Chapter 15 Sadness is indescribable
"How did you find her?"
"Uh, actually, my distant relative had a netizen's son when he was on 29 City..."
"He wanted to copy homework online, so he entered your name and accidentally discovered Ms. Hao's blog."
"Acai!" I hugged Zuo Cai:
"Do you want to die here? What if he is a murderer?"
"That's why I betray you."
"Damn!" I turned my head suddenly: "Brother He, listen to my explanation. Actually, I have always supported you... No, I have been rebelling from the Hinaki Detective Alliance. I am your undercover agent. It's this guy who is planning to you that is ill-behaved..."
"Did you find her from that blog?" He Yu asked.
"Human flesh search." Zuo explained it once again and pointed at me:
"He did it."
"You fart! You are fart! I don't know what kind of human flesh searches are. I can't even do double-digit addition, subtraction, multiplication and division. I was able to get into Hinaguang because ZF sponsors compulsory education for unemployed vagrants. I am still 18 years old this year and haven't fallen in love. My biggest specialty is that I can masturbate against math books. I don't deserve to be born by my mother! I don't even know who my mother is..."
"If all he said is true, then I did the human flesh search."
"Don't admit it so calmly at this time!"
He Yu sighed helplessly:
"If you want to make a noise, wait until you go back to school before you make a noise."
After hearing this, I suddenly remembered that this was a cemetery, and it was not a good time to argue with Shi Zuo. He Yu asked again:
"What are you doing here?"
Shi Zuocai stared at He Yu again:
"We want to know how she died."
I took a breath, closed my mouth tightly, looked around, and had already begun to find the most suitable escape route in case.
Unexpectedly, He Yu didn't move at all. He was just silent. After a long time of silence, he said:
"I killed me."
My heart skipped a beat and it was mostly cold.
Shi Zuocai frowned slightly.
"I should have died in a car accident."
He Yu said calmly, slowly squatted down, put his hand on the tombstone, and rubbed it gently.
He raised his head again and looked at the ring on his left hand.
"Can you give it back to me?"
Shi Zuo handed the ring out. He held it in his hand, looked at it carefully for a while, and then silently put it in his pocket.
Shi Zuocai said: "You buried it here last night."
He Yu nodded: "The other one is underground."
Shi Zuocai said, "But you are back today."
He Yu didn't say anything, and put his hand into his pocket, as if he was rubbing the ring.
Shi Zuo suddenly said, "I'm sorry."
He Yu stood up and took the umbrella that was covering the tombstone. At this time, the weather had just turned clear, and the sunlight was seeping down among the layers of dark clouds, which happened to be splashing on the tombstone. The three words "Hao Shuqing" written in red paint were slightly shining.
I found that our situation was very embarrassing. We were familiar with He Yu, but the relationship was only limited to teachers and students. At this time, there should be no greeting topics.
The only thing that can be mentioned is Hao Shuqing - but although we have learned about Hao Shuqing overnight, confessing all this to him would seem a little disrespectful.
I stopped talking several times, but I still didn't speak. Shi Zuo took a few steps back and left the cemetery first.
Walking out of the cemetery door, I breathed in relief.
"Acai, do you think what he said is true? He did not kill Hao Shuqing?"
"It's true." Zuo Cai's tone was very firm.
"Why?"
“We overlooked a detail.”
"Ah? What details?"
Shi Zuo took a deep breath and said:
"The day when He Yu and Hao Shuqing 'break up' was May 27."
“Is there anything wrong with this date?”
I began to try hard to recall the clues related to that diary.
Shi Zuo has already given the answer:
"May 27th a year and a half ago was Friday."
I was stunned for a moment, then frowned, and suddenly realized.
【#566# Today is Friday again, I am really happy to pick up Mr. He from school! Mr. He is always taking care of me on weekdays, but when it comes to Friday, I feel like a superhero when I walk through the sidewalk with Mr. He!】
"Every Friday, Hao Shuqing would go to Chuguang to pick up He Yu from get off work."
I'm lost:
"The 'car accident' he mentioned should be when crossing the sidewalk..."
"Yes." Zuo Cai said.
"Hao Shuqing died in order to save him."
My fingertips trembled. Everything about her was once so confusing. When the final truth was revealed, it seemed that everything was taken for granted.
The older girl who likes Leslie Cheung, He Yu, and will always be like a little girl, will never come back.
I felt regret in my heart, but I didn't know why - Shi Zuo Cai and I were outsiders of this story, but I accidentally peeked into the world of the two people, and witnessed a love story that was destined to be unable to change the ending by looking back.
How long will He Yu's sadness last? Will that blog continue to be updated? Can he get out of this shadow and face a brand new life? What kind of woman is Hao Shuqing? I don't know about these.
There is only one picture in my mind that is constantly replaying.
On a rainy night, the man put down his umbrella in front of the monument, buried his engagement ring in the soil, and left the cemetery silently.
On the next day, he came back and took the ring.
Later we met Hao Shuqing.
At the bus stop near the cemetery, we waited for He Yu.
He still held the black umbrella under his stubbornness and walked from afar, with a little thin figure.
Seeing us under the station sign, he nodded and stood aside without saying a word.
As usual.
Since we met him in the first year of high school, all of us have only the impression of He Yu, the math teacher, being "a taciturn and serious man". We rode the shabby Phoenix Feida bicycle to and from get off work every day. We didn't have much greasy smell like a middle-aged man, and our shirt was very neat, but we had already washed white.
Just as the world he saw in his eyes, it was monotonous and tasteless.
To some extent, I even think he is somewhat similar to Shizuo - whether he is unintentionally isolated from the whole world, making himself seem out of place. Whether it is managing a broadcast room or volunteering in the infirmary, it is not his obligation. But he just accepts all this silently and never expresses his thoughts.
It's like, no one can really fit into his life.
But now I know. There was a woman who once entered his life and tried her best to render his gray life of various colors. But now, that woman is no longer there.
In a daze, I thought again: Compared with He Yu, is Shi Zuocai's situation even more miserable? After all, He Yu had seen that colorful world.
But I know my thoughts are redundant. No matter how you go or Shi Zuocai, people like them will always survive in their own way.
Shi Zuo walked to He Yu's side. The two seemed to be saying something, but I was a little distracted and didn't hear it clearly. I only remember the last few conversations were:
"……sorry."
"It's okay. If she was still there, she might want to be friends with you."
"Um……"
“…She is indeed a very good woman.”
"Yes." He Yu murmured, his face softer.
He opened the album on his mobile phone. There was a photo of him and Miss Hao Shuqing there.
Chapter completed!