[130] Heartbroken without trace
Xu Yao looked at Lin Xuean's shriveled old man's appearance, and remembered that he was actually used as a chess book by Stephen, and suddenly felt it was very ridiculous. Xu Yao couldn't control the previous grudges between Lin Xuean and Yao Zhenyun, and didn't want to care about them at all. In order to revenge Yao Zhenyun, Lin Xuean actually deceived himself and acted in front of him. To be honest, Xu Yao didn't hate him or blame him.
Because of this kind of thing: You lied to me and I lied to you, true, false, false, true, true, Xu Yao did too much to achieve his goal before, and Xu Yao could fully understand the mentality of Lin Xuean doing this. Whether it was for revenge or for his selfish desires, he had to fall into it. There was nothing to complain about. However, Lin Xuean actually used Lin Yasi to achieve his goal, and Lin Yasi actually used his feelings to deceive himself in order to help his father achieve his goal. Xu Yao was difficult to accept this, and he was even a little angry because he was not false to Lin Yasi!
The truthfulness is in exchange for deception. Xu Yao was very unhappy and said, "Then why do you tell me these things now? Why don't you continue and pretend again! Let's cheat again!"
"Oh!" Lin Xue'an sighed deeply, "I can see that although IELTS approaches you to help me achieve my goal, she...she is sincere to you. I was so bored yesterday that I wanted to come out and walk around, but accidentally heard the conversation between you and her. I know that she was very happy that she could be with you every day for more than ten days, and I also know that the reason why she lied to you like this must be very painful. She herself knew that after this matter was over, she and you would never be able to walk together, so she was reluctant to leave, she was sad. I didn't sleep all night last night. I originally wanted to talk to her, but I heard her crying and crying in the room. I kept crying, and my heart was broken. I didn't dare to talk to her. I...I have no shame to see her, I am sorry for my daughter."
"Are you sorry for your daughter? Do you know you sorry for your daughter? Hum!" Xu Yao said angrily, "From that time, since you took her out of Hualing, you have never been worthy of her. You think that she and I were young and innocent, just played casually. You think that I and her had no future at all. You think that everything is there, you don't know what she thinks. Not only do you feel sorry for her, you don't know her at all. You want to take revenge on Yao Zhenyun. You actually use her, you actually use her feelings, are you still human? Are you still worthy of being her father?"
Who is Lin Yasi? Xu Yao knows very well, innocent, cheerful, lively and cute, such a good girl. No wonder she felt that she had changed since she met again, and she had changed a lot. Her sunny smile in the past disappeared and she became very melancholy. It turned out that all this was caused by her father.
In order to help her father, she approached her own chastity as a tool. This is not the same as Lin Yasi of the past, nor is it the innocent girl Xu Yao liked. Although whether Lin Yasi had a good relationship with him or even gave chastity to herself for his own sincerity or other purpose, Xu Yao didn't want to explore it, because he only felt that the use of his feelings for the purpose was very dirty, just like eating a fly, it was evil.
Xu Yao had a ruler in his heart. No matter who, including himself, in his eyes, he could use any despicable means to achieve his goal, or even to take the lives of others to achieve his goal. So he felt that Stephen and Lin Xue'an's behavior was normal. Although it was for him, he could accept it and even willingly admit it.
But Xu Yao could not accept using feelings as a bargaining chip to achieve his goal. How pure and beautiful the feelings arise between the two people. It is simply shameful to use such pure and beautiful things, and he can't accept them at all.
Xu Yao can no longer see the innocent and lively girl, and she can no longer see the sunny smile of the innocent and lively girl. Since this is the case, what else can Xu Yao miss? Xu Yao not only feels disgusting, but also feels a little heartbroken and heartbroken. He feels heartbroken that Lin Yasi has become like this now. He is very disappointed and even a little desperate about Lin Yasi.
"Yes, I don't deserve to be her father," Lin Xue'an lowered his head and said, "I thought about it all night. The reason I told you is not that I don't want to lie to you anymore, nor that I no longer hate Yao Zhenyun, but that I hope that through my initiative, you can forgive IELTS. All of this is my fault, it's all caused by me. Don't blame her? If you want to hate you, you can come to me. You can treat me whatever you want, but I just want you to forgive IELTS. I beg you to forgive her, okay? Because she really loves you, she treats you..."
"Enough!" Xu Yao sneered, "What are you doing to say this? Don't you think it's too late? If you want her to be happy and want her to be happy, you shouldn't use her to achieve your own goals, or even use her feelings, instead of begging me now!"
"Xu Yao gets up, get up quickly," Lin Yasi ran into Xu Yao's room with a joyful face. Seeing Lin Xue'an was also there, her expression on her face was a little strange, but she quickly returned to normal. "Dad, you are here too. It's better to chat with us more, as this will help you."
As he said that, he quickly took the small pot in his hand to Xu Yao and said excitedly: "Xu Yao, look, Yaoyao and Sisi are alive again. They look very happy, swimming around, look!"
The small clay pot in Lin Yasi's hand contained two green turtles. They found it a few days ago by the pond in the back mountain of the courtyard. Because it was so boring, Xu Yao caught the two turtles and raised them with a small clay pot, which could also add a little joy to this boring life.
After raising these two little turtles, Lin Yasi was very happy. Although she didn't know whether these two little turtles were male or female, she still ignored Xu Yao's objection to being a "turtle male", and insisted that one was named "Yaoyao" and the other was named "Sisi", saying that this represented the two of them, because the turtles had a long lifespan, and after she returned, she would also take these two little turtles with them so that they could be together for a long time and never be separated.
Last night, the two little turtles seemed too lazy to move, and were so lifeless that Lin Yasi thought they were about to die. She was depressed all night. Today, she saw the two little turtles moving again, so she excitedly showed them to Xu Yao.
Xu Yao thought Lin Yasi's actions were too boring, and he thought women were like this and liked to make such boring names. Now he finally knew that Lin Yasi knew that after the matter was exposed, he would definitely not be with her again, so he gave these two little turtles two names and took them back as a souvenir.
No wonder she said some inexplicable words to herself when she was by the pond yesterday. Lin Yasi had known that such a result would be, but she was still accused of using her feelings to deceive Xu Yao, which made Xu Yao really disappointed her.
"If they survive, they mean they are happy? It may not be." Xu Yao said expressionlessly without even looking at the small clay pot.
"Xu Yao, you..." Lin Yasi realized that Xu Yao's expression was a little wrong, and Lin Xue'an's sample book was too abnormal, and the atmosphere in the room seemed to be a little inappropriate.
"IELTS," Lin Xue'an said in a deep voice, "Xu Yao...he knows everything." Lin Yasi's expression frozen instantly, and he had a vague premonition in his heart, but he still asked unconsciously.
Lin Xuean lowered his head and did not speak. Xu Yao's face did not have any expressions of joy, anger, sorrow and happiness. He was as calm as water. He said calmly: "I know who you are. You are a person who can sell your body, soul, and everything you can sell for your purpose..."
Xu Yao wanted to say the word "bit book", but the innocent and lively girl with a sunny smile in the past left a deep mark on his heart, so although he was angry, he really couldn't bear to say something hurting her.
Xu Yao didn't know why he was like this. He was obviously deceived by her, but he couldn't hate her. He felt that his heart was very painful, and he was very conflicted and contradictory. For a moment, all kinds of complicated feelings in his heart surged into his heart. He wanted to vent and get angry, but in the end he couldn't say anything. He just said to Lin Yasi indifferently: "Don't let me see you again in the future!" Then he turned around and left without looking back.
The small pottery jar fell to the ground and broke into pieces. Two little turtles slowly climbed up with the water flowing all over the ground. Lin Yasi's eyes were dull and without saying a word, she sat on the ground weakly, and silent tears flowed down her cheeks.
Lin Xuean blamed himself: "IELTS, I'm sorry, it's all bad for my father. I thought he would tell Xu Yao frankly, and he would..."
Chapter completed!