Nan Yan felt suffocated suddenly.

She couldn't believe her ears, and stared at Zhu Feng's tall back with wide eyes. At this time, she even felt a little dark in front of her.

I don’t know how long it took, but Zhu Feng slowly turned around.

When Nan Yan saw the expression on his face, he was so cold that he was bone-bone.

This is not Zhu Feng's expression now, but Zhu Feng's expression at that time when he learned the news.

From the body to the heart, it was completely cold.

Nan Yan suddenly trembled.

Qin Ruolan.

She actually?!

I couldn't believe it. I always thought that she was a battle between Zhu Feng and the prince, but it turned out that she had nothing to do with the prince from beginning to end.

She is going to enter the palace and become the woman of the high emperor!

And if Zhu Feng touches her, it is equivalent to

Nan Yan's voice was hoarse: "How could this happen?"

"how so……"

Zhu Feng also repeated gently: "I have asked myself countless times at that time, why is this happening?"

Nan Yan said anxiously: "Concubine Ning, do she know?"

“…”

"Did she think she would marry the prince?"

Zhu Feng sneered, turned to look at her, and said, "Silly girl, you are still the same, you will only think about people's benefits."

Nan Yan suddenly shuddered.

Her whole body became cold, and she whispered: "She..."

"Of course she knows." Zhu Feng said: "If you enter the palace or marry the prince, Qin Zhengqi cannot even hide this from her daughter. She knows from beginning to end, and even from a long time ago, she knew that when her aunt, Concubine Qin, passed away, Emperor Gao missed Concubine Qin, and her father had already planned to let her enter the palace as soon as she was older to relieve Emperor Gao's lovesickness."

Nan Yan said tremblingly: "So she"

"She lied to me."

Zhu Feng said deeply: "She lied to me like this and let me jump into her trap stupidly."

“…”

"When I was locked in a prison and looked at the small skylight above my head, I was still asking, why is this happening?"

“…”

"But, no one, answer me."

“…”

"Later, I won't ask."

His words were said very lightly, and he felt a sense of calmness, but Nan Yan knew that his calmness was obtained after experiencing so many times of tears and many times of deep suffering.

It’s not that he is calm, but that he has accepted the fact that he has nothing.

Nanyan only felt her eyes hot.

She seemed to be able to understand why Zhu Feng had such deep feelings for Qin Ruolan.

This kind of feeling is not only a love when I was young, but also a despair and helplessness after being betrayed by the loved ones, which is almost a devastating blow to anyone.

Some people may really not be able to hold on, so they give up on themselves and let their lives be crushed to pieces.

And Zhu Feng, he persevered.

It is precisely because he persisted that this deep scar would inevitably be left in his life and even in his heart. The scars were filled with the three words "Qin Ruolan".

What she brought him were memories of love and memories of hatred.

After a long time, Nan Yan whispered: "Then, what did the emperor experience in prison?"

“…”

Zhu Feng was silent for a moment and said, "I don't remember it."

“…”

"I'm still out of prison after that."

"Emperor Gao, I'll forgive you."

"Maybe, it's just because my reputation in the north was already very high, and the military generals who followed him through life and death were older, so he needed to guard the north and pacify the frontier for him."

Listening to this sentence, Nan Yan felt sad.

If it were Zhu Feng in the past, he would definitely feel that he was still admired by Emperor Gao.

However, after experiencing the betrayal of Qin Ruolan, he no longer dared to believe that his father would appreciate him, but just thought that he was valuable to him.

This is the temperament that is so sad and self-negation that makes me think about it more painful?

Nan Yan said again: "Then, King of Wei..."

Zhu Feng's eyes were cold again.

After a while of silence, he said, "I have been in jail for two months. When I was released from prison, they told me that she was pregnant."

“…”

"So, I married her."

It turned out that Zhu Chengxuan came that night.

Nanyan finally understood why Zhu Feng didn't like him anymore.

This child is kind and not like him. He likes medical skills rather than military tactics. These are not reasons why a father does not like his son.

The real reason is that this son got it that night.

That night was humiliating for Zhu Feng, a memory of betrayal by his loved one and a painful memory, but this son was obtained that night, which was too cruel for him.

Every time he sees this child, he will think of everything he has experienced.

It's like tearing open your wounds bloodily.

Nan Yan felt tears coming out, and she subconsciously turned her head away, and the tears fell down, and dripped on the ground with a clatter.

Zhu Feng looked down at her.

He said in a hoarse voice: "Do you think I am pitiful?"

Nan Yan wiped the corners of his eyes and turned to look at him.

She really felt that he was pitiful, but she couldn't say anything like this.

Zhu Feng has been here like this for so many years. He is stronger than anyone else. A strong man like him does not need anyone's pity.

Nan Yan whispered: "Master, I..."

Zhu Feng didn't seem to want to listen to her, so he interrupted her directly and said, "I don't feel pitiful."

"yes……"

"I just feel that I am hateful."

"emperor……"

"Even though I know that the strong enemies are around me, I still take it lightly, and even easily believe in the prince's party."

“…”

"I deserve it!"

He almost gritted his teeth when he said this.

Nan Yan felt that her heart was about to be broken. She stepped forward and said, "Your Majesty, don't say that. There is nothing in this world that 'know'. No one is God, and he cannot open his eyes. Even if he opens his eyes, he is not qualified to scold others, because not everyone has the eyes of heaven."

“…”

"Judgementing at that time from an afterthought perspective was originally an unfair way to myself at that time!"

Zhu Feng looked down at her.

Nan Yan said seriously: "The emperor once used sincerity, and that's nothing wrong."

“…”

"The wrong one is the one who lied to you."

Zhu Feng suddenly hugged her into his arms. Nanyan felt his arms trembling for the first time. It was his arms that gave him strength, but at this time, he seemed to want to gain strength by holding himself.
Chapter completed!