It turns out that this chubby little guy only weighed five pounds when he was born, and was very thin. Judging from Lin Zhi's pregnancy test sheet, it was probably because Lin Zhi had a great reaction during pregnancy, vomiting whatever she ate, and being picky about food, and because she

Yan Feng had a car accident during her third trimester of pregnancy.

Yan Jia has always been envious and jealous of his elder brother.

Yan Feng had happiness that he had never had before since he was a child.

When Lin Zhi was pregnant, his eldest brother must have been very happy because he and Lin Zhi had a blood-related child.

Yan Feng also became a father for the first time, but Yan Jia will never be a father in his life.

Lin Zhi often fainted in her third trimester of pregnancy, and was hospitalized for a while to try to preserve her fetus. Fortunately, the Yan family took good care of her, and Zhou Zhou was finally born safely.

However, even though the little guy was very small, it took Lin Zhi a whole day and night to give birth to the little guy. This thin and quiet woman cried and screamed in the delivery room all day and night.

Yan Jia's impression of Lin Zhi was always that she was thin, delicate and didn't talk much in high school. She liked to immerse herself in studying and solving problems, but when she was born in Zhouzhou, she became so brave and strong.

Chen Kang also organized a lot of photos of Zhouzhou as a child for him, from birth to four years old.

The newly born Zhouzhou was very small, just like the rabbit he raised, soft and waxy.

In those years, Lin Zhi and Zhouzhou lived in the old house of the Yan family. Although the years were boring, Lin Zhi seemed to have no complaints. She lived this life repeatedly, quietly waiting for Zhouzhou to grow up day by day.

She did work for a while, but it was short-lived because she suffered from recurring depression, and in the end she could only recuperate at home.

Yan Feng accompanied her to the hospital many times. The most serious one involved a blood transfusion in the hospital, which was also the source of the scars on Lin Zhi's wrist.

He once thought that the scar was caused by Lin Zhi's failed attempt to die for love after Yan Feng's accident. Now that he got these timeline information, he realized that it was not the case.

When she committed suicide, Yan Feng was still in trouble.

She committed suicide due to depression.

Yan Jia closed his eyes and took a puff of cigarette, the smoke lingering on his fingertips.

Before she committed suicide, he frequently visited her when he returned to China, using harsh words and an arrogant attitude. He thought she had a strong psychological ability to bear it, but only now did he realize that she was just an ordinary woman who could cry, feel pain, and feel sad.

Yan Jia didn't know whether her suicide was caused by his bad behavior.

If so, he is very sorry.

Yan Jia felt some strange discomfort in his heart. He took several puffs of cigarette, his brows were downcast and his face was pale.

Suppressing his heart, it took him a while to calm down and quietly flip through the pages in front of him that contained the past.

During these ten years of her life, there was almost no involvement from him. It was as dull as a glass of boiled water, tasteless and boring. Zhou Zhou and Yan Feng were her only sustenance.

But Yan Jia knew that she had loved his brother very much in the past ten years.

And he was completely defeated.

Yan Jia knew that he had failed in his life. This kind of failure was a situation that could never be undone. His father, brother, Lin Zhi, Zhouzhou... He went further and further in the confusion of betrayal and separation from his relatives. It was obvious that he had been the only one since he was a child.

He is a victim, but he is unable to save his failed life.

He never knew what "love" was. When he carefully tried to love, he ended it all by mistake in a panic.
Chapter completed!