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Chapter 7(1/2)

Mu Zixi froze, and subconsciously wanted to move forward. Her rationality allowed her to stay where she was and quietly looked at the other person.

Xiao Jin bit his lip and was about to come over. He raised his foot and shook his body first.

Mu Zhenxi could no longer help it, so he stepped forward to support her, pressing his eyebrows and said, "The injuries have not healed, why are you wandering around?"

Xiao Jin waved her hand with his arm and said angrily: "Don't worry!"

If you quarrel, you will quarrel. Is it like this? If you don’t talk to her, you will be stern. If you don’t have anything to say, don’t you tell me well? She will just correct her mistakes.

"Don't worry?" Mu Zhengxi was about to help her other hand stop in the air, stopped, and took it back, and said coldly, "Okay, then you go by yourself, I see where you can go."

Xiao Jin really limped forward with a dunk holding the bottle. She didn't know where to go, but the water poured out of the words she said could only go forward along the corridor. As soon as she took a few steps, she felt that her physical strength could not be supported. She gritted her teeth and refused to stop.

"Stop it!" Mu Zhenxi called her from behind.

Xiao Jin burst into tears in disgrace.

Immediately, the rapid footsteps caught up. Mu Zhixi raised his hand and took the drip in her right hand and said, "Do you think—"

Before she finished speaking, she was stunned and looked at the tears on her face almost helplessly.

She had never resisted Xiao Jin's tears. Whether it was the past or the present, as long as her eyes were red, her heart would be as if she was squeezing.

Xiao Jin wiped his eyes with his free right hand, but tears became more and more.

"Mu Zixi..." She called her in a crying voice, with accusation.

Mu Zixi's throat was choked and he responded hoarsely: "Yes."

Xiao Jin cried more and more fiercely and said, "You liar."

Mu Zixi's left hand, which was hanging beside her, clenched into a fist.

Xiao Jin: "You said you wouldn't ignore me, nor would you make me cry." She buried her face in the shoulders of Mu Zixi, and soon the thin fabric was wet with warm liquid.

Mu Zixi was silent for a long time, hugged her with her backhand and said hoarsely: "I'm sorry."

Xiao Jin cried very fiercely, and Mu Zhenxi had to touch her head again and coaxed her softly: "I was wrong, can I not cry?"

"No." Xiao Jin choked up and opened his mouth and held it on her shoulder.

It hurts a little.

But Mu Zhenxi felt an old warmth from this pain, which almost made her cry, as if the half that she had lost over the years had finally been completed and her soul was complete. She closed her eyes, indulged herself in this embrace, and was close to her lover with a painful love.

It would have been great if there weren't those ten years.

She would not be so uneasy, she would have trapped herself in a prison net, and took root deeply, like a trapped beast struggling in a cage but to no avail.

There is no future between them.

Mu Zixi gently stroked Xiao Jin's long hair behind him.

But the person in front of me is the one who has no memory for ten years, her former lover.

She is still innocent, innocent, arrogant, cute, and the sum of all the beauty in the world. She will act coquettishly with her when she is happy, and will throw tantrums with her when she is angry. Her joy, anger, sorrow, and joy all touch her heart. In her heart, they are even just together, and she still has endless beautiful longings. When she looks at her, her eyes will shine, full of attachment and joy, as if the whole world is bright.

She couldn't stay indifferent.

Instead of tortureing myself and torture her like this, it would be better to... treat this as a dream, a dream woven by an accident, and they are still together.

"Xiao Jin." She was a few centimeters taller than Xiao Jin. She rested her chin on the other party's shoulder and rubbed gently. Her voice was unprecedentedly tender, "Can we go back to the ward?"

"No." Xiao Jin naturally heard this signal that she showed weakness and told Qiao.

Mu Zixi laughed softly, and his chest was slightly vibrating.

This smile is a bit familiar and a little strange. Xiao Jin has accepted that waking up is a reality that it will be ten years later, but this Mu Zixi... She raised her face and observed Mu Zixi up close, with a stunning look flashing in her eyes.

She is really beautiful.

It's more beautiful than yesterday, not, than ten years ago.

I remember the first time she saw Mu Zhenxi was at the door of the teacher's office. She was the class representative and came over to get the test papers modified by the teacher. When she came out, a figure rushed over rashly and knocked the test papers in her hand all over the floor.

It was an afternoon, and the light golden sunlight that began to tilt westward was reflected in the long corridor. The beautiful girl in a blue and white high school uniform had just passed her black hair, but her bangs were very long, as if she was neglected to take care of her, and she was about to cover her eyes. She squatted on the ground and apologized while helping her pick up the test paper. When she raised her head, she habitually pushed her bangs up and smiled shyly at her, and Xiao Jin saw her face clearly.

The eyebrows are clear and beautiful, the lips are red and the teeth are white. When you smile, the small dimples on your left cheek are looming, like an angel tempting someone to commit crimes.

The current wooden pillow stream is full of picturesque eyebrows and eyes, which makes people unable to take their eyes open.

Mu Zhixi noticed that she stared at her eyes, lowered her head, raised her eyebrows, and looked funny: "Hmm?"

Xiao Jin blushed and shyly buried her face back into her neck.

Muzhaixi: "???"

She held Xiao Jin with one hand and helped the person back in this awkward posture. This time, she found that Xiao Jin was very thin, especially her wrist was so thin that it seemed to be cut off with just one force. It was true that she had lost a lot of weight in the past few days of hospitalization, but she would not have lost to this level.

Has she been doing well over the years?

Mu Zixi couldn't help but think.

Instead, he pulled back his thoughts, it had nothing to do with her.

Xiao Jin returned to the bed and was still restless. He held Mu Zhixi's wrist with one hand, as if he was afraid that she would walk. Mu Zhixi would hold her hand. She slept for a long time this afternoon and was not very sleepy yet.

"Mu Zixi." Xiao Jin called her with a little care.

Mu Zixi nodded: "Yes."

"Aren't you angry with me?"

Mu Zixi paused for a second, looked at her gently and said, "I'm not angry with you, I'm in a bad mood."

Xiao Jin pouted.

Mu Zixi restrained the urge to pinch her lips.

A trace of suspicion flashed in Xiao Jin's eyes and asked, "Are you lying to me?"

Mu Zixi smiled at the corner of her lips and said softly: "No, I am really in a bad mood. I just resigned two days ago."

When Xiao Jin said this, he became excited. The guesses he had just thought on the hospital bed had the opportunity to say them out. He asked her with bright eyes: "Can you tell me how we have been through these years?"

Mu Zixi's eyes burst into bitterness, and he quickly looked at the bedside table, paused for a long time, and asked, "What do you want to know?"

Xiao Jin's whole heart was occupied by curiosity. Without discovering her abnormality, she first asked a recent question: "Which university did you take?"

All the past is vivid in my mind. Mu Zixi's chest was stagnant, like a huge rock pressing on it, almost making her breathless. She took a deep breath without moving, lowered her eyelashes, her eyes fell to the ground, shook her head, and replied softly: "I... haven't been to college."

Xiao Jin blurted out: "Why?"

Mu Zhenxi's grades are getting better and better, and she has her own help with tutoring. Not to mention getting into the top prestigious universities, one key or first-tier line is very good. Could it be that she failed the college entrance examination?

Mu Zixi shrugged and said in a relaxed tone: "I didn't do well in the college entrance examination, and I was not a material for studying at first, and I didn't want to repeat the exam, so I stopped studying."

Xiao Jin wanted to ask something, Mu Zhenxi interrupted her and said, "I'm doing well now, and I'm making more money than those who have read a lot of books."

Xiao Jin's thoughts were interrupted, and she forgot what she wanted to say. She followed her words and asked, "Didn't you just say you resigned? What company did you resign? Why did you resign?"

"A game company has resigned because it's too much overtime and has become thinner and has become thinner." Mu Zixi smiled and said humorously.

Xiao Jin in 2007 didn't understand this meme and said in a daze, "Ah?" She looked at Mu Zixi's hair and there were obviously a lot of them.

Mu Zhenxi changed to a popular language to explain: "I am too tired from work, often working overtime and staying up all night. I think it's not good for my health, so I quit."

Xiao Jin said "Oh" and understood this time, and agreed with her: "Yes, your body is important. You see, you should make up for it more when you are thin."

Mu Zixi smiled: "You are so thin, right?"

Xiao Jin had reason to make trouble for her, and his tone rose, pretending to be angry: "I am so thin, how did you take care of me?"

Mu Zixi nodded, nodded softly, held her hand and shook it, and said sincerely: "I was wrong."

Xiao Jin smiled and said, "Forgive you."

Mu Zixi smiled, and there was a rippling light in his eyes, and it quickly dissipated invisible.

Xiao Jin yawned and said, "I'm sleepy."

Mu Zixi breathed a sigh of relief without obviousness and gently tucked the corners of her quilt: "Then go to bed."

"No." Xiao Jin shook his head lightly and said, "Sing to me."

"What are you singing?"

"Whatever you sing, you can sing well."

"I think about it." Mu Zixi bit her lower lip.

Xiao Jin blinked his eyes, took a lighter breath, and waited quietly.

Mu Zhenxi was so mixed with her pure gaze that she looked at Mu Zhenxi, and the past appeared in front of her like a lantern. The lights in the ward dimmed, and her background seemed to be a little dimmed.

"The wind stops and the clouds know, and love leaves, and the heart will naturally be clear..." Mu Zhenxi spoke, his voice slightly low and hoarse, revealing confusion and depression.

With just this sentence, Xiao Jin felt that she was shrouded in boundless loneliness.

She sang a song that is still a bit old for Xiao Jin now. Mu Zhenxi gently touched her hair and looked down at her, but her eyes seemed to look at a faraway place and a faraway person through her.

She couldn't hide when she came, she left quietly

You are not what I expected, disturbing my calm pace
To be continued...
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