Xu Shen came out after smoking a few cigarettes. His mood was no more relaxed than Li Wan's.

Seeing that her eyes were red from crying and her face was pale, he knelt down and looked at Li Wan who was sitting on the outdoor bench. He didn't speak for a long time, just looking at her.

Li Wan covered her face with her hands, tears flowing from between her fingers like a river bursting its banks.

Xu Shen took out a tissue and handed it to her: "Wipe it."

"Tiantian...Tiantian will get better, right? I can still see Tiantian, right?" Li Wan finally looked up, her face filled with tears.

At this moment, as if in the ocean of despair, Xu Shen was the only straw she could hold on to, so she grabbed Xu Shen's shoulders and asked hard and kept asking.

Xu Shen held her hand and said, "Yes, I will."

Li Wan started crying again: "If anything happens every day, I don't want to live anymore. I only have him in this world... I don't want to lose him... It doesn't matter if he is not with me, but he must be well... If

He has three advantages and two disadvantages, what do I have left..."

This was the first time that she was so emotional and out of control, in front of a strange man.

She no longer cares, has no scruples, she just wants to cry happily.

Also, she wants her life to be good every day.

Even after being separated from Tiantian's mother and son for two years, she has never been as desperate as she is today.

She was afraid, and her whole heart was worried.

"You are young, why do you want to live or not? I am getting better every day, can you stop crying?!" Xu Shen scolded her, raised her head, and wiped her tears hard.

Li Wan still couldn't control herself.

Xu Shen sighed: "Forget it, if you want to cry, just cry."

Xu Shen was still half-crouching in front of Li Wan, staring at Li Wan closely.

As Li Wan cried, she grabbed the collar of his coat and rummaged in his pocket with one hand.

"What are you doing?" Xu Shen grabbed her and pressed her hand down.

"Give me a cigarette... isn't it said that smoking can make you forget all the unpleasant things? Can smoking make you feel better?"

"Crazy, why do women smoke!" Xu Shen pushed her away hard, stood up, and looked at her condescendingly, "I think you are tired of life. Have you smoked before?"

Li Wan shook his head.

"I tell you, smoking is useless. Don't think about whether these things are available or not. Wait patiently and you will get better."

If smoking was useful, he wouldn't have smoked nearly ten cigarettes in the smoking room in the morning.

This woman has no idea what's going on in her mind.

Tiantian has already entered the treatment room. If she hurry up, the results will be available in the evening. Why should she torture herself here?

Li Wan didn't think about it anymore, wrung her hands and lowered her head.

For a long time, no one spoke.

The north wind was blowing fiercely.

The weather forecast says there will be heavy snowfall on New Year's Eve.

Winter in Nancheng is always very cold, and this winter is especially cold.

After all, Xu Shen softened his attitude and said calmly: "Go back to the ward. It's very cold outside. Don't catch a cold every day before you come out."

"I'll wait for him to come out and celebrate the New Year with him." She raised her head, her big bright eyes flashing with tears, and the stars were dotted like stars in the night sky.

"Okay." Xu Shen nodded and responded slowly.

He did not refuse or refute.

He only discovered today that Li Wan had become skinny and skinny during this period, his eyes were deeply sunken and lifeless.
Chapter completed!