After Xiao Jin sat in front of the computer and confirmed that there were no other plans for Mu Zixi on the computer, he looked at the short lines of words for a long time.

Now she can't understand herself ten years later, but she could vaguely imagine that the things she experienced in the past ten years should be more complicated than what she guessed, otherwise she would not have no idea how to start and could not even make a plan.

The pessimism vaguely revealed in this passage seems to mean that she does not have the idea of ​​recovering Muzhixi, and even if she does not recover it, she is willing to do so?

How could I become like this?

Xiao Jin held his cheeks with both hands and fell into deep thought.

She ran out so frequently and was not obedient and stayed at home well. Mu Zhenxi actually discovered it. One day she wanted to go home to get something, so she came back from the company. Xiao Jin was not seen in the living room, bedroom, and study at home. She found an excuse and sent a message to Xiao Jin: [Look at the weather is a little cloudy, I don’t know if it will rain. Please help me see if the window in the study is closed? If it is open, close it]

Mu Zhenxi sat in the study, looking at the open window, waiting for Xiao Jin to reply.

Xiao Jin quickly replied to her: [Close it]

Mu Zixi came back tonight and the windows in the study were indeed closed.

Mu Zhenxi was sure that Xiao Jin was doing something else without her, but Xiao Jin didn't say it, so she didn't ask. Later, two times, the company was finished and got off work early, and Xiao Jin was not there. He came back at six o'clock and saw her sitting in the living room and explained that he was going to study at the city library. If she said she could go to the book, Mu Zhenxi could still ask Xiao Zhang for questions, and she would have no choice.

The days are like flowing water, flowing forward slowly. In August, the two-month summer vacation is coming to an end, and Xiao Jin should go to university to report.

Out of roommate friendship, Mu Zixi took the initiative to propose the night before, "I'll go with you?"

Xiao Jin held the remote control in his hand and aimlessly tuned the TV station, asking: "Is it convenient for you?"

Mu Zixi said strangely: "What's inconvenient?"

Xiao Jin looked at her, looking like she wanted to speak but stopped.

Mu Zixi answered with sincerity: "Just take half a day off."

Xiao Jin paused for a few seconds and said, "I'm not asking this, I mean the university campus, are you willing to go in?"

Mu Zixi was stunned and said, "I'm willing, why don't you?" She turned her mind and smiled, saying, "Don't you think I'm not in college, so she rejects me in college?"

Xiao Jin pursed his lips, which was the default.

Mu Zixi took a tangerine from the fruit plate and peeled it. He tweeted and said, "How could I be so slim? I've listened to it in college before."

Xiao Jin's eyes lit up: "When? Can you tell me?" She didn't know this.

"We divide--"

Xiao Jin's long eyelashes trembled.

Mu Zixi stopped his mouth in time and thought about it, and changed it to a normal AD: "20... in 2010, Yin Xiaoli, is my friend I had met you before."

Xiao Jin said: "Reporter Yin."

Mu Zixi smiled and said, "Yes, reporter Yin, she was not a reporter at that time. She was in college, and I was friends with her. If I got off work, she would occasionally take me to her elective classes, which was a big classroom. The teacher couldn't recognize who was who, and I was reluctant at first. Yin Xiaoli said that many people took their partner to class, and I said that I was not your partner. Yin Xiaoli said that I was so elm-headed, and she dragged me to class."

Perhaps the atmosphere at home is too good at this time, the tangerines in my mouth are too sweet, the lighting in the living room is too warm, and the wooden pillow stream rarely opens up the conversation.

Xiao Jin took a light breath, listened patiently, and did not dare to disturb her.

Mu Zhenxi continued: "The class I took at that time seemed to be spreading. I can't remember the full name. It's very long. The teacher talked a lot, and the people below whispered. I couldn't understand it. I remember that the teacher would use multimedia to play movies in the second half of the year."

Xiao Jin interrupted and asked at the right time: "What movies are there?"

Mu Zixi said: "The World of Truman, the Twelve Angry Man, the Rashomon, and the Seven Deadly Sins are all of this kind, quite old."

Xiao Jin said: "You have a good memory."

Muzhixidao: "It's okay, I watched few movies at that time, so I remember it."

Xiao Jin remembered some past events.

She has watched these movies a long time ago and liked them very much.

Her parents were committed to cultivating her into an excellent heir from childhood, and she learned astronomy, geography, physics, chemistry, and music. Xiao Jin was talented and learned well, and she was a typical "children from other people's families". After a long time in the rules, Xiao Jin gradually became what her parents wanted, and was well-educated, a lady from a family, knew how to advance and retreat, and would get along with different people. Her popularity was the best in the class since childhood. But later there was a disagreement. Her family worked in business, and her parents wanted her to study business abroad and inherited the family business after returning to China. However, Xiao Jin was not interested in doing business at all, but she was interested in the literature that her parents called "unpromising" when she applied for a foreign university. When she applied for a foreign university, she had a conflict with her parents. Her parents firmly disagreed and would rather she start a year again than let her go to the literature department of a prestigious university that was well-known and was sure to win.

"What's the use of learning those things?" Xiao's father almost got furious after she signed up for the School of Literature. Xiao's father, who had always been gentle, called her to the study and questioned her harshly.

"Why do you always use 'useful' and 'useless' to measure the same thing?" Xiao Jin clenched his fist and looked up at his father with neither humility nor arrogant attitude.

"It's not that I say it's useless, but it's useless in society. I know you like these things, but you can do it as a hobby. You usually read books and movies, but I never said anything about you. I encourage you to find any books everywhere. But if you treat it as a legitimate career in the second half of your life, I firmly disagree!" Xiao's father loved her as a child, but never said anything serious to her. Seeing her fists tightly clenched, her eyes flushed, and she slowed down, and she persuaded with a gentle expression, "Dad is for your own good. No matter how good you study literature, you will either be a teacher in the future, or stay up late every day to write papers that few people can understand. Why do you have such good grades to waste on this?"

Xiao’s father knew it with emotion and reason: “Look, your mother and I have been working hard for half a lifetime, and finally saved up a huge fortune and gave you a good life. When we get old in the future, the company will be handed over to you. If you don’t take over, who will we look for? Do you have the heart to watch my mother and I have to waste your efforts?”

Xiao Jin didn't say anything.

Xiao's father thought her attitude had become loose, so he continued to work hard: "You are a good boy, you must be obedient, right?"

Xiao Jin choked his throat, looked up at him and said, "Dad, I'm sorry."

Xiao's father was furious and extremely disappointed, "How did you become like this now?"

When Xiao's mother heard the sound of the study, she pushed the door and came in. The two of them took turns to persuade her. Xiao Jin was unmoved and determined to stick to her heart. The atmosphere at home was cold and shrouded in the clouds.

Every day, Xiao Jin could see her parents' disappointment and implicit reproachful eyes, which made her almost breathless, but Xiao's father and mother did not intend to give up and respect her decision.

My parents thought she had changed, and someone must have taken care of her. Then they asked the nanny and driver at home, and suspected that it was Mu Zixi's head.

Xiao Jin almost went crazy.

After all, she was still a child, and no matter how could she hide her scheming, she was completely indifferent to her parents. After applying for school, a bigger storm started to roll at home.

Xiao's father was furious and planned to talk to Muzhixi. But Muzhixi was running around in the hospital for his grandmother's illness and his spirit was on the verge of collapse. If Xiao's father went again, he might become the last straw that broke the camel's back.

Xiao Jin knelt on the ground, hugged her father's legs and begged hard, which made Xiao's father temporarily give up this idea.

...

"Xiao Jin?"

"Xiao Jin."

"Xiao Jin?"

A waving hand appeared in Xiao Jin's sight, with slender fingers and fair skin, which belonged to a woman's hand.

Xiao Jin grabbed the hand and exerted great force.

Mu Zixi was startled and wanted to break away from the conditioned reflex, but looking at her red eyes, she temporarily grabbed her, and touched her forehead with one hand and said with concern: "What's wrong with you?"

The picture in front of Xiao Jin gradually became clear, and Mu Zhenxi's worried face was just a short distance away from her, and she could touch her with just reaching out.

But she can't.

Xiao Jin restrained his hand and said hoarsely: "Somewhat a headache."

"Did you commit it again?" Mu Zhixi said, "I'll get you painkillers."

Xiao Jin curled up his knees, hugged himself, and nodded in dismay: "Yes."

Mu Zixi walked to the entrance of the study room and turned around thoughtfully. Seeing that she looked a little uncomfortable, she didn't look like a headache? Did you remember something?

Xiao Jin just made an excuse, but he really had a headache. This time, the pain was more severe than ever before. With the fragmented memories, it surged into her mind indiscipline.

She rolled on the bed in pain, and the painkiller was useless. Mu Zixi was helpless and could only watch her struggling in pain with red eyes, and finally fell asleep.

Xiao Jin was sweating all over, and her whole body was wet like that found in the water. Mu Zhenxi knew that she was weak and would definitely have a fever and cold when she woke up tomorrow. After a while of trouble, she took off Xiao Jin's clothes, wiped her body without any distractions, and then used a hair dryer to dry the clothes she had changed, put them on again, covered the quilt and retreated.

The next day, Xiao Jin got up a little late, so he got up and thanked Mu Zhenxi: "I asked you again last night."

Mu Zixi made breakfast in the kitchen, and said with his back to her, "You're welcome."

Xiao Jin asked: "Why are you still at home at this time?"

Muzhengxidao: "Didn't you agree to send you to school to report?"

Xiao Jin was a little confused, and then he thought about it again. She seemed to have talked about this topic before she was in a daze last night and said "um" softly.

Mu Zixi looked back at her. She was still the same clothes she had before going to bed yesterday. She didn't dare to stop her eyes too much and urged her softly: "Go and take a shower, you'll have breakfast after taking a shower."

Xiao Jin said: "Okay."

After breakfast, Muzhixi helped Xiao Jin check the required documents and confirmed that there were no omissions, they went to Lincheng University together. The teacher reported that it was earlier than the students, so the school was still relatively deserted and the students were sparse. Lincheng University has a good scenery, with trees in shade, Muzhixi came here for a walk without any worries, and also followed the company's hr to recruit fresh graduates, so I had a general understanding.

The heat has not subsided, and the sun is scorching the earth. Mu Zixi held a parasol in one hand and tried to walk under the shade of the trees. While walking, he introduced to Xiao Jin: "This is the student dormitory building, and that row is all."

Mu Zixi pointed to the roadside: "It's a wind and rain playground. There are many students playing here during normal classes. Handsome guys... I forgot that you don't like handsome guys."

Xiao Jin joked: "Who said I don't like handsome guys?"

Mu Zixi heard the smile and cooperated and said, "Okay, there are still many handsome guys in this school, some of whom are pretty good. If you finish class, you can take a look when you have nothing to do."

Xiao Jin turned his head and said, "Have you seen it?"

Mu Zixi touched his nose and said, "I will check it out when I pass by, food, color and sex."

Xiao Jin looked at the basketball hoop in the venue and said, "I remember when you were very tall, people suspected that you were from the school basketball team, or they were a model."

Mu Zixi smiled and said, "It's a pity that I can't even do it."

Xiao Jin paused for a few seconds and suddenly said, "I really want to see you play basketball."

Mu Zixi looked surprised and said, "You have said this before."

Xiao Jin made a puzzled expression: "Is that true?"

Mu Zhenxi smiled and said, "Yes, then one time in physical education class, you went to the boy's place and asked me to shoot for you..." She stopped talking and kept it a secret.

Xiao Jin had already guessed that the result was not very good, so he asked with a smile: "What's next?"
To be continued...