Chapter 574 Life is like a dream(1/2)
The blazing bonfire is burning.
In addition to dispersing the deep dark night, it also attracted a large number of unknown mosquitoes, and sometimes moths flew into the flames.
However, a thing called "Mosquito coil" was lit around each camp. There were not many mosquitoes around the camp, so it was still very comfortable.
Around, in addition to the distant places, there were also figures of personal soldiers patrolling, and the night had already returned to tranquility.
But Liu Rushi sat by the tent, feeling the cool night breeze on the hillside, letting them blow her hair and unable to sleep.
Today's experience was like a dream for her.
Only in her belly that is still bulging, the delicious food is telling her that this is not a dream, but a real reality...
She has grown up so old that she has never eaten something as delicious as today. Originally, she has always paid attention to maintaining her figure. After all, this is one of her cost of eating, but she never thought... she could not control her an exception today...
Not only did I eat a few fish, countless delicious wild boar meat, but I also ate two big bowls of rice tonight...
Who would have thought that following Xu Changqing could not only enjoy the rich clothes and food on weekdays, but also enjoy the respect of thousands of people, but also eat such delicious wild game...
In the distance, the magnificent lights are like a long dragon, about twenty or thirty miles away from this place, which are the lights of Haicheng.
Originally, they could go back to the city to rest tonight, but just because Gu Hengbo's daughter Xu Xin wanted to catch butterflies, Xu Changqing actually ordered to sleep in the wild tonight and play here for another day tomorrow.
Liu Rushi always thought that people like Xu Changqing must be very principled, but who would have thought that his daughter could not say clearly and was very vague, so she directly asked him to change her itinerary...
"Why……"
Liu Rushi suddenly stopped thinking about it, and turned to the distant eastward, the deep and surging sea.
Life is really like a dream...
A dream that you can see and touch, but seems like you can never reach...
"Who is the first person by the river to see the moon? When is the moon in the river shining? Life has been endless for generations, and the moon in the river is only similar every year. I don't know who the moon in the river is waiting for, but I see the Yangtze River sending flowing water..."
Somehow, Liu Rushi suddenly sang "Spring River Moon Night" by Zhang Ruoxu, a talented man in the early Tang Dynasty, because she vaguely heard Gu Hengbo say that Xu Changqing liked this poem very much.
At this time, the scene is particularly appropriate.
"Phhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
But after only a few sings, Liu Rushi suddenly couldn't help but spit, why did she sing what Xu Changqing likes?
But after spitting, she suddenly found that an indescribable loneliness suddenly permeated her heart, and then it penetrated directly into her bone marrow and soul...
I couldn't help but look at Gu Hengbo's tent not far away.
At this time, Gu Hengbo and her daughter must have fallen asleep?
Although I hated the house and the black ones, because of Xu Changqing, Liu Rushi was not interested in Xu Xin, but at this moment she couldn't help but think of Xu Xin's cute big eyes, cute little nose, and rosy little mouth. Especially when she smiled, she seemed to melt the world...
"If so, if I had a daughter, I would probably be as beautiful as that little thing..."
Liu Rushifang suddenly had such a thought in her heart, and then she couldn't stop shaking her head and laughing bitterly.
These courtesans and famous prostitutes all seem to be incredible on the surface, but who can know their difficulties?
Due to various reasons, they have undergone a series of contraceptive treatments since childhood, which has led to the fact that even if many famous prostitutes finally entered the wealthy family, it is difficult for them to have children.
It was a little better when I was young, but when I met a lover, I could barely be at ease, but once I was old and had no children...
Liu Rushi never dared to think about the consequences, nor had she ever thought about them, but at this moment, she only felt her scalp numb...
At this moment, she suddenly realized that Gu Hengbo was the most example of successfully landing.
"Hey, who did you tell me about your thoughts? What was Li Qingzhao's mood when facing difficulties back then?"
The more I think about it, the more I feel self-pity.
Liu Rushi couldn't help but get a pot of wine from the tent and started drinking it on his own.
This is not her heart.
But at this time, the security level of their camp was too high, which made her relax easily.
The inner camp and the outer camp are very separate, at least two hundred steps apart. Moreover, there are fences outside the two camps, and there are personal soldiers patrolling at night in the gaps at any time.
In this environment, it is difficult to be unsafe.
Zhu Guobi's guy is in the outermost camp.
Thinking of Zhu Guobi and Kou Baimen, Liu Rushi couldn't help but shake his head and laugh.
Now, Kou Baimen has given birth to a daughter, even if he stands in front of Zhu Guobi without any defense, Zhu Guobi may not dare to take a look at him any more.
And after she returned to Nanjing, she had to continue to laugh and help her old husband win over his connections...
"Forget it, I don't want to think about it anymore, go and have a drink with Sister Mei. The little girl should have fallen asleep. Sister Mei has always loved me and shouldn't be angry."
Thinking of this, Liu Rushi hesitated for a moment, but still plucked up the courage to walk towards Gu Hengbo's tent.
However, as soon as he arrived in front of Gu Hengbo's camp, before he could greet him, Liu Rushi's figure suddenly became stunned.
because……
She heard something wrong...
After carefully pricking her ears and listening, she quickly turned red... She wanted to leave, but couldn't help but want to listen more carefully...
Curiosity kills the cat.
But curiosity is also one of the driving forces for human progress.
I don’t know what’s wrong with me. Liu Rushi seemed to compete with me, just to find out more of Xu Changqing’s secrets and then make her comments.
She really wanted to know if Xu Changqing was behind five or six people every day, she was a silver gun wax head...
If it is true... then she must be happy to wake up laughing every morning.
What is this called?
This is called retribution!
After looking around carefully, there was no one around. Everyone had already gone to bed, and now it was almost midnight.
The personal soldiers on duty did not receive the order, and they did not dare to come here.
Liu Rushi's courage suddenly became much bigger. At first, he just eavesdropped from afar, and soon he put his ear directly at the door of the tent.
This allows her to hear the details inside to the maximum extent.
Because of Ye Feng, there was only the sound of hula-shaped wind inside the tent. Even if Xu Changqing is a dog, she would never find out her secret.
But as he listened, Liu Rushi suddenly felt a little uncomfortable all over his body...
She thought she could be very calm and could be above her, as if a god and a Buddha looked down at an ant, and commented on Xu Changqing.
But what is happening right now is obviously not that...
Liu Rushi could already tell at this time that Xu Changqing must have come here when she returned to the tent to get the wine.
When she came here just now, Gu Hengbo was also a little embarrassed, obviously afraid of facing Xin'er.
But at this time...
"Ph, a pair of dogs, a couple..."
Liu Rushi spat hard, wanting to leave immediately, but his feet seemed to be filled with lead and were not under her control at all...
It was like a melodious oriole singing the song, and Liu Rushi also seemed to have a great dream of spring and autumn.
She remembered her childhood, her days with her parents, and soon she remembered her master Xu Fo visiting all the masters. She immediately remembered her love first and thousands of people were watching. The sweet taste made her feel like flowers blooming.
But then there was endless bitterness, wandering...
…
In the end, she chose her old husband, Mr. Qiange, who was afraid of the cold water.
However, following Mr. Qian, she did get some things, but what she lost was more...
She couldn't help but wake up for countless nights, and her tears couldn't help but wet her pillowcase...
There were countless nights, and she could only...
The more you think about it, the more unfair it is.
The more I thought about it, the more I felt that the whole world had abandoned her.
Liu Rushi couldn't help but burst into tears.
Why?
Why did God punish her like this and torture her like this?
Why can't she let her live the good life she wants?
Her heart is really not big.
She didn't want to compete with those famous ladies. She just wanted to have a solution and respond to everything, and a real man would take care of her and protect her...
While thinking, at least half an hour had passed, Liu Rushi was still pitying himself, and suddenly felt something, and his beautiful eyes suddenly magnified...
This made her feel like she was frozen and frozen on the spot...
To be continued...