Chapter 273: Love and Like
I didn't want to show such a depressed look in front of others, but Wang Yuxuan saw through all my disguise. She just broke down my psychological defense with a picture of my back and her superb acting skills.
"I see clearly, then what?"
This is asking her for an answer, and I am also asking myself in my heart, will an asymmetry love really last? I did not maintain enough trust in my lover, and it is very likely that it disrupted her plan to save herself
From another perspective, if I were Zhang Yao, would I still give a chance to a man like me?
I care so much, and I care to the point of selfishness. This is no different from destroying the love between us with my own hands.
"Senior brother, I'll ask you another question, is that OK?"
Wang Yuxuan's voice began to slow down, and her eyes were staring at me softly, as if she was watching an injured child. I really wanted to laugh at my own weakness. I was obviously the older one, but now I asked her to guide her.
I pulled the corners of my mouth and replied, "It's this time, what else can I ask?"
"Okay."
Wang Yuxuan let out a long sigh, looked at me very seriously, and asked, "Can you distinguish between love and love?"
"Love and Like"
I murmured and repeated the question and began to think.
In the past, I was able to answer this question quickly, but at this moment, I didn’t know why, but I couldn’t give a clear explanation. It was she who made me see that I didn’t believe in this love much, right?
"Can you smoke a cigarette?"
After asking, I was surprised. Before I knew it, I actually started asking for her opinion!
"It's not your case, I said, you can do whatever you want this night."
After getting the answer, I opened the cigarette box, took out a cigarette and lit a faint nicotine smell, which soon spread into my nose, entered the lung lobes along the respiratory tract, and turned into a heavy poison, which made me quiet and numb my fragile nerves.
When the cigarette between my fingers was halfway through, I brushed the ashes. It was also at this moment that I finally gave her a seemingly perfect answer.
"Like is shallow love, love is the beginning of deep love for all love. It is probably like each other first, and then after continuous understanding, it turns into love."
"Your answer is so perfunctory. I thought you would have something to talk about." Wang Yuxuan curled her lips, "But this answer is also correct. After all, everyone has a different definition of love."
"What's your definition?"
“I don’t have a definition.”
"Didn't you love it too?"
Hearing the sound, Wang Yuxuan was stunned at first, then laughed out loud and burst into tears. She said, "Isn't the love that a little kid like me has possessed, in the eyes of you adults, all jokes?"
Smiling and crying, crying and laughing.
She should be in pain now, right?
Realizing this, I looked at her with some guilt, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked you this."
"Hey, what's the matter? Just talk about it and have a good chat, there is nothing that cannot be mentioned or asked."
Wang Yuxuan waved her hand very generously, then suddenly leaned on my shoulder, buried her head on it, and choked and said, "Senior brother, lend me your shoulders for a while."
I let out a light whisper, slightly raised my other hand and patted her back.
At this time, she was like a child, a child who had been hurt by love, and a sister who needed shoulders to rely on.
Wang Yuxuan cried loudly. If it weren't for the wetness coming from her shoulders, I wouldn't have known that she was crying and could not hold back. Her reason just now had been destroyed by me.
I don't know if this is avenging her, but I can be sure that her relationship is enough for her to remember for the rest of her life and regret for the rest of her life.
Otherwise, she wouldn't cry like this.
The cigarettes burned out.
In order to prevent the ash from falling on her head, I moved my hand down, gently twisted it into the ashtray, and then raised my hand again and patted her back to comfort this child who was careless on the surface but was actually more sensitive than anyone else.
I don’t know how long it took, but as my shoulders loosened, she took off, her eyes slightly red, and her mouth tilted lightly.
"Sorry, I've got your clothes wet."
"It's okay, we're even."
"Yes, I exposed your disguise, and you mentioned my past again." Wang Yuxuan shrugged and said, "Senior Brother, the mutual harm between us is really boring."
"What's the solution?"
"There's no way."
"So good night."
"No." Wang Yuxuan called out to me who was about to get up, and pushed me back to my original place, "I haven't finished the class for you yet!"
"Hey, you are a teacher. It's really a mold carved out of your dad."
"I just don't want you to lick your wounds alone after you go home."
Her words made me stunned. I subconsciously wanted to refute it, but she had already exposed my disguise. What's the use of refuting? I nodded silently, and I didn't say anything.
"Senior brother, have you ever thought about your future?"
"have."
"What would that look like?"
"A house that is not big or small, ordinary but very warm three meals and a big fat boy."
Even without a mirror, I can still imagine the longing in my eyes, because this is the scene I dreamed of on these few nights. The so-called dream is probably like this, and I will think about it in my dreams, right?
"Where is she? Have she ever thought about your future?"
Wang Yuxuan asked another question.
"Should have thought about it?"
"Have you ever talked about it?"
"I just talked about the future things together. Don't you think it's abrupt?"
"You're an excuse!"
"Okay, we have some conflicts these days, and we have even reached an irreconcilable point."
"What are you going to do?"
"Girl, can you not look like a curious baby?" I looked at her with displeasure, unable to understand why she asked these very questions.
"I'm helping you, haven't you seen it? When you talk about her just now, will your brows naturally raise upwards? Especially when you talk about your future, that expression is love, my senior brother!"
"like?"
"Yes, it's love. You love her and love her very much. The reason why you are confused is just your inferiority complex. This is the most fundamental problem!"
Chapter completed!