He was still wearing the long dark gray woolen coat he wore during the day, his hands hanging down by his sides, and a layer of white gauze on his right hand.

Walking aimlessly along the long street, the light in Yan Jia's eyes had long since disappeared, leaving only a darkness as long as the long night, with no end in sight.

He walked very slowly, walking alone, feeling lonely all over his body. Just like the first day he came to this world, he had always been lonely.

That day, the woman named "Mother" brought him to this hostile world. Later, he heard that after his mother failed to be rescued, Yan Songyuan once wanted to throw him to death, but was later stopped by hospital staff.

People at the hospital said that it was raining that day and the woman walked away very calmly. She glanced at him before leaving with a smile on her face.

But Yan Songyuan was like crazy, mad and angry, and poured out all his anger on his newly born baby.

Yan Songyuan felt that it was because of this young son that the woman lost her life. This young son was a disaster star and was not worthy of living in this world.

Yan Jia is very unfamiliar with the word "mother". He doesn't know what maternal love is. Similarly, he doesn't know what father's love is.

He was raised by a nanny and lived in an ordinary room in the old house. His food and clothing were not as good as those of his brother Yan Feng.

When he was about three or four years old, a child's natural sensitivity allowed him to discover this gap. Newborn calves are not afraid of tigers. He acted coquettishly and got angry with Yan Songyuan, asking why his brother had small planes, small trains, and Transformers but he didn't.

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Yan Songyuan got angry at him on the spot, pushed him away as he approached, and broke many things on the table with a straight face.

Yan Songyuan scolded him as a little brat who didn't know he was satisfied.

He didn't understand anything at that time and couldn't understand what Yan Songyuan was saying at all. He could only cry, crying very hard.

He sat on the floor and cried, no one cared about him. He cried until tears and snot dripped from his nose. There were only broken porcelain pieces on the floor, and no one was afraid that these broken porcelain pieces would hurt him.

No one cares about him.

The child was very forgetful. Later, every time he saw Yan Songyuan, he would still act coquettishly with him, make him happy, smile at him with his little white teeth exposed, and call him "Daddy" in a sweet voice.

But Yan Songyuan never gave him a good look, and never even looked at him. As soon as he got close, Yan Songyuan would push him away!

It wasn't until he was five years old that he gradually understood...that his father didn't like him.

This realization made him depressed for a long time, and his little heart was covered with a thick layer of dust, but he did not give up at that time, and was still doing everything to make his father happy, and he liked his father to like him.

He studied hard in kindergarten, studied painting and piano very hard, and was praised by the teacher and received many certificates.

The teachers all praised him as a smart and sensible child, but... Yan Songyuan never praised him.

He showed the certificate of award to Yan Songyuan, who mocked him for being so proud and complacent that he couldn't even compare to one of his brother's fingers.

From then on, he completely understood that he would never be as good as Yan Feng.

At the dinner table, Yan Songyuan would put food on Yan Feng's plate, would smile and praise Yan Feng for his good study, would train Yan Feng, train Yan Feng, and would even take Yan Feng on a trip alone, and would personally teach Yan Feng how to ride horses, shoot, and swim.
Chapter completed!