"But I often still doubt, wondering whether this light will leave me one day and push me into the boundless darkness again, so I want to catch this light more than anyone else. It is not scary to have no hope.

, the terrible thing is to have hope and then lose it all, that is purgatory on earth, it is too painful to live."

Ji Changmu's slightly hoarse voice spoke these words to her softly.

It wasn't the first time that he told her what was in his heart, but he was still willing to tell her, and only her.

Qiao Muyuan leaned on his chest, as if she could hear his heartbeat. She pursed her lips and didn't speak for a long time.

"But, Ji Changmu, you tortured me a lot in order to catch me." She said slowly, "This year, I have been living in a hell on earth. How can you compensate me?"

"How do you want to make up for it? I can promise you anything, but you must also promise me not to leave me."

"Then you have to listen to me, like now, and sleep well."

"I can't sleep."

"Then you are still disobedient."

"Ayuan...I want to discuss something with you."

Hearing his slightly solemn tone, Qiao Muyuan pricked up his ears: "What's going on?"

"From now on..." He paused, "Stop taking medicine."

At first, Qiao Muyuan didn't react, but within a few seconds, she immediately understood something. He saw her taking medicine in the morning?!

No wonder his mood had been off-line all day, and his whole person looked a bit depressed.

Is this the reason?

Before she could speak, he said piously and gently: "I will pay attention to it in the future."

"I didn't mean to take that medicine, it's not good for my health." She muttered.

"Then you still eat?"

"What, Ji Changmu, don't put the responsibility on me. It's because you don't want children. You didn't want children when you got married. Do you want to do it now? I just don't want to cause you any trouble." Qiao Muyuan really didn't expect this.

It happened that Ji Changmu happened to see it.

If he hadn't seen it, it would have just happened.

“Just because I didn’t want it before doesn’t mean I don’t want it now.”

"Not even now, I'm still studying. Don't forget, it was your idea for me to come to England to study."

In the middle of the night, Qiao Muyuan was a little angry.

"Then you promise me not to take any more medicine."

"You think I want to..." She became more and more aggrieved, "This medicine is not good for your health."

"I'm sorry, I'll be more careful in the future, okay? Hmm?" He coaxed her, his voice was low and gentle, and every tone was doting. "Promise me not to take medicine again, not even once."

"I won't eat anymore."

"Okay." Ji Changmu held her in his arms, "Be obedient."

"Who wants to listen to you?" Qiao Muyuan told him coquettishly, "You're just going to have a bad temper with me all day just because of this, right?"

"without."

"Ji Changmu..."

"Go to sleep, good night."

"Ji..." Qiao Muyuan called his name again, but the man had already pretended to sleep and ignored her.

She really hates this person, so disgusting.

…

Early the next morning, Ji Changmu took her to an old teahouse in the capital to have tea and snacks as promised.

He ordered a pot of Biluochun and several time-honored breakfasts from the capital, and sat together with her, enjoying the rare quiet morning.

There is white mist outside the window, the sun has not yet risen from the east, the dew is still shining, and the city has just woken up.

There is white smoke curling up on the teacup, and the aroma of tea overflows, filling the room with aroma.
Chapter completed!