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237 I can't leave today (5000)

A trace of imperceptible light burst out in Lu Qing's eyes at that moment...

He saw it.

I saw the little woman's soft and warm appearance in the past, even if it was just a second or a moment, it was enough. Those were enough to illuminate the life of such people who lived in darkness and guilt.

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"This pepper is pretty good, green, it will taste delicious when stir-fried, right?" The supermarket was crowded with housewives, and Lu Qing walked straight inside a little out of place.

She glanced over her beautiful eyes, looked at him, and then took out the green pepper in his hand and put it back: "...that's chili pepper."

"..." Lu Qing suddenly felt stupid, "Oh, hehe."

I took a few beautiful fresh bell peppers into it and visited most of the supermarket. Half of the morning had passed. Lu Qing only told her about the progress of Huo Siran's investigation two years after the accident. He had found nothing and was "exiled" by the superiors to the provincial military region.

She knew all of those, and she cooperated with hearing him last night's thoughts and feelings about Huo Ye, but her heart was moved.

"I was the first one who began to doubt Gu Jingsheng, but I couldn't catch the evidence even if I died. After the incident of the warship, Si Ran should be very conflicted and tormented. He liked you but had no choice. You must marry Gu Jingsheng at that time; he wanted to detain him and confirm the crime, but he couldn't bear it, because after all, he was a brother who had been through life and death together..." Lu Qing came up from behind and paid the bill, "Because of this, he forced you in the end. I also knew that you were very painful and tortured during that period, but the specific reason - why did he have such a big difference in the past and then suddenly become so terrible? Have you ever thought about the reason?"

Now if she wants to think about it, she should be able to think clearly.

Her little hand held the shopping cart and paused for a long time. She raised her face and asked, "What's the matter with the warship?"

She remembered that Gu Jingsheng told her at that time that he had never killed anyone.

Lu Qing closed his wallet, stared at her deeply, turned around and asked softly, "Do you believe me?"

She smiled powerlessly. She did "think" some things back then, but her "think" were not completely groundless.

"If you say it is true enough, the logic is smooth, and there is evidence..." She lowered her eyelashes and uttered a few words. After all, she didn't know what the truth was, "...I will believe you."

These four faint words gave Lu Qing the greatest courage and encouragement.

"I drove the car, and my parents were there when they left. Do you want to go back with me?" He smiled and asked friendly.

She glanced over to look at his face with a natural expression, but her eyes were very alert, because she knew that Lu Qing was still single now, and what would she think if she went to his house and was caught by his parents?

Lu Qing also guessed her thoughts, and couldn't get upset and habitually patted her head: "Sister, I think you are really good, but... how to say, you... are the kind of girl Si Ran would like, but it may not be as good as my taste, you know?"

The bright eyes in her watery eyes dimmed a little, and she was wary of such habitual movements. She thought about the meaning of his words and smiled bitterly, her voice was so low that it was almost inaudible: "How do you know that I would be the kind of girl he likes..."

Even though it was five years ago, girls who admired him were all over the country.

Lu Qing helped her pick up things from the shopping cart, looked at her, and smiled, saying, "Some things are too far away, and people don't even dare to say them. People who like him count a lot, but how many people really use the courage to "like" with their actions? So how many people are lucky enough to like them, and how many people dare to let go of their dignity and chase after them?"

She held her eyelashes, looking independent and bleak, and she didn't look too secure.

"I, a person who has never been in love, dare not say what love is, but I understand that he likes you, wants to treat you with all your heart, and has always been treating you with all your heart... Isn't this love?" The last few sentences Lu Qing looked like talking to himself. The bright sunlight pierced his eyes. He seemed to think of someone, and he paused before closing the door of the trunk of the car.

He didn't know how long his words would make the person who followed him think and question in his simplest sentence.

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"That's the earliest photo of us in the provincial military region. Look..." Lu Qing left her alone in front of the cabinet and went to pour water.

The cabinet is an old style, with transparent glass, and the photos are inserted into the cracks in the window lattice, but the color is yellow. There is the youngest Huo Siran, with his eyebrows and eyes even colder and unruly.

"Here." After a while, the water cup and a relatively new stack of photos were taken in front of her.

Lin Yitong came back to her senses, turned around and took the water, and then took the photo in his hand to see.

Lu Qing looked a little hesitant, and finally gave it to her: "You are a surgeon, so you shouldn't be afraid of seeing such photos, right?"

When she said this, she was already slowly looking through it.

——The photo was taken four years ago. On Penglai Island, a military helicopter landed over the entire island. The excavation was blind at the beginning. The special detector was airlifted over and the location was determined and excavated. The ending, the more terrifying the photo was. It was the appearance of the thirteen corpses who had been buried for more than two years when the entire pit was dug out.

"Can you see clearly who these people are?" Lu Qing stood beside her and asked her, "Anyway, I can't see clearly."

"But later Siran was the first to recognize Huo Ye," he stretched out his hand and clicked at a certain position. "This. Because he remembered that Huo Ye was closest to him, and the one with a bullet hole on his forehead would be Huo Ye."

In his description last night, the person who was sunny and who deserved a better life was lying in this terrible photo.

Her face turned pale, her hands trembled, and the photos all fell to the ground with a "rattle".

Lu Qing was stunned, looked up at her, and his heart tugged, pursed his lips, squatted down and picked up the photos one by one, stood up and said in a hoarse voice: "I don't mean to use these things to scare you, and life is not high or low, there is no need to die more miserable than anyone else. After all, you have really seen it with your own eyes. Gu Jingsheng committed suicide. I just want to tell you that there is no need to bury some hatred in your heart. When you know the truth, you will understand that we are all outsiders - few people will understand the grievances of these people."

In the study, Lu Qing took out all the information she had seen and the video she had not seen.

"It was this information that made my father dismissed and investigated. You have read this, but you didn't believe it at the time. But the reason why this information was not exposed was that it was not for Si Ran to know because he was afraid that he would provoke international disputes with his personal grudges," Lu Qing stretched his arms out and said to her, "So do you know why Si Ran was so angry? Soldiers can sacrifice for the country, but they can't sacrifice in grievances and silence like this, but the above meaning is to hide them like this for the rest of their lives."

If he had been to face such a thing, would he bear it?

"You... didn't explain so much to me..." Her face was pale and her voice was hoarse.

Lu Qing looked at her and smiled faintly: "Your attention was all on Gu Jingsheng at that time. You believe that he is innocent. If I were my most important friend like this, I would be the same as you."

"Do you want to watch the video?" He asked politely.

It was a long time ago, and the belt was a little uncomfortable, but fortunately, the Security Bureau finally cracked the complete video tape with sound from the international perspective. It also included from the front to the back, from Gu Jingsheng to the island, and then to his release, the small room had the darkest secret. Those days were also the darkest days in Gu Jingsheng's life.

"If you think this is not enough, everyone in the Central Military Region's accompanying troops witnessed that scene with their own eyes that day. No one knew the truth, Jing Sheng told us in full detail. If you want to ask, I'll take you there."

Lu Qing sat on the chair and saw her spine stretching straight, with strong emotions and scarlet bloodshots rolling in her eyes, and her heart was also very tightly.

"It's just Yitong, I just want to tell you not to doubt yourself so rush to doubt yourself, and not to doubt him."

"Your 'think' has always been right. Gu Jingsheng is kind by nature. He is even kinder than anyone else, and he is as jealous as Si Ran."

"No one can restrain foreign forces like him for so long. No one can bear such a great deal of pressure. Being forced into a desperate situation will not compromise. Even I can't."

This is the only result that Lu Qing thought about it over and over again in the past few years.

He suspected that he had investigated Gu Jingsheng, and Gu Jingsheng was a few years older than him, but he finally felt that this young man was doing better than any of them.

Everyone in the military region also knew that Gu Jingsheng was not just a gun god. No one colluded with him that day. He fought so beautifully alone. Even death was respectable.

The little woman sitting on the chair had already had her hands cold for a while.

When she turned her head, her eyes were completely red. She was so shocked by the whole truth that she couldn't even say anything. It took a long time to speak in a trembling voice: "But you didn't say that... After Jingsheng died that day, you posthumously named him a martyr..."

"He really can afford the title of martyr, and Lian Siran thinks so." Lu Qing responded seriously, "Before he died, he only asked for two things, one to take good care of you, and the other not to let you know the dirty things he had done before. Siran not only hid it from you, but also everyone."

"I don't know what he thought, but I also felt that Gu Jingsheng had already made up his merits and demerits, but I still chose to return the life that owed Huo Ye without evasion. What else do you want? What do you have to bear the responsibility of the person he loves and his parents? What do you want the people in the world to scold him? Si Ran would definitely think like me. Of course, I think he has more feelings for Gu Jingsheng, but you were too sad at that time. How could you still have the energy to see it? In fact, he has not felt good like you."

Just as Gu Jingsheng said, there was a dead end between them.

It's a game where no one can solve it except him.

"He didn't lie to you about the warship. He really didn't kill anyone. It was just a false accusation. He couldn't avoid it, but he accidentally hit Ince, which was unique and unbearable."

But the hurdles behind him were like sins that were destined to be repaid, so he could not overcome them, so he made a natural choice in the end, even if he was so reluctant to give up.

"Do you want some water?" Lu Qing said it a little uncomfortable and choked and asked her.

Her tears began to break the dam just now. He couldn't guess what it was for, but there seemed to be that saying, just drink water to make up for it.

But the sadness, emotion, guilt, heartache, regret that flows out together... these are made up for it.

Lu Qing patted her shoulder with difficulty, then stood up, and thoughtfully let her break her emotions for a while, slowly walked out, and closed the door of the study for her.

The nanny came over with the little crab in the bag and said, "Is that lady here? Does her crab want to eat steamed or braised?"

Lu Qing forced a smile and said hoarsely: "You may have to wait a while before asking her."

"Let's go longer."

It will take a little longer for her to take.

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

When she was a little girl, she couldn't help but complain about the man around her. Why was he always so taciturn and kept saying nothing in his heart? Who would be the worm in his stomach? If he didn't love him, who would ask and guess so hard?

But when she matures, she will understand. She actually doesn’t need to ask or guess. She just needs to watch him experience those things and accompany him to experience those things. She will know clearly what he is thinking, and she will no longer have to complain about why you always don’t speak.

But who will have that opportunity? Who will be by your side until you grow up and mature?

When I was young, I met so many people, how they concealed and thought, but it took you so long until you lost them before you understood.

fuck fuck fuck*

Afternoon. Airport.

It was almost four o'clock, and Xu Jingyuan held his suitcase and waited at the waiting gate for a long time. Even Xiao Yan was annoyed, but he had not given up.

If she really doesn't leave, she will probably call us.

Xiao Yan crossed his legs and chewed potato chips, saying, "Master, don't worry about that. This woman in love is a sudden change. She either said she wanted to leave two days ago, but it must be to anger the man. Do you believe it? Sometimes women say they want to leave, just wait for the man to stay. Why haven't you understood it for so many years after getting married?"

Xu Jingyuan sneered and said, "But as far as I know, the chief has no idea that her flight was today, so how can he keep it?"

Xiao Yan's eyes widened and his movements of chewing potato chips stopped in a mess!

"That must be because this man is stupid. The bigger the official, the more anxious the EQ, the more I can't even chase women."

Xu Jingyuan shook his head and ignored his fallacies. Other women are the same thing. Xiaotong is not an ordinary woman.

The phone finally rang.

It's not in vain that he kept this card number for so long just to wait for her phone number. Xu Jingyuan quickly answered it: "Hey?"

"master……"

"Yeah," Xu Jingyuan smiled, "Have you thought about it? Where is it now?"

"I'm at the door of my house..." The slender figure held his cell phone and stood in front of the Gu family's huge courtyard, with his eyes slightly red, swollen and moist, "I... can't leave today..."

She couldn't tell the specific reason, but she knew that with this emotion, she couldn't leave.

She only has one feeling, and she felt that even if she was busy and fulfilling in the past few years, she was too lonely. She was really too lonely. All the people and things she cared about were here. Why did she still have to go to another place that was not home?

Xu Jingyuan held the phone and seemed to be able to guess the result, but he was not sure before, but now he was only sure.

"I got it," he smiled slightly. "I will keep the quota for you first. If you change your mind, remember to tell me, or when you join the Military Region General Hospital here, I will help you submit your resignation application here."

"We have to leave," he raised his hand and looked at his watch and held his luggage. "Tongtong, see you next time."

She nodded, and tears almost burst out again.

After hanging up the phone, she seemed to hear the sound of a plane. She passed through the back of her head. She didn't feel as lost or regretful as she imagined. But after a long time, Cai slowly stepped forward and gently pushed open the door of Zhuang Jingyan's house with a "squeak".
Chapter completed!
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