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430 Fanwai [The Shen Lan who wants to go back to the past]

Looking at the daughter of Gong Luo City Lord who was chattering around her and choosing a wedding dress, Chen Lan felt a little irritable.

When I got married for the first time in my life, I had to prepare many trivial matters. Chen Lan left them to my subordinates one by one, but I had to do this for choosing wedding dresses and taking wedding photos in person, which made Chen Lan feel a little angry in addition to being irritable.

He had never done such a thing with Yu Chaomu, and the two had never even held a wedding, because although he did not say anything, he was always very considerate of him in his actions. At the beginning of the end of the world, even survival became an extremely embarrassed thing, and she didn't need these red tape to show off her love with him.

Chen Lan never gave Yu Chaomu a wedding, and even never asked for a marriage.

It seemed that Yu Chaomu should have been with him without regrets, without any complaints.

Now, what Chen Lan should do to Yu Chaomu has done to other women one by one. He wants to accompany another woman to the church and let the other woman become his veritable wife.

But in Shen Lan's mind, he had never had one wife, that is Yu Chaomu.

After so many years, Chen Lan seems to be the daughter of the Lord of Palace Luo. Such a delicate woman is becoming more and more fedy and more impatient.

It seems that the topics they are concerned about are always dressing up, family matters, intrigues in the small courtyard of the back house, and the things in the inner courtyard seem to be more shrewd and more powerful than those of the current political figures.

When dealing with men, they always look like they are a cute and gentle person who is dependent on others, who are willing to seek, and who are gentle and virtuous.

That's all, why do these women seem to always please men? Some are for a reinforcement, some are for the crystal core and status given to men, and some are like the daughter of Lord Gong Luo, as if they are married to love, with love first.

Chen Lan thought for a long time, and only when he looked at the woman in a wedding dress, he remembered her name, but immediately, he felt that the name was not important. He almost never called any woman's name, but he called them "Dear".

It’s not that he neglects to remember, but that he has too many women. Sometimes he will call the wrong name, so he simply calls it a unified name so that he won’t get their names wrong.

Chen Lan no longer cared about what these women were called. Perhaps there were women who were particularly impressed. He had left names in his heart, but after a few years of breaking up, he would gradually forget these names.

Years have passed, and the only names of two women that have been engraved into his soul are actually the names of two women, one is Yu Chaomu and the other is Chongrunyu.

It took too long for him to remember what Yu Chaomu should look like and what Chongrunyu should look like.

I only remember that these two women fought and both died.

Chongrunyu is not a pity to die, but she died and took Yu Chaomu away together.

Later, it was after Yu Chaomu died for many years that Chen Lan did not forget her. Instead, as time passed, when Chen Lan missed her more and more, he realized that he really loved Yu Chaomu.

His first love in his life accompanied him unforgettably.

Although he had forgotten too many details, he knew that the more he had passed, the more he could see that Yu Chaomu's true feelings were precious.

She never spoke in front of him in a coquettish manner, would not ask him to buy anything for her, would not ask him to give her a high position, would not compete for favor, would not act coquettish, and would not compete with other women.

What she can do is to accompany him to charge in battle, accompany him to suffer and suffer, accompany him to the mountains of swords and seas of fire, overcome all obstacles for him, and move forward bravely.

Chen Lan missed this woman more and more, and he saw the value of this woman more and more.

Although she was dead, he gradually realized that he had not let go of her death for a day.

After Yu Chaomu died, Chen Lan could no longer find a second woman. He accompanied him to the battlefield and stood by his side without regrets, letting him be punished by thousands of people, letting him be in trouble, letting him gain power, and letting him be infamous.

As long as he turns around, she will still stand by his side and stay with him forever.

Most women only value Chen Lan's appearance and then are moved by him, but if he proposes to take them to the battlefield, they will shake their heads like rattles without exception.

It’s either that I’m not capable enough or that I’m afraid of dragging Chen Lan down.

Chen Lan was not afraid of them being dragged on him. What he wanted was such a woman, like Yu Chaomu, who would accompany him in life and death. Even if there was a rain of bullets on the other side, they would come forward without hesitation and stand in front of him.

Unfortunately, Chen Lan could never find such a woman, and after she died, she would never be able to find her.

Sometimes he would be jealous of the great god Chong Hanyu of Qinglong City. This man is powerful and powerful, has a high status in Qinglong City and has everything.

But these are not what Chen Lan is the one who is most jealous of Chong Hanyu. What he is most jealous of was that Chong Hanyu has a Qinglong City Lord.

Although that woman was a mute, she heard that she became ugly due to disfigurement, but she loved Chong Han Yu.

Chen Lan felt that the Lord of Qinglong City was the important thing for him to be jealous of Chong Hanyu.

On the battlefield, she always protects Chong Hanyu. When Chong Hanyu rushes forward, she can protect Chong Hanyu without leaking water.

Sometimes Chen Lan would think, why? Chong Hanyu killed his Yu Chaomu, how could he get such a beautiful love as the Lord of Qinglong City?

The reason why he married the daughter of Lord Gong Luo was that Chen Lan was just to get the daughter of Lord Gong Luo. He even remembered the name of Lord Gong Luo, let alone talk about sincere love.

He thought that over the years, he compared all the women with Yu Chaomu in his memory, and felt again and again that Yu Chaomu was the best. Among all the women he had, Chen Lan fell in love with Yu Chaomu in his memory countless times.

Yu Chaomu's image was beautified countless times in his memory filter and moved him countless times.

If he could go back to the past, he would never let Yu Chaomu be sad anymore. He would hold on to Chaomu's heart tightly. He wanted her to always protect him, accompany him to the battlefield, and protect him from birth and death.

She likes children, she must give birth to Xing'er, and he will follow her.

He would never argue with her again, would never deliberately neglect her and Xing'er, would never indulge other women, would ride on Yu Chaomu's head and play wildly, and would never let anyone in the team practice her dignity.

Chen Lan knew he was wrong. He wanted to have a chance to correct his mistake, just one time!

He wanted to be fine, love Yu Chaomu again, and love her again. This time, he would have to last for a long time, and his heart would never leave any woman again.
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