Family affection and love are absurd things to him, and they are also things that he cannot get in this life.

The night enveloped his whole body deeply, and the feeling of suffocation came over him. The various fragments in his mind were also fermenting and swelling, and the painful feeling surrounded him, making it airtight.

He thought a lot about Yan Feng. When he was very young, he was jealous of Yan Feng, jealous that he could be liked by his father, jealous that he could have many limited edition toys and various stationery, clothes, and shoes.

, although he doesn’t lack anything, but compared to Yan Feng, he is in heaven and earth.

But Yan Feng would take the initiative to share his things with him, give him snacks, and enthusiastically call him "brother."

At first, he was disdainful, thinking that Yan Feng was being fake and showing off because of his good intentions. He did not play with Yan Feng or talk to Yan Feng on purpose. For this, Yan Feng felt sad for a long time.

Later, when he got older, the relationship between him and Yan Feng eased a lot. When Yan Feng took him out to play, he would also join him.

But fights are inevitable between boys, and he also fought with Yan Feng, but every time they fought, no matter who was right or wrong, Yan Songyuan always took Yan Feng's side and scolded him bloody.

In Yan Songyuan's eyes, he was an unlucky child who should not have been born in this world.

He once heard Yan Songyuan tell people that he should have been strangled to death.

Later, when Yan Feng entered high school, Yan Songyuan did not allow Yan Feng to play with him anymore, for fear of delaying Yan Feng's studies.

Yan Jia didn't bother to play with Yan Feng. He had a small circle of his own. He was very talented. Although he didn't receive the same training as his brother, he was still very good.

Yan Songyuan was probably afraid that he would surpass Yan Feng and compete with Yan Feng for the Yan family, so he suppressed him even more fiercely, not giving him much pocket money, and planning to send him out of the country to let him fend for himself.

Later, as Yan Songyuan wished, he went abroad. Yan Songyuan softened his attitude towards him and was willing to give him money and some resources to let him make his own way in New York.

At the same time, Yan Feng flourished in the Yan family. With his extraordinary knowledge and skills, he managed the Yan family in an orderly manner.

If nothing had happened to Yan Feng, Yan Songyuan might have changed his attitude, and their father-son relationship might have become more relaxed.

However, fate is not as good as fate, and Yan Feng got into a car accident.

The eldest son, who was raised by Yan Songyuan, became a vegetative state. This incident had a huge impact on Yan Songyuan, and Yan Songyuan became ill for a time.

Taking this opportunity, he often quarreled with Yan Songyuan in New York, which caused Yan Songyuan to have a heart attack.

He admitted that he was taking revenge on Yan Songyuan and this so-called father.

Yan Songyuan is not worthy of being a father, and he is not worthy of being a son. Since they are neither things, then stabbing each other's hearts with the sharpest knife will not be in vain to become "father and son" in this life.

Even if something happened to Yan Feng, Yan Songyuan would not let him take care of the Yan family. He held on for several years before calling him back from New York when he could no longer hold on.

Yan Songyuan only used and hated him. In this case, why should he treat his father differently?

If Yan Feng left tonight, Yan Songyuan might not live long.
Chapter completed!