Song Shaoyan no longer wants to think rationally, so what's the use of being rational? It's better to live in a drunken dream, at least, tonight.

Josnian drank with him: "After drinking tonight, this matter will be over. Song Shaoyan, promise me."

"I also want to promise you...but I'm afraid I can't promise you..." Song Shaoyan was in a sad mood, "You don't know how deep the relationship between Jiang Ci and me is. In Africa, if it weren't for him and his teacher, I would be like this

I couldn't save my life... Later, when I was in a wheelchair, he helped me contact the best doctors in the world again and again, and even stayed at my home to take care of me... You have never experienced this kind of thing, you don't

Will understand...won't understand..."

"I can understand."

"No, you won't understand." Song Shaoyan drank heavily, almost drinking the wine as boiled water.

He has a good drinking capacity, but he is already half drunk at this time, relying on his subconscious to support himself.

Speaking of the past, Jiang Ci spent the most difficult days with him.

Jiang Ci is not only his doctor, but also his friend and brother.

Josnian didn't argue with him and drank with him silently.

Song Shaoyan drank too hard, as if he was desperate for his life, and his eyes were filled with tears, sparkling.

"If Jiang Ci and Ah Shu hadn't gotten to know each other because of me, maybe neither of them would have reached this point... Speaking of which, I was also at fault, right... I was the executioner, and I was aiding the evildoer... Without me, they wouldn't be here.

If you know each other, you won't..." Song Shaoyan couldn't continue and cried bitterly.

"How come? Do you think Jiang Ci and Jiang Shu regret it?! I tell you, they don't regret it! Even at the last moment of their lives, they never regretted it! Song Shaoyan, don't think too much, this is not you

It's their fault, even, they will be happy because they know each other, why do you still think about these things that have passed long ago, why do you put so much pressure on yourself?"

"I should have persuaded them in the first place, right? If I had stopped them a little bit, they wouldn't be together."

"What can you stop? Or can you stop it?!" Josnian yelled at Song Shaoyan.

Song Shaoyan was usually smart and rational, but when he drank, he would say such mindless things and blame himself.

"Old Qiao... I was wrong, right?"

"You are right." Josnian said firmly, "You have nothing wrong. If you raise Xiaoxiang well, Jiang Ci and Jiang Shu will be grateful to you. What's wrong with you?"

Song Shaoyan fell silent.

He raised his head and drank again.

When Song Shaoyan didn't speak, there was silence in the private room. The light yellow light of the crystal lamp shone on the faces of the two men, and both of them looked lonely.

Song Shaoyan was silent most of the time. In addition to silence, he also blamed himself.

"Old Qiao... I'm really at fault, really... I couldn't even help him handle the matter between Jiang Ci and his parents. If I cared more about him, he wouldn't be forced by his parents.

For this reason..."

"It's not your fault. I've seen his parents. They are used to being arrogant. Can you stop it for a while or for a lifetime? His parents have not let go of Jiang Shu's matter for so many years. Do you think they can?

Let Jiang Ci off easily? Even this time, they are still trying their best to prevent Jiang Ci and Jiang Shu from being buried together. They are not unreasonable at all." Josnian said lightly, "What you have to do in the future is very simple. Protect your good intentions.
Chapter completed!