[115] Seduce
He kissed Xu Yao's lips gently, and Lin Yasi slowly moved away, still staring at Xu Yao's blank eyes, reached out and gently stroked the stubble falling on Xu Yao's chin, a drop of crystal tears slowly dripped down with his eyes, and he said softly: "Xu Yao, do you still like me?"
Lin Yasi's soft cry made Xu Yao's thoughts completely return to his student days. He remembered the innocent past with Lin Yasi. Indeed, there was sweetness, laughter, and happiness at that time, but now it seems that the sweet laughters of the past are getting farther and farther away from him, and they cannot be reached.
"Xu Yao, I like you very much. I always like you very much. I thought I had forgotten the past, but I was wrong. I didn't. I can't forget, I can't forget," Lin Yasi leaned on Xu Yao, tears fell like broken beads. "I can't forget you rode a bicycle to take me to the library. I can't forget you held my hand in front of the whole class. I can't forget you climbed the window of my house in the middle of the night. I can't forget you ran to my house, held your chest under the kitchen knife in my father's hand, and told my father that you were going to marry me through the door with eight sedan chairs..."
"Don't say it anymore, that's already a thing of the past. I was very childish at that time!" Xu Yao gently pushed Lin Yasi away, took out the cigarette and lit it. He took a few deep breaths, and let the smoke go back and forth in his lungs. It seemed that this would relieve his heart that had already been beating rapidly.
"That's not childish, that's sincerity, that's your sincerity to me," Lin Yasi held Xu Yao's arm tightly with both hands, his voice became a little hysterical, and he said excitedly, "I know, you hate me, you hate me and left with your family without telling you. You hate me and agreed to wander around the world with you but..."
"Wandering around the world?" Xu Yao said with a wry smile, "This is a kind of childishness in itself!"
"Then dare you say that your feelings for me are fake and lied to me?" Lin Yasi asked relentlessly.
"I don't know, I don't know!" Xu Yao said helplessly.
Eloping around with Lin Yasi, this is a manifestation of childhood childish behavior. However, if Lin Yasi did not go out with his family, he did not leave, and he himself did not go to the United States. Instead, he studied and worked in China in a plain manner. Xu Yao believed that he would marry Lin Yasi with eight sedan chairs like he said under the kitchen knife in Lin Xue'an's hand, but that was really a past tense. If life can be lived according to his own wishes, it would not be a life.^^First launch^^
"I don't want it, Xu Yao, I don't want it," Lin Yasi bit his lips tightly and sobbed in pain, "My father was out of business at that time. He had to go to a friend in another place to help him start over. Although he fell down, he never got up again, but at that time I couldn't let my father face the blow of failure alone. I had to stay by his side and take care of him. Consoling him, although I really wanted to stay. Although I really wanted to wander around the world with you, I couldn't, I couldn't. I couldn't leave my father alone, do you know, Xu Yao?"
Although Lin Yasi has never said these words, from her current situation, Xu Yao can guess seven or eight points. Now, when Lin Yasi says it, he thinks that it is ridiculous that she left so much. Can't she spread it out? Is Lin Yasi's self-esteem so strong? So he said: "Then why didn't you tell me at that time? Even if you tell me, it's useless, but why haven't you contacted me? This is you..."
"Xu Yao!" Lin Yasi whispered. "Don't ask anymore, because I don't want to say it, and I don't want to tell lies to lie to you."
Looking at Lin Yasi's sample book, the grievance and pressure in her heart seemed to be quite small, which made her mood fluctuate so much. Seeing a cheerful, lively and innocent girl who had become so complicated back then, Xu Yao felt a little distressed, and reached out to hug her and patted her gently: "I won't ask, let it go, for you and for your father, live well in the future."
Live well! Lin Yasi buried her head deeply in Xu Yao's arms, snuggled tightly at him like a little woman, and said softly: "For you, I will live well."
"No..." Xu Yao smiled bitterly, "It's not for me, it's for your father, and for yourself."
"Xu Yao, do you know?" Lin Yasi turned around and hooked Xu Yao's neck, with his eyes in his mouth, "For my father, I can only live. For myself, I can not live, and for you, I can live well. Since I saw you again, I have been thinking about you every day, I always miss you, and I still love you as much as I used to..."
Lin Yasi said that his soft cherry lips came up again, and his soft tongue slowly rubbed Xu Yao's lips round by circle. Silent tears fell down. Xu Yao felt a salty smell, and the salty smell was accompanied by Lin Yasi's gasping soft tongue, which made him unconsciously open his lips and echoed Lin Yasi's movements.^^First release^^
Xu Yao's head was blank. Lin Yasi's warmth made him completely unable to refuse. The long-term feelings raked up like hot spring water. He knew that he had a deep relationship with Lin Yasi, otherwise he would not have said that he wanted to marry her through the door with eight sedan chairs under the threat of her father's kitchen knife. This sounded ridiculous but indeed contained a sincere word.
Lin Yasi's actions were a little naive, but they could not hide the expression of her true feelings like water, the friction of her body, the touch of her fragrant lips, and the scalp of her soft tongue...
Xu Yao's suppressed feelings for Lin Yasi were intertwined with the desire that the beauty could not control, and hit his beating heart one after another. Finally, any rational thought could not stop Xu Yao's emotions at this moment. He turned around and put Lin Yasi on the sofa, kissing Lin Yasi's jade neck and shoulders with his lips, with some rough but gentleness.
Lin Yasi's white and transparent face was also covered in blush. In line with Xu Yao's passionate movements, a secretly raised heart beat wildly, and a trace of complex expectations flashed in his eyes.
The silk shirt is untied, and the spring is shining...
Xu Yao kissed Lin Yasi's slightly trembling eyelashes and leaned forward gently, but saw Lin Yasi's facial expression, which was originally relaxed and enjoyable, suddenly tightened, his brows frowned tightly, his cherry lips opened wide, he wanted to shout out, but he held it back, but he just hummed "yes".
However, Xu Yao's body had a strange feeling, which made him feel inexplicably surprised and froze on the spot. The passion that had just burned out when the passion just now turned into nothing. He opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but he didn't say it.
"Xu Yao. Except for you, I will not give myself to others, because no one dares to be under my father's kitchen knife, and dares to say that I want to marry me with a sedan chair. I love you!" Lin Yasi said slowly, biting his lips, and a drop of tears fell down his cheeks.
Damn! What is Lao Shu doing? Xu Yao was very upset for a moment. He never thought that this would be Lin Yasi's first time, nor did he think that Lin Yasi's feelings for him had always been so deep.
Xu Yao has seen many women of all kinds nowadays. Is there a woman who is willing to like her very much? She may not be able to meet her first lover. Until now, you must know that Lin Yasi and Xu Yao are the same age as Xu Yao, who are twenty-eight years old, and almost thirty years old. Why is she so persistent and persistent?
And Xu Yao, in the moment of lust just now, had never been given to him. Lin Yasi, who was slightly resentful in his heart, was a kind of possession of desire that dominated, but his feelings for Lin Yasi were only a support, and his seemingly dirty thoughts were simply a manifestation of self-inflicting humiliation in front of the pure Lin Yasi.
Seeing Xu Yao's appearance, Lin Yasi seemed to be able to understand his feelings, and said with a reluctant smile: "Xu Yao, it's me that has been... I'm seducing you, it's not your business. You don't have to blame yourself. This is what I'm willing to do. I don't want anything you promised to me. I'm willing to do to you, no matter what I do, because I really love you."
Seduction? Is Lin Yasi's actions towards him a seduction? This hot and sensitive word made Xu Yao's head instantly restore to his awakening.
When she first met Lin Yasi, she forced her to ask for a call, and she would not accept it when she said she wanted to help her. Xu Yao knew that she knew she was going to get married, and she was afraid that she would affect her relationship with Yao Shujia. She gave up Situ Muliandi's invitation to apply for a job, took the initiative to approach her, hugged and kissed her in front of Yao Shujia, and now she asked her to help her move, but in the end she confessed to herself, and she actually got into this position with her.
That’s right! This is indeed a kind of seduction. Why did she seduce herself? For love?
Then why did she escape and hide from herself before? Isn’t this seduction for love? Why is that?
If it wasn't for love, was she false in her hysterical emotions she had just vented? If it was false, would she ignore her own chastity that she has left until now?
Not for love, why?
She loves me?
She doesn't love me?
She seduces me!
She actually seduced me!
Why did she seduce me?
Looking at Lin Yasi, who was shy and looking forward to her face, thinking of these inexplicable things, Xu Yao suddenly felt that his head was in chaos again, slowly pulled up, and sat blankly on the sofa.
"What's wrong with you, Xu Yao!" Seeing Xu Yao's sudden change in mood, Lin Yasi hurriedly moved over, hugged Xu Yao's head, and whispered, "What's wrong with you, I... am I doing something wrong? I...I...I..."
"No, you...I...is my problem." Xu Yao grabbed his head, picked up a cigarette to light it, and sucked a few suddenly.
Looking at Lin Yasi's panic and thought he had done something wrong, Xu Yao suddenly felt that he was very ridiculous.
The experiences over the years have made him feel inexplicably wary of anyone, because in their world, there are many dark sides exposed by humans due to greed. Even if they do not have the intention to harm others, they must always be wary of others. If they are not careful, they will be poisoned by other people's conspiracy, because the higher the position they stand, the more things they will get.
There are many people who covet his N.1 position, and the reason why he can keep that position and be pulled down is because he never trusts anyone except himself, he is anyone! So even if others want to harm him, they have no chance at all.
And now, he was tired of the worried Japanese books. What he really longed for was a simple life, because this was his home, his motherland, not the original place, so he could no longer be wary of everyone like that. Of course, he himself knew this.
But Lin Yasi, a person who was once so close to him, was naked with him at this moment, but he became "ill" because of a sensitive word and had the habit of not trusting anyone.
She is Lin Yasi, his first love, and he said under the threat of his father's kitchen knife that he wanted to marry someone else's family with eight sedan chairs. When Lin Yasi gave him his chastity that he had been guarding for twenty-eight years, he had an inexplicable suspicion of others. He really wanted to slap himself a few times in the face.
Xu Yao looked at Lin Yasi and smiled bitterly, "I'm sorry, I just..."
Lin Yasi leaned her lips up and said gently: "No need to say anything, Xu Yao, I know, you still have feelings for me, and you haven't forgotten me, right?"
Chapter completed!