【582】Gone with the wind
Suddenly I felt someone poking me with a finger from behind.
Once, twice, three times.
Very familiar poke method.
Although Gong Caicai could poke me in the back from where she stood, she was not so bold. Even if she had the guts to poke me, she would immediately apologize to me.
For someone I am particularly familiar with (such as my dad), I can confirm the identity of the person based on their footsteps. My body is also very familiar with this kind of constant finger tapping.
Who else could it be but Xiaoqin? She poked me like this when she was standing behind me during the flag-raising ceremony. She poked me like this when she asked me to buy buns for her in the breakfast shop. You are having fun, one day I will I want to poke you back too.
Xiaoqin walked up behind me at some point, and Gong Caicai was like a mouse meeting a cat (or a rabbit meeting a saber-toothed tiger), and fled away into the distance with a pale face.
I don't know why, I especially like Xiaoqin's dress today.
Xiaoqin wore a straw hat on top of her short hair without any decoration.
It's not as exaggerated as Luffy's, but the brim is very short, looks very Q, and the style is more like a short hat.
The sunlight was blocked by the straw hat, forming a shadow on her face, making her fair face appear bright and dark.
It was probably the effect of the sun. The sun shining on Xiaoqin's face made her cheeks flush.
As if he dreamed of something good last night, his lips pursed in a smile, forming an upward arc.
Because the monitor asked the whole class to wear class uniforms, Xiaoqin also wore the white T-shirt class uniform.
It's not that she listens to the class monitor's words, but she knows that I will definitely wear the class uniform, so if she follows suit, it will have the effect of a "couple's shirt".
Although about 40 people all wear this T-shirt, they can’t all be lovers...
Predictably, the squad leader and Gong Caicai wore slim-fitting T-shirts that looked tight on their chests, but they fit snugly on Xiao Qin, like a plain green land swept by the breeze.
Translated into Chinese, it means almost no breasts.
I think it's better to be natural. If Xiaoqin has to wear some padded bras in order to highlight her breasts, I don't like it.
What surprised me was that Xiaoqin wore a pair of jeans today.
Ever since she came to No. 28 Middle School, Xiaoqin rarely wore pants (she wore a skirt to report on the first day) unless she was wearing the school uniform pants.
Jeans rarely appeared. If I remember correctly, Xiaoqin never wore them in front of me.
But we are no longer neighbors. When we met for the first time after three years of separation (that is, the expected duel), Xiaoqin came to express her love to me wearing a pair of jeans of the same color as now.
Although only one semester has passed, it feels like a lifetime ago. Too many things have happened in the past few months.
I never thought that I would miss Xiaoqin's jeans. Am I a "jeans fetishist"?
Although the curves of Xiaoqin's legs are also very smooth and graceful, they are not as stunning as the model when the monitor wears jeans, but I actually looked at Xiaoqin's jeans for so long...
"My mother will scold me if I soil my newly bought jeans..."
Xiaoqin, who I still stubbornly thought was a boy at that time, once said this to me because she was embarrassed to kneel down and apologize.
The echoes of that sentence still seem to be floating in my mind.
Time has passed, and Xiaoqin has become more and more like a girl under her own "hard training", and she has become more and more compromising with me. So far, let alone kneeling to apologize, even if she is asked to kneel to do other things, she probably won't. Will comply.
But this is not the little bully in my mind. This is not my lifelong rival. That guy who was once so powerful and arrogant, where have you been?
It's not that Xiaoqin wasn't good enough to me, but I always felt that she used her own way to dismember the guy who spent my childhood with me, one by one.
At the same time, I was forever deprived of the opportunity to defeat the bully in an upright manner.
Only then did I realize that I had originally planned to be friends with the bully.
Defeat him, at least reach the same level of strength as him, and let him look at me with admiration and say something like "You are also very strong".
To put it in the same sentence, no matter for me or for the little bully, the other party will be a friend worth trusting in the battle.
However, this idea was ruthlessly shattered.
The attack from an undefendable place brought down the little bully.
And like a cicada shed, from inside the little overlord's dried body, the new-born Xiao Qin stood up, opened her big lake-like eyes, and shook off the debris left by the little overlord on her shoulders.
I still find it difficult to combine Xiao Bawang and Xiao Qin into one person. In my opinion, their relationship is more like reincarnation.
More than once, when Xiaoqin used an overly feminine tone and acted in an overly feminine way, I could hardly help but grab her shoulders and shake her hard, asking her where the person in her childhood went and why you are getting more and more. The less like him.
I know my thoughts are ridiculous, and I know it's not Xiaoqin's fault. It was me who was wrong in the first place. But deep down in my heart, I still miss that childhood that was not perfect and could not be called happy.
What remains in my vague memory, although vague but with the strongest impression, is the figure of the bully kicking me into the pit, then turning around and running away.
How I wanted to jump up high, pull him down, and let him taste the choking dust at the bottom of the pit.
In the end, the only one I pulled down was Chu Chu pitiful, and I hoped that I could share some love with her and allow her to stay with me all the time.
After the little bully defeated me, he fled into nothingness. I had no way of looking for him. The traces he left on Xiao Qin gradually peeled off and disappeared over time.
I like that Xiaoqin wears more neutral jeans, and I like that her straw hat covers her watery eyes in shadow. Because of such a familiar yet unfamiliar Xiaoqin, when I look at her, I seem to see her through her body. 's past life.
Hey, I was originally very happy that we all went out for a picnic together, but why did I suddenly feel sad?
And why do I like Xiaoqin the more neutral she wears? Do I have a gay tendency deep down in my heart? Could it be that the person I love most in this world is actually a little bully?
Damn, this is so cheating. I was actually influenced by Ai Shuqiao and conducted a psychological analysis on myself. Moreover, the mentally ill Fang Xin once said that the person I love most may die... but it actually fulfilled his prediction: The little bully has already died on Xiaoqin.
"Classmate Ye Lin, what's wrong with you?"
Seeing me looking at her and staying silent for a long time, Xiaoqin tilted her head and asked in confusion.
"Are you hungry? I brought a love lunch." Xiaoqin pointed to the boat-shaped canvas bag she was carrying, "Let's give it to classmate Ye Lin after we get in the car."
Ah, why should I inappropriately imagine the scene of the little bully making me a love lunch? I must be broken because I have been with Pentheus, a gay man, for a long time, so I am broken.
So from another point of view, I should be glad that the little bully is a girl, otherwise I might have to embark on the road of becoming gay without hesitation. Could it be that in the duel under the big tree that day, I originally planned to beat him first His face is covered with flowers, and then he takes off his clothes and pants and explodes his anus, this kind of rhythm.
No, no, no, I'm confused. It's all Xiaoqin's fault. Her gender cognitive disorder has not been cured, but it has infected me badly. I can't tell whether I want Xiaoqin to be a boy or a girl.
Xiaoqin did not take a regular route today. She didn’t know which direction she came from, and she didn’t know whether she used Lingbo Weibu or Wudang Ladder Cloud Zong when she came here. She moved to my side without even realizing it.
Niu Shili discovered that Xiaoqin suddenly appeared in the crowd. He was as surprised as me.
"Hey, when did Xiaoqin come? Why didn't I see it..."
Eunuch Cao, who had just arrived, also bowed his hands and saluted, saying: "Master's wife is here. I'm sorry if I'm too far away to greet you."
Although everyone knows that Eunuch Cao calls me master, and he publicly calls Xiaoqin "Master", implying that Xiaoqin is my girlfriend, everyone always treats what Eunuch Cao says as fart, so not many people believe it. I just think that Xiaoqin and I are childhood sweethearts.
Xiaoqin, who still did not dare to talk to men of the same age, hid behind me. Her small mouth was pursed and her brows were slightly furrowed in a vigilant manner, which made people feel a sense of responsibility to protect the weak.
Although Xiaoqin is not weak at all, she is probably stronger than me...
Yesterday, Niu Shili purchased a lot of tuber ingredients and some medicines that may be used outdoors under the authorization of the squad leader. Today, he was in a good mood after arriving at the meeting point. At this time, he said to Xiaoqin and me:
"Xiaoqin looks very healthy and energetic today. She doesn't look like a frail and sickly person at all."
Before she finished speaking, Xiao Qin put her hand on her forehead and walked unsteadily, as if the sun was too strong and she was about to have a heat stroke.
While I lamented the passing of the little bully in my heart, I gave Xiaoqin an arm.
Xiaoqin held this arm gratefully, but did not show any special closeness to me in front of her classmates and continued to be her semi-clandestine girlfriend.
After that, some classmates came one after another. I looked at the watch on the left bowl and saw that it was close to 8:20.
Suddenly a van stopped next to the platform. After the door was opened, a fat man jumped out and pulled out several boxes of frozen beef and mutton from the van.
"Cousin, be careful. If it breaks, what will I eat on the mountain?"
The sound of the loudspeaker came from the van, she said "Hey", stood up from the leather seat, and then supported a girl next to her with long hair over her shoulders, side bangs, melancholy eyes, and a pale face, and slowly Slowly walked out of the car.
Who else could be there? Someone who kills himself when he has nothing to do and kills others when he has something to do, causing everyone a headache, ignoring school rules and all human laws, hating men and liking women, the mysterious literary and art committee member of the second grade (3) class, Ms. Zhuang Ni ?.
Just now, the monitor asked everyone to be quiet and count the number of people. Everyone felt that it was summer vacation, and they were not in the classroom but outdoors, so they just lowered the volume slightly and still chattered below.
As for Teacher Yu, the class teacher with the aura of a soulless engineer, after everyone joked with him about "Hello Teacher" once, they almost thought he didn't exist. They consulted and reported to the monitor on everything, and Teacher Yu was happy to do so.
Chapter completed!