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【621】Earth without me

At one or two o'clock in the afternoon, the scorching sun was shining unobstructedly on my head. When the heat and fear of heights made me sweat profusely, Xiao Qin, wearing a straw hat, walked towards me step by step.

"When we come to a place like this, no one will bother me and classmate Ye Lin...hehe..."

A look that is close to "broken", and he is panting slightly due to nervousness or excitement.

Not far behind me was an abyss of a hundred feet. I fearfully stretched out my hand to stop the approaching Xiaoqin:

"Don't come over here. What are you going to do? It's very unsightly to fall to death. If you are really dissatisfied with me, you can stab me to death with a knife. Don't you have the Swiss Army Knife that you snatched from me?"

"That knife was given to Brother Melancholy's father as a diplomatic gift. It's very sharp. If you hold it in your hand and drop it, with a click, my life will be over."

I'm not afraid of knives, but I'm very afraid of cliffs. After all, this is a scenic spot that doesn't even have guardrails. I can't help it anymore. My legs are weak and I have no strength. It's already very difficult for me to stand on two legs. I almost don't care about maintaining my manhood in front of Xiaoqin. of dignity.

However, for me, who has been bullied by Xiaoqin for nearly 6 years since I was 6 years old, do I really have the so-called "manly dignity" in front of her?

"Classmate Ye Lin is really good at joking, how can I bear to hurt you?"

Xiaoqin took another step closer to me, and contrary to what she said, she slowly raised her hands to her chest, palms outward, as if she was ready to push me down at any time.

At this moment, I really want to cry. I really don’t want to fall off the cliff and die. If Xiaoqin stabs me with a sharp knife, I will cut out my heart before I die and hold it in my hand to scare me. She said, "This is Sparta."

"Take my heart if you want it." This line is also cooler, but not as good as Sparta's line.

I am not afraid of being burned by fire or being pierced by sharp knives, but I am only afraid of the endless falling feeling of falling from a height and not knowing when it touches the ground.

"Classmate Ye Lin..." Xiaoqin raised her hands a little higher and took another step closer to me.

As a successor of the proletariat, at this moment, my mind flashed quickly to the five heroes of Langya Mountain and the Japanese invaders approaching them with all their teeth and claws.

Well, after I was pushed off the cliff by Xiao Qin, did I shout "Down with Japanese imperialism" or "I have no regrets in my life".

What a cheater. I was murdered by my evil girlfriend when I was 14 years old. Technically I was still a virgin. I have no regrets in any aspect and no regrets in that aspect.

What saddens me the most is that I have no ability to resist at this time. I should not be led to this place by Xiaoqin without warning. As soon as I see the deep stream under the cliff, I have no strength, Xiaoqin. He obviously knew I had this weakness.

I turned my back to the cliff, faced Xiaoqin, and sat down cross-legged.

The first is to try to calm down one's mood, and the second is to lower one's center of gravity so that it is less likely to fall.

However, my body was still shaking involuntarily.

Xiaoqin didn't seem to care about my behavior of sitting on the ground and lowering my center of gravity.

Does she have the confidence that she can push me off the cliff no matter what position I take?

Are you planning to hug me and roll off the cliff with me, so it doesn't matter what position I am in?

Don't give up your life so easily. Having formed an alliance with Zhuang Ni, do you feel that death is an easy task due to her influence?

My body felt a strong sense of crisis, and the huge fear of falling from heights made my heart beat like an athlete's at a rate of 120 beats per minute.

Suddenly I had a strange feeling of cerebral ischemia.

It was obviously a brain ischemia, but his vision was gradually dyed red.

No, this is the harbinger of the emergence of the berserker mode. This berserker mode, which I had sealed away for a long time because Pentheus reminded me of its side effects, came on my own initiative when my life was seriously threatened.

"Gegegege..."

A low growl that didn't sound like a human voice came out from between my teeth. I felt that my sanity was rapidly losing. The second personality that existed purely for killing was replacing the identity of "Ye Lin".

A berserker has no fear. The berserker mode appeared at this time to help me fight against the fear of heights that took away all my courage. If I succumb to this bloodthirsty maniac, I should no longer have to suffer what I am experiencing now. You must have suffered psychological torture.

but……,.

The berserker mode is irrational. He only has fighting instincts and will attack all hostile entities nearby. If I enter the berserker mode, he will definitely attack Xiaoqin in order to escape from this dangerous zone. After all, he wants to commit suicide with me. Xiao Qin can be considered "hostile".

Even though Xiaoqin is very powerful in martial arts and her "Yin Yang San Shou" skills are far superior to mine, as a girl who has lived at home for three years, her muscle strength cannot compete with me head-on.

Therefore, after turning on the berserker mode, Xiaoqin may be knocked off the cliff by me. She may be able to defeat the berserker mode in the open area, but in this high-risk area, she may be counterattacked by me due to her small size and disadvantaged strength. Kill.

When I thought of this possibility, I didn't even hesitate for half a second and immediately gritted my teeth.

Every nerve was whining, every muscle was spasming, and every inch of skin seemed to burst. I began a terrifying confrontation with that cruel and ruthless second personality.

A sea of ​​blood, a mountain of corpses, numerous swords, howling winds... The picture of hell that is associated with the berserker mode appears repeatedly in my mind, and is repeatedly torn into pieces by my will.

finally……,.

I suppressed the berserker mode that had been awakened due to my fear of heights.

It was by no means an easy thing. Not to mention my muscles were sore, and I even bitten my lip. However, I swallowed the blood that came out and Xiaoqin didn't see it.

Afterwards, although I was still trembling slightly because I was on the cliff, overall I seemed calmer.

Is it because I gave up my last chance to escape? I would rather be pushed off the cliff by Xiao Qin than lose my mind and put Xiao Qin to death.

When did Xiaoqin become so important in my heart? Could it be...could it be that I really like her.

No, it's impossible, it's definitely for some other reason. Although Xiaoqin's infatuation is quite touching, she is too unreliable. There is no reason for me to like such an unreliable girl, especially when she gives me all the time. She didn't bother me even a second, and I couldn't achieve anything great with her by my side. Just because she transferred here, my grades in the final exam this time were even worse than last time.

Although I don't care about test scores, I thought that my scores were already so bad that it would be impossible to drop any further. Xiaoqin can make this impossible possible, which means that she will lower my lower limit in all things. I don't sleep as soundly as before every night.

What, you said that I have risked my life to save Amy, and Amy has also caused me trouble (a calligraphy practice grid in the distance, and an airdrop of Obama in the near), but it is different, Amy She's my sister. I'm not a lolita fan, but I am a girl fan. My sister has privileges here, so no matter how unreasonable she is, it's okay.

By the way, I grabbed this idea in my mind. I must regard Xiaoqin as my adopted sister, so I would rather die than turn into a berserker and hurt her. That must be the case.

After I figured it out, I sat on the cliff and was very satisfied. Even though I only had a few minutes left to live, I still smiled with relief because I understood the correct answer, "If you hear the truth in the morning, you may die in the evening."

"Xiaoqin, if you really want to do this, just do it. I won't resist."

I folded my arms in front of my chest, closed my eyes to fight against my fear of heights, and said in a tone that allowed me to be fleshed out but without any regrets.

"Eh."

"But don't die with me. Aunt Ren will be sad if you die, and your father will be sad too. Although he is a playboy, he still cares about you..."

"It's strange, why does classmate Ye Lin seem to know my father very well."

Yes, sometimes people who are close to each other don't understand each other. It's like Xiaoqin doesn't know that her father has AIDS, and she doesn't know that the jade bracelet she is wearing was given to her by her father.

"Well... after you finish this matter, you go back and tell... tell the squad leader that I made a mistake and fell off the cliff. Don't let everyone know that you were involved in this matter."

"What on earth is classmate Ye Lin talking about~~~,."

Alas, I seem to be very sorry for the squad leader when I die. She finally led the team out for an outing, but something like this happened...

However, I still admire myself very much. Under such circumstances, my brain can still operate at high speed and analyze what positive results it will bring if I die alone.

Of course, since I did not have life insurance, my father could not receive any insurance compensation.

But even if Xiaoqin is not held accountable, Aunt Ren will subconsciously think that my accident is related to her daughter. She is pregnant with her father's child. She may marry her father to comfort him out of guilt and other reasons. 's mind.

No, it's not a possibility, but a certainty. Aunt Ren is a talker, and if her father suffers the pain of losing his son, she will definitely marry him, start a family with him, and then take care of the born child together.

It doesn't seem like it can't survive without me. It would be much better than me losing my mind and pushing Xiaoqin off the cliff.

Otherwise, the inner condemnation I would have to bear in this life would be unimaginably heavy.

Anyway, in my expectation, in the world line where I don't exist, Aunt Ren will definitely marry my father, so to Xiao Qin, I will be a dead step-brother.

Since she is Xiaoqin, she is a foster sister and a younger sister, so it doesn't matter if she is killed by a sister who just can't think of it.

If I don't treat her as a little bully or a girlfriend, but as a sister, I can completely accept this outcome.

I am such an amazing girl control, even I am surprised.

"Xiaoqin...after I'm gone, can you be nicer to our father?"

"Classmate Ye Lin is talking more and more strangely..."

"Also, Amy is also bothering you. In addition, we have a younger brother or younger sister who I don't know..."

Halfway through the conversation, I decided not to say anything so as not to reveal too much and affect my father's life-long events.

Finally, I opened my eyes and looked at Xiaoqin, who had a puzzled look on her face but still raised her hands in front of her, making a gesture of pushing someone, and asked with a wry smile:
Chapter completed!
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