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Chapter 3305 Feelings can't be forced

Before Song Yuting finished reading the email, she was already in tears. Finally, she cried and asked Lin Hai: "What did you do? It's not good, but you have already lived together?"

"You should know the most about my sister's personality. She is such a conservative person. If she wasn't particularly sure and confident about the relationship between you and you, how could she have done such a thing as cohabitation?"

"So what did you do to make her so sad? Are you not clear about other girls? You know that my sister can't rub the sand in her eyes, and the bottom line of her relationship is that she must be focused, but you are the kind of person who is particularly prone to recruiting the opposite sex."

Lin Hai wanted to smile bitterly but couldn't. To talk about it, this is actually part of the reason, and Xu Yawen also explained it very clearly. But Lin Hai always felt that this was not the most fundamental reason.

More things are what Xu Yawen didn't say, and those are the most fundamental reasons that led to her departure.

"I know it's all my fault, but now it's too late." Lin Hai opened the car window and silently lit a cigarette, but he didn't feel like smoking at all.

Seeing him like this, Song Yuting had no way to vent his anger and anger. She just asked him with tears in her eyes: "What should I do now? I always have to find a way to find my sister? Could it be that she really let her leave alone and survive outside?"

Lin Hai also hesitated, and the ashes fell and burned his hands. He seemed to have no feeling: "You have seen her message, and she doesn't want us to look for her. If we find her, we can change all this, and then she will not leave at all. So, it's better to give her time and wait until she figures it out before going to find her."

"You said it simply, but if she was just angry with you, if you went to find her and coax her, she might change her mind, but if you give up like this, she would definitely be completely discouraged, and there would be no hope between you." Song Yuting was anxious.

Lin Hai shook his head with a wry smile: "Xiaoting, what you said is just your wishful thinking, all of them are the ideas of children. Your sister is already an adult, and she will consider things very carefully. It is impossible to say that she is so willful."

"Do you know? She has made a handover in the entire company and has officially proposed to resign. You know how much she values ​​her work and will not make jokes about these things. Especially her current status in the company can be said to be similar to mine. She will not know what impact her departure will have on the company. Do you think she will do this easily?"

"And you may not imagine that the emails she sent to everyone were sent regularly, considering everyone's time and various company activities, and trying to minimize the impact. So, she really made up her mind since a long time ago, but even I didn't expect that she had been hiding it for so long."

Lin Hai took a deep breath and said, "I didn't notice it. It was like a disease. It might have been just a small cold and fever, but because of my neglect, it turned out to be a disease that was beyond her mind. So she gave up completely and gave up on me."

"Then don't you fight for it?" Song Yuting became anxious and started to fire at Lin Hai. "Didn't you keep saying you love her? Do you say that you love her just a little bit, and you give up if you say you give up? If you really love her, don't you have to find her and let her see your sincerity even if she leaves, and let her forgive you. Do you have a good time together and make her happy?"

"Are you going to let her be alone outside like a wandering person? If she lives unhappy or she is with another man in the future, would you be willing to do so? Or can you really let go of this relationship so easily and be with another woman, so it doesn't matter what she is like?"

Lin Hai was silent, and after a while, he slowly smoked and said, "Do you think I don't want to find her? Do you want to be with her? The relationship between the two can be forced, but how can the relationship be forced? How can happiness be forced?"

"I have been with her for so long. If I can really force her, how could she leave without saying goodbye?"

"I never thought of giving up, and even knew that the moment she left, it felt like the sky had fallen to me. If she didn't want to come back, I felt that I might never be able to be happy in my life. But for me, it is always the most important thing for her. The reason why she chose to leave was that she felt that it was not happy or even painful to be with me, otherwise she wouldn't leave. How could I go to find her and continue to force her to make it worse?"

Lin Hai paused for a moment before saying slowly: "I won't give up just like that, but not only does she need time to calm down, but I also need time to reflect and think about what is wrong. When we all really think it through, we will find her at that time, which will be more suitable than looking for her in a hurry now."

"Then aren't you afraid that she will fall in love with others then? Are you really willing?" Song Yuting asked angrily.

Lin Hai was silent. He also knew that there was such a possibility. On the surface, it seemed that there were many girls who like him, but in fact, with Xu Yawen's conditions, would there be a lack of suitors? Once he was not around, wouldn't there be anyone else taking advantage of the situation?

In fact, when he thought of these things, his heart ached slightly, but he could only force himself to calm down: "Your sister is a very rational person. If she really chooses someone else, it can only prove that that person is more suitable for her than me and can make her happier."

"Then I will still protect her in my own way."

"Of course, I still said the same thing. I won't give up so easily. I will let her see my changes and strive for a chance to make her choose again."

Song Yuting was so angry that she burst into tears: "Lin Hai, you were not like this before. What is the difference between giving up and letting her die by yourself? Even if she didn't like you in the past, you wouldn't give up loudly and try hard to fight for it. Why do you give up so easily now? Is your feelings for her becoming increasingly weak? So it doesn't matter even if you give up?"

Lin Hai smiled silently: It would be great if this was the case. If it was so easy to give up, he would not be so heartbroken.

Song Yuting was right. He was indeed not like this before. At that time, he was so confident, he could also be said to be arrogant and arrogant. He really felt that he seemed to be omnipotent. As long as he worked hard, he could have a result. As long as he had sincerity, he would definitely be able to move the person he loved.

But Xu Yawen's farewell without saying goodbye made him begin to deeply doubt himself: Maybe he has no ability to give others happiness at all.
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