Le Zhishi made a swear gesture and gently pulled Song Yu's pajamas sleeve. His big eyes were pitiful, wanting to ask him not to expose himself.

Song Yu cleared his throat and recovered from his unnatural expression. He didn't intend to expose anything and was about to leave directly.

Cola Zhishi once again pulled his sleeve and shook his head at him. He was wearing gray-blue pajamas and his hair was a little messy, which looked particularly weak and soft from Song Yu's perspective.

Song Yu stopped and looked at Le Zhishi for a few seconds. There was a little helplessness in his expression, so he took another step forward and was closer to Le Zhishi.

Le Zhishi pointed at his stomach and showed Song Yu the cinnamon roll in his hand. Song Yu probably understood what was going on, took a sip of water and looked very calm.

But Lin Rong started to shout, "Xiao Yu, there are cinnamon rolls in the oven. Try it, it's delicious."

Song Yu nodded casually, but his eyes were fixed on Le Zhishi, and the frosting on his cheeks was stained with.

“It looks delicious.”

Le Zhishi quickly finished half of his hand and wiped his face and hands clean.

Lin Rong is very helpful to get a compliment from her eldest son who doesn’t like to talk. “Then you will bring it to your classmates tomorrow, Xiao Yan will definitely like it.”

"Yeah." Song Yu held the aquarius in his hand, and after thinking about it, he decided to help the guy get out of the predicament, so he said to his parents, "Don't you go to take a shower and rest?"

Lin Rong is lying on her husband, "No hurry."

Song Yu said again, "It's very late." He walked out and pointed to the clock, "Those who go upstairs and downstairs are clamoring for your biological son to sleep." This kind of words became a little funny when he said them calmly and coldly.

Song Jin felt it made sense, so he smiled and got upstairs. Lin Rong was happy, stood up from the sofa, and ran to Song Yu, "Oh, you guy is jealous of Lele."

Le Zhishi thought she was coming, so he was so scared that he hurriedly shrank backwards of the refrigerator and simply sat directly on the flow table.

Song Yu's face was not changing, and his heart was not beating. He grabbed his mother's shoulder and pushed her out, "Go upstairs and take a shower."

After rushing all his parents upstairs and confirming that they closed the door to the master bedroom suite, Song Yu walked back to the open kitchen and saw Le Zhishi sitting on the flowing table, which was a bit funny.

But he didn't laugh because he thought about it carefully and felt that Le Zhishi was very pitiful.

He didn't want Le Zhishi to fall into such a dilemma again.

"Thank you brother." Le Zhishi came down and asked him to go up with him and block him, if Lin Rong came out again in the middle.

Song Yu knew that he could not stop it, but he agreed and kept sending him to the bedroom door, without any danger. Before closing the door, Le Zhishi said good night to him very quietly. Song Yu nodded and heard Le Zhishi say again.

"Brother Song Yu, don't be angry, being angry is not good for your health."

He was saying such words very seriously, and his expression could be seen.

Song Yu suddenly didn't know what he should say.

His calm heart always gave birth to very complicated emotions because of the person in front of him. During the day, he thought he could not find a way to wash apples and went out to find someone. He accidentally heard those words. He knew that the other party was a relative of low character and knew that he should not say those words as a junior, but Song Yu still said it, and he didn't feel happy after he finished speaking.

He began to believe that everything in the world was fair, and when you thought that you were generally indifferent to others, then your lack of empathy would gather in someone.

He hates empathy, and the psychological effect of suffering for others is persistent and uncontrollable, even more so after seeing Le Zhishi's face.

For example, at this moment, it starts to attack again.

Le Zhishi thought he had finished speaking and was about to close the door. He saw Song Yu's figure standing outside the door being cut into small pieces by the gap, getting thinner and thinner until it was almost threaded. He inserted one hand in and held the door frame.

"I'm not angry."

He was surprised and even opened the doors in a hurry.

Almost caught Song Yu's hand.

But the emotions changed too quickly, and before Le Zhishi could ask and care, he changed again.

Song Yu, who was standing outside the door, was covered in the shadow of the corridor. He stretched out his hand and pulled Le Zhishi, who was covered by a warm light inside the door, and gave him an unexpected hug at the junction.

"Don't be sad."

Le Zhishi couldn't calm down all night. He didn't know why, it was probably because there were too many facts that happened on this day. When he woke up in the middle of the night, Le Zhishi got up and turned on the desk lamp, and sat at the desk. He took out the study abroad plan that he had written for more than a week and read it carefully again.

There are many loopholes and no feasibility. Le Zhishi commented like this in his heart, and then decided to give up the plan based on this reason.

In fact, when he heard Lin Rong's words, he felt even more uncomfortable than when he heard the old aunt's cold words during the day. Because they were so good that Le Zhishi could not accept these things with peace of mind like a child who knew nothing, but he himself could not save enough money to study abroad in the remaining time.

And Aunt Rong must be reluctant to leave him, if they all left here.

He kneaded the plan into a ball, climbed into bed and continued to sleep. This time he slept much more peacefully. He just had a dream.

I dreamed that he was taking off the plane at the airport and cried non-stop. In the end, Song Yu had no choice but to hug him.

He said don't be sad.

That was a dream. Le Zhishi told himself when he woke up in a daze in the morning.

Because he won't let himself cry.

·

For several weeks after giving up the study abroad program, Le Zhishi lived relatively easily. But he knew that if Song Yu was going out, it would mean that they might not meet a few times a year. Le Zhishi could have imagined that he would not be able to have a good time at that time, and he had never been separated from Song Yu for so long.

When he thought of this, Le Zhishi's heart seemed to be twisted gently by someone. So he decided to adapt to it in advance, and the way to adapt was to try his best not to look for Song Yu.

It was quite difficult at first. After all, the world of Le Zhishi's past was almost revolving around Song Yu. Especially after everyone else knew their relationship, he was even more unscrupulous and followed Song Yu when he went to and from school. But Le Zhishi was a serious person and could not pull anyone back what he decided. He was sure that Song Yu would not come to him, he was busier than himself. But they had other communication methods, such as post-it notes on the refrigerator door, and late-night snack talks.

Le Zhishi didn't deliberately dodge, just wanted to learn to grow up.

Studying is a very good way to divert attention. Le Zhishi devoted himself to it, stayed up at school at noon and stayed up late to review every day, and his grades were also obvious. The ranking of the midterm exam was 23rd. Le Zhishi, who had been lazily in the upstream, jumped into the ranks of top students in the class. The head teacher Wang Qian was so happy that he praised it for more than a minute before evening self-study.

After the exam, it was Le Zhishi's turn to wear armbands on duty. After the first class of evening self-study, he and another student on duty took a notebook and inspected the assigned jurisdictions and recorded the unqualified areas.

Le Zhishi really felt strange, "Why did Peiya choose to check hygiene at night? I can't see clearly."

The male classmate who was traveling with him laughed, "Maybe it's more than just checking hygiene."

Le Zhishi looked at him, and he joked again, "Isn't our nickname the Anti-Photographer Team?"

Is there really someone who falls in love in such a dark place? Le Zhishi thought.

It was clearly a horror movie, how could I be moved?

The road outside the poplar forest is close to the canteen, and is often a severely sanitary-hit area. Students take a notebook to record it. Le Zhishi looked around and checked it. He accidentally caught a familiar figure, as if he was on the flashlight that came with his mobile phone. There was a bright light in the dark.

He suddenly recognized that it was Song Yu, just his back.

Song Yu entered the old school building behind Yangshulin, which was blocked with iron railings. He kept hearing that it would be demolished soon. Le Zhishi was a little curious and walked towards him unconsciously.

Getting closer, he saw Song Yu squatting down in front of the iron railing and taking out a bag from his bag. He couldn't hold it with both hands, and the light of the flashlight swayed and shone on the grass behind the railing. Something was walking towards him.

Stroll cats in school.

There are a lot of people, one after another, and they seem to have developed a habit. They appear at this time and place and gather here. Wait for Song Yu to take out the cat food and put it in a small basin in the corner, and they can enjoy a dinner.

Le Zhishi finally knew why Song Yu put the cat food into his schoolbag and took it to school.

For some reason, his heartbeats faster, silly, as if he had been licked by a kitten.

"What are you looking at?" The classmate also came over, "No one really hides from a date, right?"

Le Zhishi turned his face guiltily and shook his head, "No. I'm distracted."

He did not walk towards Song Yu, nor did he want those who were traveling to discover Song Yu's whereabouts.

Most of the time, Le Zhishi was the only person who could understand Song Yu. He knew that if anyone appeared in front of Song Yu now and "witnessed" his behavior, Song Yu would not be too happy.

He is a strange person who cannot make his kindness public.

So even gentleness is very secretive.

"What's wrong with you?" The classmate was a little curious when he saw him in a daze.

Le Zhishi just shook his head, "I just took my preconceptions."

"What?" The other party didn't understand, but Le Zhishi just played Tai Chi and fooled him.

I thought that such a scene was not suitable for my heart.

Before he saw Song Yu in the dark.

When he got home at night, he was a little distracted from his homework and drew a picture.

A cold high school student in uniform and a group of lonely stray cats.

After finishing the painting, Le Zhishi was stunned for a long time until he heard the sound of the door opening in the next room and heard Song Yu go downstairs. He suddenly woke up, turned the paper over and put it on the table, took a few deep breaths, and started doing homework.

The performance has improved greatly, and the happiest person is Lin Rong. She cooked a large table of dishes on the night of the monthly holiday, which is as gorgeous as a family dinner for the New Year. Le Zhishi was too tired and tight during this period. He caught a cold on the day of the monthly holiday. After taking medicine, he fell asleep for an afternoon and went downstairs in a daze. He happened to meet Song Yu who had just returned from the holiday.

I don’t know if he was sleeping too confused, but he actually felt a subtle feeling, as if he hadn’t seen Song Yu for a long time.

I obviously peeped at it not long ago.

After taking the cold medicine, Le Zhishi felt bitter in his mouth. For the first time, Le Zhishi lacked interest in a celebratory dinner. He chewed a piece of beef brisket for twenty oops before swallowing it. Song Jin and Lin Rong praised him at the dinner table. Le Zhishi was very happy on the one hand, but a little unhappy on the other hand.

But he couldn't explain the reason for his unhappiness, but he would look at Song Yu's face when he was unhappy.

Song Yu ate slowly, very quiet, no different from usual. Every time he would get used to drinking some soup to finish it, so when he drank the last little soup, Le Zhishi guessed that he was about to finish it and was about to leave. His unhappiness became even more obvious.

But it was different from what he thought.

Song Yu put down his bowl and said to his parents who were focusing on the travel plan after the college entrance examination, "I have decided to talk about the school before."

Song Jin put down his chopsticks, "Is that? Which one?" He understood Song Yu's personality and knew that he had been a very independent child since he was a child, so he also said, "The ones my father said last time are for reference only, but I think they are not bad. How to choose depends on which major you want to study. Anyway, I have chosen to enroll next spring, and there is still time."

Song Yu waited for his father to finish speaking before speaking, "Dad, I don't plan to go abroad."
Chapter completed!