It was raining in Hwaseong the next day.

It was raining heavily, and there was a layer of moisture and mist in the air. From a distance, there was only a vast expanse of white color.

Ning An originally planned to go to the capital, but when he saw it was raining so hard, he could only slow down for the time being.

She ate something casually in the hotel, called Little Candy, and then stood at the window and looked at the heavy rain outside.

It rained so hard that the whole city was shrouded in a layer of mist.

It rained a lot and it will be even colder tomorrow.

Ning An didn't expect Song Shaoyan to call her again at around ten o'clock.

"An'an." His voice was a little low and hoarse, and seemed to be heavy in its depth.

"What's up."

"My legs hurt uncomfortably. I got an injection and woke up from the pain again." His voice was light and as weak as a gossamer. "When I woke up, I wanted to hear your voice."

Ning An clutched the phone with her fingers and moved her lips, but she didn't seem to know what to say.

"It's raining really hard outside... Whenever the weather is like this, I have to take injections and take medicine... The painkillers are very bitter, but I have to swallow them..." Song Shaoyan rambled, his voice was very loud.

Low, with a very slow tone, "Actually, if you ask me what changes I will have in five years... the most obvious one is probably that I can recognize myself... I used to be conceited, arrogant, and didn't take everything seriously... Five years later

I understand, I am just an ordinary person... an ordinary person who will be born, old, sick and die... one of all living beings, nothing more than ordinary... But it seems difficult for a person to admit that he is ordinary... It took me five years to understand

Already..."

Song Shaoyan was lying on the bed, holding a mobile phone in one hand, his eyes slightly closed, and the light halo of the bedroom shone on his pale face.

"When I was high-spirited before, I felt that the whole world belonged to me... Now I know that there are some things and some people... that I can't catch if I want to... Do you think someone like me should live alone...

"

Song Shaoyan's voice was full of sorrow, just like the rain outside, pattering and beating.

Ning'an has never seen Song Shaoyan like this.

He was right, he used to be such a high-spirited man, he didn't care about anything, and nothing was necessary.

He does whatever he wants and is egotistical.

"What's for lunch?" he asked calmly.

Ning An came back to his senses from his voice: "Just go to a restaurant and have something to eat."

"Would you like to come to Mo's house to eat? Xiaoduo is making dumplings. She seems to miss you a lot." Song Shaoyan's voice was broken and broken, and Ning An almost didn't hear it clearly several times.

The way he looked made Ning An really unable to argue with him.

What's more, he saved her life.

"Shall I ask the driver to pick you up? Huh?"

"I won't go." Ning An still refused.

"Why."

"No reason."

"Oh..." Song Shaoyan seemed to understand, nodded, and did not embarrass her any more.

"Song Shaoyan, if you cooperate well with the doctor's treatment, your leg will be fine."

"It's not going to get better." There was great sadness in his voice, "It's impossible to walk like before."

"Don't be like this..."

"I have never complained. I know that this is God's punishment for me. Because I don't cherish it, it is fair to let me lose it." Song Shaoyan said calmly, "Actually, after I came back last night, I also thought about it. I am like this
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