Lin Hai said calmly: "Xiaoting, I know you miss her and worry about her, so do I. Even, I miss and worry more than you. As you said, no matter when, your relationship will not change, because you have blood and so many years of relationships, it is impossible to let go. At that time, you will be sisters. But your sister and I have only been together for a little while. If we have feelings... she may not be too deep for me, and she may soon forget me."

"Although she said she had no home, she had never suffered since she was a child. You said she was alone outside and had no one to take care of or protect her. Do you think I wouldn't worry?"

"Then do you think I'm willing to do this?"

Lin Hai sighed and said slowly: "I don't want to, but do you think your sister didn't think about these things? She is a person who needs to be well prepared for everything. She must be prepared for what she wants to consider after leaving. She must be prepared and I don't need to worry about it."

"And I still say the same thing. So what if I find it? Why is she so much effort? Isn't it just to leave me? Then I have to go to her and destroy everything she has worked hard to set up, leaving no space for her. Do you think this is good for her?"

"You said you went to find her by yourself, you are already an adult, and you can't continue to be willful all your life. You have to study abroad. If you delay finding her, what will you think if your sister knows it?"

"She will definitely not blame you. She will only blame herself, thinking that she has delayed your future and made you give up great opportunities."

"And, she has not left any clues for you. You are a girl and have no social experience. How do you find her where to find her?"

His series of questions made Song Yuting stunned there. It took a long time to cry slowly and said blankly: "Don't you really not look for her anymore, just let her be alone outside?"

Her words were as heavy as a stone in Lin Hai's heart, which made Lin Hai feel very uncomfortable. After a while, he said, "It's not that I won't look for it anymore, I just let her calm down for the time being. When she really figured it out, she will come back by herself."

"And, even if she doesn't look for me, she can't not look for you. You are her sister, and she will never want her sister."

"But she probably doesn't want me to find her. You know that if you tell you her news, you may not be able to help telling me. That's why she hides you. So instead of worrying or wasting time to find her, you might as well calm down and do what you should do. When she comes back to find you, she will be very pleased to see you grow up."

Song Yuting forgot to cry for a moment and looked at him blankly. After a while, she thought of asking him: "What about you? Do you just forget it?"

Lin Hai lowered his head and smiled bitterly for a while and said, "I won't just let it go. It would be fine if I could really just let it go. Apart from her, I may never be able to like anyone like this in my life. But loving someone must make her happy, so I can't force her to do the same as before."

"As long as she lives well, I will wait for her until she understands my feelings for her."

Song Yuting's eyes turned red again: "Lin Hai, I don't know what's wrong. My sister loves you very much, I'm sure about this. And you love her very much. When I first found out, there were still many things that I couldn't understand and were angry, but seeing you like this, I know that you are more uncomfortable and painful than me, because you really love her."

"But what is the purpose of? Can't people in love be together well?"

Lin Hai didn't know about this question either. Maybe he would only know the answer when he found Xu Yawen later.

The two of them said goodbye with great thoughts. Song Yuting returned to school, while Lin Hai was driving around aimlessly. In such a huge city, he had his own foundation, three companies, and the properties and related personnel of each community, and there were already thousands of employees, but at this moment, he felt unprecedented loneliness.

The huge East China Sea, with a population of tens of millions, will not make any difference if Xu Yawen is missing, but for Lin Hai, he lost all his feelings and his heart suddenly became empty.

He drove the car, and finally unknowingly turned back to the downstairs of the house he had bought for Xu Yawen before. Realizing that he had come here again, he was stunned, then stopped the car and slowly went upstairs.

He has lived in the dormitory these days, and Xu Yawen has never come back, and everything remains the same as when he left before. Xu Yawen left very simply. For her, everything is probably something outside of her body and she needs to take it away. She probably took it away when she went to Xizhou before, and she didn't want anything else.

Lin Hai sat on the sofa in a daze, thinking carefully that Xu Yawen must have planned to leave before she decided to go to Xizhou. Going to Xizhou was just a preparatory preparation, equivalent to a springboard, giving them a buffer period.

So, if you think about it carefully, actually, since she went to Xizhou, her relationship with him was getting distant day by day. At that time, he thought she was too busy and tired, or was getting angry because of Wang Yu's affairs. Now, she was actually deliberately setting a distance between the two people before, and when they all adapted to accepting the separation from each other, she left silently.

Wang Yu's incident was equivalent to a catalyst, which allowed her to find a good reason and strengthened her determination to leave.

The whole process was like boiling a frog in warm water, allowing Lin Hai to slowly accept it. If she had no preparation at the beginning, she would suddenly leave. One day, Lin Hai woke up in the morning and suddenly found that she was gone, then she would definitely not be able to accept it no matter what, and she would definitely be looking for her crazily no matter what.

Xu Yawen has obviously thought of all this.

Lin Hai sat in the empty room, smiled bitterly for a while, and said slowly: "You have always said that you are not smart enough. In fact, you are really very smart. At least, you can be said to be very familiar with my psychology."

Xu Yawen has left, and she has been walking for so many days, but her breath seems to be left everywhere in the house. All the decorations in the house are as she is used to. Lin Hai did not mess up cleaning before, and there was a faint fragrance in the room, as if she would appear in front of her once she closed her eyes and opened them.

Lin Hai recalled the scenes before his eyes. The two of them had dinner and jokes together, or sat on the sofa together, and worked separately. There were so many scenes that they thought were very happy, but now they all became a bubble.
Chapter completed!