At this moment, another light flashed next to it.

Nan Yan slowly turned his head and saw Qin Ruolan standing silently in the cold wind with a candlestick.

Her eyes also looked ahead, in the direction where Zhu Feng disappeared.

The candle in the wind flashed with a faint light, reflecting in her bright pupils. At this time, there was an indescribable gloom, as if it would be extinguished in the wind at the next moment.

After a while, she slowly turned her head and looked at Nanyan.

The two of them had their eyes intersected and they both became quiet.

After a while, two people, who had been blown by the cold wind, walked into Nanyan's room.

Qin Ruolan came in by himself.

Nan Yan did not refuse at all. There seemed to be a tacit understanding between the two. When she came in, Nan Yan closed the door and lit the candlestick on the table again.

The light of the two candlesticks made the room a little brighter.

But it still couldn't illuminate the gloom in Qin Ruolan's eyes.

She sat at the table and looked at the flapping flames, and her mind seemed to have fallen into confusion.

Until Nanyan walked to the table and sat down.

She looked up at Nanyan and said, "He is here to find you?"

"Um."

“…”

Qin Ruolan was silent for a moment, as if he was unwilling to believe it, or, unwilling to give up, asked again: "Why did he come to you?"

“…”

Nan Yan looked at her for a while and said calmly: "I don't know what he is going to do, nor do I know what his purpose is."

“…”

"I just know that he entered the cold palace and broke into my room."

Of course, it almost killed her.

It was not until this time that Nan Yan understood a little that what Ye Zheng said to her back then, "It's so good to kill people in a dream." It turned out that it was not entirely a joke.

She could feel that at that moment, she was almost suffocating.

Even now, the bones in her body still seemed to be broken up and then spliced ​​together again, and many places were in great pain.

At that moment, she probably had one leg into hell.

Zhu Feng almost killed her.

But why?

Why did he suddenly enter the cold palace for no reason, find himself inexplicably, and even kill him?

Does he know what he is doing?

And what does He Yi mean by "life and death barrier"?

Thinking of this, she raised her head, looked at Qin Ruolan, and said, "You once told me that he was different from now on."

“…”

"What was he like back then?"

“…”

Qin Ruolan looked quietly at the candlestick on the table. The turbulent fire light shone in her pupils, but there was a deep darkness inside, as if the light could not shine in.

I don’t know how long it took, but she said softly in a hoarse voice: “He was a very insecure person back then.”

"What?"

Nanyan couldn't believe her first words.

How is it possible for people who feel insecure?

People like Zhu Feng are brave and resolute, and will move forward bravely in the face of any difficulties. They are the backbone of everyone and also the person who gives everyone a sense of security.

Why is he not feeling safe?

"You don't believe it, right?"

Qin Ruolan turned to look at her and said calmly: "But that's the truth. He is an insecure person, just like a lonely boat wandering in the ocean. The lonely boat hopes to find any place to dock, but he is afraid that the place will cause waves again and will sink himself into the torrent."

“…”

"That's what he is."

“…”

"He couldn't believe anyone, but in his heart, he hoped that there was someone who could make himself believe and rely on him."

Nan Yan frowned: "How could this happen?"

Qin Ruolan said word by word: "Because he is a person who has no past."

"What?"

Nanyan suddenly opened her eyes wide: "Not going past, you mean it"

"Before he was ten years old, he had no memory."

“…”

"He can't remember his childhood and don't know what happened, but the one I saw was a person who had no past."

Nanyan took a breath of air conditioning.

Zhu Feng doesn’t remember what happened before he was ten years old?

So, in his memory, it was a blank space.

However, the "coming" of a person, the positioning of himself, or the shaping of a person's personality, was originally self-confirmed and self-defined during that period, but that memory was blank for him.

“…”

Nan Yan felt the howling wind outside suddenly broke into the room, and into his mind, disrupting all his thoughts before.

She never knew that Zhu Feng, who was as tall as the mountain in front of her, was relied on by others and gave people a sense of security, had lost his memory.

He doesn't remember his childhood.

So, what was he like to live in the palace of Emperor Gao?

So he

"So he," Qin Ruolan said this and paused: "very lonely."

“…”

"It took him a long time to learn how to get along with others."

“…”

"But I think you understand in the palace that no matter how long it is, the palace is not a place where people can share their love with each other and express their sincerity."

“…”

"He had suffered a lot of injuries...and later, he met me."

Nan Yan's throat was a stutter.

Of course she knew what happened after meeting Qin Ruolan.

In Zhu Feng's life, the deepest scars in his heart were brought by her.

Thinking of this, she felt even more heartbroken.

She thought of Zhu Feng once said that it would be great if he met him at that time, but she just smiled casually and said that she was still young at that time, so she exposed the topic.

Now, she truly understood what his words meant.

If he had appeared at that time, would he not have to suffer any injuries or suffering? Then would he not have the bloodthirsty and bloodthirsty cruel temperament?

Nan Yan's breathing became cramped.

She reached out and grabbed the collar of her chest tightly.

It took a long time before she looked up at Qin Ruolan, who was pale-faced. Her eyes were filled with guilt, as if it was about to overflow from her eyes.

But now, Nan Yan has no intention to pay attention to her "crime".

She asked, "Why did he lose that memory?"

"No one knows the specific reason."

“…”

"The Gao Emperor doesn't know about it."

“…”

"But, I heard that the one who started was the Gao Emperor."

"What?"

Nan Yan was shocked again and looked at her in shock.
Chapter completed!