my stubbornness defeated her.

Maybe this is the reason why she issued the order to expel guests?

On the way back, I leaned against the window of the taxi and thought a lot, but the final conclusion was nothing. While I loved that woman, I was unwilling to accept the asymmetry in this love.

Is love really a game of falling in love with opponents?

I was beginning to be uncertain. When Wang Yuxuan gradually defeated me, I was shaken because the things I was holding on to could not have Zhang Yao in love at all.

Even, I can't have any girl.

I closed my eyes in pain and couldn't get out of this self-inflicted fatigue. When I opened my eyes again, it was the driver who reminded me to reach my destination.

I only realized that it was already three in the morning after paying the fare with WeChat.

At this time, Beijing was really quiet and lonely.

I was walking back to the rental house, very confused. The street lights pulled my shadow for a long time. It accompanied me silently. Perhaps, it was the only one who could accompany me, right?

"call......"
Chapter completed!