Chapter 17 19981999 Section 42 Feeling is a kind of hypnosis(1/2)
On the elevator, Chen Yi looked at the alloy with deep affectionate eyes. "We have always loved each other, but tomorrow we have to separate. This kind of reluctance makes people feel heartbreaking and sad. I know that it is temporary, but I still can't suppress the inner feelings. The heart-wrenching pain is so painful. I wish I could hold her tightly and kiss her until the end of time. No matter what, no matter how we want to cross the warm two-person world together today. Yes, I sincerely express and express my feelings. This feeling is true. I just think and feel it.
In fact, life is like a dream. People often don’t know it. Only after waking up will they feel absurd about the mood in the dream, because when they wake up, they will know that everything in the dream is fake and does not exist. Feelings such as fear and joy are not necessary at all. It is like screaming in fear or being excited in the air.
Isn't that something that only a psychopath does?
But what is reality? Reality is something you believe in. Being in a dream without knowing it is true. The reality of not dreams cannot withstand doubts and denials.
Feeling is something that people deceive themselves, it is a kind of hypnosis. So after love ends, it can become an opposite hatred. It is just because all the feelings of belief in the past are rejected. That's all the difference.
Since that's all, then feelings can certainly be created. People can be deceived by unconscious feelings and believe them firmly, and of course they can also deceive themselves and believe them firmly.
“Are you at home?.
"Here, come back for dinner in the evening?"
"It's a bit thunderous. I won't come back."
Chen Yi hung up the phone after saying that.
The elevator has arrived.
He rang the doorbell and avoided the cat's eye's range.
After Lin Qing put down the phone, he couldn't help but wonder who it was.
The cat saw no one in his eyes, nor did he feel the breath of someone on the head.
She waited for a while but there was still no one outside.
I turned around and went back to sit down shortly after the doorbell rang again.
Chen Yi always uses the key to open the door when she goes home, and the Internet has received a call from him. Chen Yi has never made such a boring joke.
Lin Qing opened the door, but there was still no movement outside the security door.
She stood for a while.
He opened the security door again, pushed open the door, and stood in the door and waited vigilantly.
No movement.
She knew that someone was hiding on both sides of the door, but she couldn't tell where it was.
Choose one of two.
Just fools took the risk and chose one of them. Lin Qing picked up the mobile phone and pressed the landlines in the two bodyguards' rooms.
The sound of the mobile phone buttons will be heard by hiding people.
If there is a poisonous snake hidden, it is enough to force it to react.
Tuan Yanhong suddenly flashed through the door.
Lin Qing couldn't hide. In frightened, he saw a bouquet of beautiful roses in front of him.
She knew that someone was thinking something was wrong today.
But before she could breathe a sigh of relief, she was already hugged and forced to retreat into the house.
"you,"
The bouquet was separated by the middle. Chen Yi hugged Lin Qing's body with both hands, kissed her lips, and kicked the door inside and closed it with a light foot.
Lu kissed Lin Qing and pushed him to the sofa.
The bouquet became a hindrance. Lin Qing grabbed it and put it on the coffee table.
I could already feel Chen Yi crawling into her clothes with one hand restlessly and stroking her buckle and unbuttoning her buckle.
She tried to push him away with her hands, but couldn't really push him away with force.
Chen Yi held her hand and felt something cold put into her middle finger.
She tried to break free from Chen Yi's kiss, but failed.
Lin Qing began to struggle hard. Her breathing became very rapid, her body began to tremble, and she curled involuntarily, but was pressed by Chen Yi. She suddenly pushed Chen Yi away with all her strength.
The lips had changed color and curled up in pain on the sofa.
"What’s wrong with you?"
When Chen Yi tried to walk into the past, Lin Qing jumped up, hit the coffee table and deviated from the original one, ran into the bedroom and locked the door.
"She seems to be really sick, Chen Yi quickly put away this idea and told herself that she is very worried about her situation now, she is really worried, she is really worried, she is really worried.
He slapped the door.
"What's wrong with you, my dear? Open the door and let me "It's okay, it's okay."
The voice came from the door. Lin Qing seemed to be leaning back in the door.
"Chen Yi, I'm sorry,"
"Are you feeling better?"
"I'm sorry. Lin Qing's voice was a little choked, and there was a tremor that made him feel so strongly that he suppressed his emotions.
"It's because I'm too messy and I've forgotten that you're sick. I feel sad to think that I can't meet every day starting tomorrow and hug you every day. So"
"I'm sorry!" Lin Qing raised his tone. "But, I was clearly unable to suppress my sobs. "But, I really can't be excited about my illness, I really can't."
"Lin Qing, don't do this, can you open the door and let me in?"
"Let me be quiet for a while, please, I'm dying, I'm really dying." The voice in the door became farther and farther away, and Lin Qing seemed to run to the bed.
Chen Yi shouted a few more times, and there was no response at all.
"Okay, you'll be quiet for a while
Chen Yi returned to the sofa and sat down, put the coffee table back in the right direction. He took out the flowers that Lin Qing bought in the bottle and put them in the rose.
"I almost murdered her perfectly? What a pity." He had already discovered that Lin Qing was in a wrong condition, which was very similar to the sign of the last time he had developed illness in the rain. He pretended not to know and didn't need to think about it at all. Intuition told him that this was not beautiful, and that it was of course very reasonable to kill him without flaws.
But he frowned again.
The general sect didn't understand how to send such a character who could not effectively perform the deception task to monitor him. How could a woman who could not be excited at all seduce men? She told him about such obvious weakness.
He believes that the positioning of Lin Qing must be reconsidered.
"Maybe she shouldn't be murdered"
Chen Yi waved his hand and grabbed Cang San. He squeezed it into the crack in the door of the room little by little.
The main brain asked the scene in the room to report the situation in the room on the grounds of worrying about the patient's condition.
This is a very reasonable requirement. The master's brain has no reason to object, and it is fully in line with the rules and regulations for the emergency use of the eye of flies.
Lin Qing was lying on the bed sobbing, her body was still trembling. She seemed to be trying to suppress her emotions for a while, and she couldn't help but sobbed and she burst into tears. Her fists were clenched and her body was tense.
Chen Yi couldn't help but remember what Lin Qing said a moment ago, "I'm sorry, three words."
Of course he understood why Lin Qing apologized.
A normal woman refused her lover's enthusiasm just now without reason. That was a very unconventional approach, and only a very stupid woman would not know how to cooperate.
Of course Lin Qing is not stupid, but she is worse than stupid, she can't!
She might feel guilty. Chen Yi did not dare to make a conclusion about this, but what is certain is that Lin Qing was in great pain. At least she would suffer from severe self-esteem.
He lit a cigarette.
Thinking about the ridiculous judgments of the past not long ago.
"That may not be stupid, maybe it is a kind of protection for her. But did I not wake up? Since I had such a judgment in the past, why didn't I remember it just now?
After smoking half of the cigarette, Chen Yi gently pressed the burning cigarette butts out. He found that he was very strange today.
The door finally opened, Lin Qing walked out with a smile, as if nothing had happened.
Shake the ring on his hand.
"I like it very much." Xuan leaned over and smelled the fragrance of roses.
"Flowers, I like it very much."
"Are you better?"
"It's okay!" Lin Qing said again, "I'll go cook, what you've prepared today are the dishes you like."
Chen Yi stood up and chased into the kitchen.
"I'm a little sleepy today. I'm lazy and don't help you wash vegetables anymore. I'll be here to accompany you."
When people feel indebted, they will reduce their guilt because they can do more to compensate.
Chen Yi held the stool and sat next to Lin Qing, leaning against her back.
"It's okay to be lazy. My husband is tired, of course I have to share more of my burden." Lin Qing turned his head and said, "But it's more rule. Do you know that I almost killed me by you just now?"
Chen Yi raised her hand and patted her hips and agreed, "Please guarantee the rules." As she said that, her palm still caressed and touched her back and forth for a while before she took it away.
"What a convincing guarantee
"I am the symbol of a gentleman." Chen Yi said, and then reached out to touch Lin Qing's thigh under her skirt.
To be continued...