After a long time, he asked someone to call Ye Jiaqi to the study.

The smell of cigarette smoke has dissipated in the study, but the cigarette butts in the ashtray are still there.

Josnian leaned against the floor-to-ceiling window, with his hands in his trousers pockets, his expression calm, but his eyes were filled with deep depression.

Ye Jiaqi is here.

"Looking for me?" She looked at him.

"Close the door." He looked behind her.

Ye Jiaqi did as he was told.

The study became quiet, and there was bright sunshine outside the window. It was the end of summer, and the sun was still dazzling.

Josnian stood against the light, with a slender figure and an expression on his face that Ye Jiaqi couldn't see through.

"What's the matter?" she asked.

"When do you plan to go to Qingshan Village?"

"In two days." Ye Jiaqi muttered.

"Why do you have to leave when you obviously can't bear to leave? Are you really willing to leave Chengfan and Xiaoyouzi in Qiao's house? If you don't want to see me, I can move out."

"You don't need to persuade me. I have decided what I want and I don't want to change it."

"I'm afraid your decision is not as simple as going to Qingshan Village!" Josnian stared at her, "You don't want to come back again."

Ye Jiaqi's heart trembled slightly: "You will take good care of the two children, right?"

"What if I say I can't?"

"No." She sneered, "You will."

"Then have you ever thought that Chengfan and Xiaoyouzi will miss you so much, cry, and even be unable to sleep? Have you ever thought about it?"

"Josnian... During those eight years, did you ever think that I would cry, have insomnia, and even be depressed for a while, without the desire to live..." She looked at him, their eyes mingling.

Josnian's eyes froze and he was speechless for a moment.

"Chengfan and Xiaoyouzi will be boarding in school from now on, and they won't be able to come back a few times a month, so I can't leave... there won't be any conflict. I will come back to see them in the future, but these few months I just

I want to be alone. I have no other way to comfort myself. This is the only way. When the baby was gone, I lay alone in the room for a long time. This method was still very useful to me.

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"Don't be like this. If you feel uncomfortable, you can take Chengfan and Xiaoyouzi out to play. They are very attached to you. If you are alone and think wildly, something will happen easily."

"Don't worry... I'm not that fragile. I've gone through the saddest times back then. What's so hard to get through now?" Ye Jiaqi looked at him.

"I know you don't want to see me."

"Yeah... I really don't want to see you at all. Josnian, you are too cruel to me. Not only do I not want to see you, I also don't want to forgive you." Her voice was calm, but there were waves in the calm.

surge.

"But I..." Josnian paused, "I really want to spend the rest of my life with you."

"But I don't want to live with you." Ye Jiaqi smiled slightly, "I can't live another day."

"Am I really that bad?"

"No, you're fine."

Josnian knew that she was clearly telling the truth, but he felt powerless.

Deep helplessness.

His burning eyes fell on Ye Jiaqi's face and he couldn't say a word.

"I'm leaving. Please take good care of Chengfan and Xiaoyouzi. Don't go to the village again and respect me for once."

"Good day..." Josnian's throat was sore and his voice had changed. There seemed to be water in his eyes, and he was no longer calm.

Ye Jiaqi stared at him for a long time and didn't speak again.
Chapter completed!