Chapter 19 Adaptation
What's the matter?" Zhang You's friend suppressed the anger and said that he suddenly ignored others and asked him what was wrong?"
"I don't understand what you mean. Friends often come and go when they have time, so of course they have less time to interact." Chen Yi continued to pretend to be innocent and ignorant. She continued to feel disgusting.
"Are you ordinary friends? Zhang Lian's friend snorted coldly in a bad tone.
"Yes, why not?
Zhang Lian's friend was suffocated for a while, and then asked for a while, "Will ordinary friends of the opposite sex in your city get together after school every day, or even lonely men and widows play at home?"
"Yes. Of course, this will happen if we can talk."
Zhang Lian's friend's anger disappeared a little. "It's not here. It's like you, it's just a relationship, it's a boyfriend-girlfriend relationship! Zhang Lian thinks so, we all think so!"
"I'm sorry for causing this misunderstanding and impact. But in fact, I don't have this kind of relationship with Zhang Lian. I don't dare to have such inappropriate thoughts, because I have a girlfriend in the city."
"Do you have a girlfriend?" Zhang Lian's friend looked surprised, and then asked angrily, "Why do you still have to take the initiative to strike up a conversation?"
"Zhang Lian is very beautiful, and people can't help but hope to know and understand. It's not surprising that you make friends and take the initiative to chat with them, right?"
"I understand." Zhang Lian's friend sighed helplessly. "But, all the martial arts and Zhang Lian misunderstood your relationship. Zhang Lian has been very sad these days. No matter what, you should tell her clearly in person. She treats you as her boyfriend. She cannot accept your sudden cold attitude, and she never thought that you always treat her as her ordinary friend. What other people would think? They would guess randomly, thinking that Zhang Lian had done something with you, and then you irresponsibly dumped her. There will be a lot of rumors! Even if you are just friends, you can't suddenly stop talking like a sudden brake. Others will talk nonsense. How can Zhang Lian bear it?"
"I'm sorry for causing this misunderstanding. I'm afraid this kind of words is not appropriate for me to tell Zhang Lian in person. Why don't you convey it on your behalf? If Zhang Lian understands my thoughts, it will be a misunderstanding. As for the thoughts of other people, I don't mean to break off contact with Zhang Lian. Since I am a friend, of course I will still have contacts."
"Okay" Zhang Lian's friend agreed and said goodbye and left without saying anything.
Chen Yi breathed a sigh of relief. The disgusting disguise finally ended. He had long guessed that Zhang Lian would not have the courage to come here to find him again, and the one who came must be her best friend. This set of pre-prepared rhetoric became reality almost word by word, and the other party's reaction was as good as his guess**.
He likes lightning tactics because they are efficient. After Zhang Lian learned about this relay, he would understand the situation and should be able to calm down.
He turned on a mobile phone when he got home in the evening.
Zhang Lian's friend called him as expected.
"I'll ask everyone to come out to play tomorrow night. Give Zhang Lian some time to relax, so that everyone won't be surprised. What do you think?"
"Okay. I'm fine tomorrow."
"Then I'm sure, bye."
The next day, as if it was the past, fourteen friends from both sides made an appointment to meet in the central square.
Chen Yi intended to arrive at the latest. When she saw Zhang Lian, she smiled and said hello, and stood close to him as if nothing had happened. The others didn't realize it was strange.
But Zhang Lian was obviously not a good person at acting, and he didn't even think of others' opinions through disguise. She forced a smile. Then she became calm and anyone could see that she was not in good mood.
A group of people were talking and talking about the place to go, and finally someone suggested going to the bar to dance.
Chen Yi has never been to the bar in the county town. There is only one bar.
There are very few people in the place. I can’t see other children of their age, all of whom are adults.
Tables and chairs are neither new nor old.
Six or seven people were scattered on the dance floor with a diameter of less than eight meters.
Beer is very cheap, and it costs fifteen yuan per piece.
If I don’t mention it, it’s his second time to come to the bar. It turns out that the others are. Only Chen Jing has come twice. But he can play with the game of playing with the punches and it will be lively in a short while. But no one said he will go to dance.
Zhang Lian sat dullly and watched others play. Chen Yi took the drink and put it on the table and said she was not thirsty, and she shook her head and refused to eat the side dishes.
When I saw it, I started to cheer and said, "Precisely. Why don't I ask us?"
Others laugh, and some people scold him for being a light bulb without hesitation.
Chen Yi smiled and said, "There is a bias. Although everyone is friends, who makes you a man? As the saying goes, the opposite sex attracts each other. Of course, take care of Zhang Lian more attentively."
I was a very sensitive person. I had long realized something was wrong with these two people today. I haven’t seen Zhang Lian come after school in recent days. When I heard this, I realized that these two people had something to do with each other. Chen Jing and others heard "It’s all friends, and they even felt that the four words were inappropriate. So they all fell silent and had fun. But they looked at them secretly.
Chen Yimo sat silently, taking care of himself in food. Zhang Lian, who was sitting beside him, looked at the dance floor quietly. He ignored him. He knew that Zhang Lian was like this and would only bear it silently. It took some time to adjust his mood alone.
She would not cry in front of others, would not make noise in front of others, and would not even have out-of-control emotions in front of others. Besides, in Chen Yi's opinion, he and Zhang Lian never talked about love, and they had a favorable impression, and would never rise to the level of love. At most, it would not be depressed. "Lan Wu and Seven Days. There is really no reason worth letting her care for too long."
Maybe the people here don't like noisy. The songs and dance floors are also slow.
No one sang on the stage, the microphone was just placed, old and old.
Zhang Lian looked at everything in the bar quietly. From time to time, he looked at Chen Yi beside him, but he never saw even the gaze he had cast. Her heart couldn't help but feel aching. She couldn't understand such a person, and she didn't understand at all. She was really a friend as he said. She tried to believe this, but she couldn't force herself to admit it.
This contradictory emotion turned into a very strong unwillingness. I always felt that there were too many things I wanted to say to him. I wanted to ask clearly, but I couldn't say it. How to say it, what? He had already said that he was a friend. It was just a friend. Did she be shameless and insist on crying and shouting, no?
She sat alone, and Chen Yi ignored her. Others might not have many things to do, or hoped not to disturb them. She would not pay attention to her at this time.
Suddenly, she left her seat and stood up. No one showed up. Or no one cared. Chen Yi was watching others play with her attentively. She deliberately neglected her, deliberately cleared the boundary, and deliberately implied something. Zhang Lian knew and felt it.
She asked the boss to change the song, picked up the microphone, and sang under the anticipation and surprise of several people on the dance floor.
Sitting in a quiet corner
It's time to find a relief for this moment."
Her voice is very good and she originally likes to sing. Although she has not practiced properly, she has practiced seriously. Here, her singing is enough to make people move and attract people's attention.
Chen Yi knew that she had walked onto the stage, but he pretended not to know. But when Zhang Lian opened his mouth to sing, he could not stop being surprised. This shouldn't be something Zhang Lian could do with a personality. He heard the sound, and Zhang Lian's friends also heard it, and looked over and looked at Xiao Budian, Chen Jing and others.
, …I think about it quietly
Who will pursue deliberate gentleness
You hurt me and I'm still laughing
You love greed I love cowardly
Tears flow through memories is unnecessary
I just blame myself for loving all your horns…”
The singing was very good, but no one applauded. Zhang Lian looked at Chen Yi singing. Not only did they see the pain in her expression, but even the guests who didn't know her could see that this was a sad girl. She saw where her eyes were looking and who she was looking at. It seemed that she had been infected with sadness and became silent, and she also showed pity in her eyes.
Zhang Lian ignored it and looked at Chen Yi with concentration. She was no longer singing, but singing sadness.
The small bar was completely filled with her sadness, without any inconsistent noise.
Chen Yi did not avoid Zhang Lian's gaze and quietly looked at the tears that were falling in her eyes.
Only then did he realize that Lin Qing was not wrong. Perhaps because he was cold, he didn't know how fragile a girl like Zhang Lian's heart was. However, at this point, he had no choice. Could he still hug her because of this hurried touch?
Feelings are beautiful and sacred things, but they do not include the soft-heartedness of being indecisive and only looking at the results in front of you. Entangled and complicated feelings are caused by this. Therefore, not all feelings should be like this.
Only, you hurt me and I smiled
You love greed I love cowardly
Tears flow through memories is unnecessary
Mysterious Gu Mingxin was just laughed at by you
No one can bear the heartbreak
Want to comfort yourself without words
Zhang Lian on the stage was still persistent and sang wholeheartedly.
Until the end of the song, I still held the microphone in my hands and placed it in front of my lips, and said softly, "You hurt me. You even smiled."
Chen Yi knew what he should do, as Lin Qing’s last suggestion, just say a few good words, which would not delay things and would not take much time and energy, but at least it could clear away the black cumulus clouds in people’s hearts. He knew Zhang Lian’s sadness at this moment. If she hadn’t been too sad, she wouldn’t have been like this and would not have been going up to sing this song at all.
Everyone watched Chen Yi stand up and watch him walk onto the stage.
Watching him gently take the microphone in Zhang Lian's hand, and staring at Zhang Lian with a melancholy expression. He looked at him and spoke.
"I like you. I like you very much. When I met you that day, I felt like seeing a fairy in white who came down to earth. The white lotus is spotless and fresh after the rain. There is a word called "Shocking God", that is my mood at that time. There is no purpose, no motivation, no hesitation, no consideration. I know that I must know you, must! During the more than a month of getting along, I am always intoxicated by your beauty, purity and kindness. But there is nothing between us and nothing. At this moment, I have never even said that I like you. Yes, I like you. I dare not say that word. Because it will become a prose to you, a betrayal of your lover, and a trampling on your own personality. I have never told you that I have a girlfriend, because I dare not, because I am selfish, because I am greedy. But selfish and greed also have standards. If you pass that standard, it will be cruel and shameless. It will become harm that cannot be forgiven."
Chapter completed!