Lin Zhi thought he was crazy and kept drinking like crazy.

She tried to shake off his hand, but Yan Jia held her tightly and muttered: "Dried little fish..."

She had no choice but to turn around, face Yan Jia, and said with a straight face: "Yan Jia, sit tight for me."

Yan Jia shook his head: "Where is this? Didn't you say you bought me small fish? You lied... why did you lie to me..."

As she said that, the man actually started crying in front of her, and the tears fell instantly.

"Why did you lie to me... I have always been lied to when I was growing up. When I was a child, I was lied to by my father. When I grew up, I was lied to by a treacherous woman. Now you lie to me too... You all lied to me... Do you know

How painful it was to know that I was cheated? You don’t know...because you also cheated on me."

"When I was four or five years old, my dad said he would take me to the zoo if I got first place in the exam. That time I really did get first place in the exam, but he pushed me away impatiently and said he was just trying to make me happy, and he didn't do anything at all.

He wanted to take me there. He handed me over to the housekeeper, but I didn’t want to go out with the housekeeper. He could take my brother out to play, so why couldn’t he take me? How am I worse than my brother? "

"They all say that I am not as good as my brother, but how can the things I have obtained since childhood be compared with my brother? My brother has everything, I have nothing... I obviously have nothing and am not happy at all, but

They also compare me with my brother...especially my dad. His favorite scolding sentence is that you are not as good as your brother in everything."

"I don't care to compare with my brother. He has his life and I have mine... But later, when I found out that the treacherous woman threw herself into my brother's arms, I realized that I lost... I

I am really not as good as my brother in everything...but I am not willing to accept it...why do you treat me like this?"

"Perhaps as my father said, I was born as a disaster star. People born with misfortune will not be happy."

"I don't deserve happiness...are you right?"

Yan Jia spoke a lot in one breath and stared at Lin Zhi with hazy drunken eyes.

Lin Zhi paused. At this moment, she suddenly couldn't tell whether he was really drunk or fake.

Yan Jia's red eyes were filled with tears, bloodshot eyes, unwillingness and stubbornness. A man in his thirties suddenly broke down in tears and didn't care.

He was like a trapped animal, helplessly lost in this indifferent world, unable to find direction or salvation.

Yan Jia's hair was messy, and he looked completely different from Yan Jia before he was drunk.

"Yan Jia, if you want to be happy, don't place your hopes on others. The happiness that others give you will be taken away, but the happiness you create with your own heart will always be there." Lin Zhi looked at him and did not look away for a long time.

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In the past, when they were together, he would tell her his true feelings from the bottom of his heart.

He said that he was not favored by his father. When he was a child, he would try to please his father, but when he received no response, he decided to go his own way.

At that time, he spoke very relaxedly, even with a smile.

But she was horrified when she heard this. How could a father treat his own son like this?

She is an orphan, she doesn't understand, but she feels... it shouldn't be like this.

At this moment, he mentioned these again.

Yan Jia hugged her tightly and refused to let go. Her tears had stopped, but her eyes were red.

He just looked at her quietly.
Chapter completed!