Xiao Chengzi.: Thank you for staying with me to talk to me so late.

sjc: It should be.

Xiao Chengzi.: Your wife won’t misunderstand, right?

sjc:She knows you.

Little Orange.:Ah???

sjc:Yeah.

Ye Jiaqi was a little embarrassed.

Xiao Chengzi.: Have you reconciled with your wife?

sjc: No.

Little Chengzi.: Then come on.

sjc:Are you worried?

Little Chengzi.: No...

sjc: If you think of me as a friend, you can talk to me. If you don't think of me as a friend, just think of it as my words.

Xiao Chengzi.: My own troubles will bring you negative emotions.

sjc: No.

Ye Jiaqi actually regarded "sjc" as a friend because he trusted her, would let her help look at the ring, and would ask her for advice.

Probably there were too many things weighing on her heart, too heavy, and she wanted to pour them out.

If possible, tell it to SJC, a person you have never met before.

Xiao Chengzi.: It rained in Beijing today.

sjc:I know.

Xiao Chengzi.: In the past few years, whenever it rains, I feel very sad and can't sleep very well.

sjc:Why?

Ye Jiaqi's fingers paused, moved closer to the desk lamp, and typed the next line of words.

Little Chengzi.: Do you have children?

sjc: Yes.

Xiao Chengzi.: Then you should know the feeling of feeling distressed for a long time when a child is sick...

sjc:Yeah.

Suddenly, Ye Jiaqi cried, tears streaming down his face.

She understands it too.

In the empty room, Ye Jiaqi sobbed softly, and the sound of choked sobs filled the room.

The sound of rain outside seemed to be getting louder and louder, and Ye Jiaqi felt as if he was suffocating.

Every time she thought of her little bastard, she couldn't help but want to cry, and her tears wet the pillow.

Ye Jiaqi's eyes instantly turned red and were covered with a light layer of mist.

After getting no response for a long time, sjc typed a few more words: What's wrong?

Ye Jiaqi put his hands on the keyboard and replied——

Xiao Chengzi.: I was pregnant with a baby, but the baby left me forever.

For the first time, she confided her deepest secret to others.

This matter has been buried in her heart for three years.

It's been three whole years.

In these three years, she never told anyone about it.

Because she is afraid.

She was afraid that she would be in agony.

Because whenever she thought about it, her heart would throb in pain.

Her lower abdomen was twisting, as if a baby was kicking her.

Sadness, pain, self-blame, regret.

All the emotions rushed into her heart on this rainy night, just like the waves hitting her heart, over and over again...

At this moment, she felt like this, uncomfortable and painful.

This secret has been hidden in her heart for the first three years.

Now that I have said it, even though it is to a stranger, maybe the guilt can be alleviated a little.

She didn't protect her baby well, she doesn't deserve to be a mother.

Tears hit her hair and pillow, like the rain outside, incessantly.

On the other end, there was no reply for a long time.

Ye Jiaqi thought that SJC was asleep or not interested in listening to her.

Her finger pressed on the escape button.

Just when she was about to log off Weibo and cry, there was a reply from the other end.

sjc:What happened to the baby?

Xiaochengzi.: The baby is seven months old and is gone.

Anyone who has never been pregnant with a child will never understand this feeling.

A child who had been with him for seven months was gone when he said he was gone.

I feel so miserable and hopeless.

Not everyone understands that feeling.
Chapter completed!