Chapter 173: Found again

After Lin Shaoqiu said this, Yao Zhenzhen was speechless. After thinking about it, she had to blush and said, "I didn't expect you to kiss me suddenly. I... I didn't have time to react, so I had to..."

"So you have to let me mercy, right?" Lin Shaoqiu smiled and said, "Since you don't tell me the truth, how do you ask me to answer your question? You are quick and quick. You tell me now that you don't have time to react, so I kissed you for a long time. Do you think I will believe this reason?"

"What else do you want if you don't believe it?" Yao Zhenzhen lowered her head and didn't dare to look into Lin Shaoqiu's eyes. "Anyway, this is the fact."

"The fact is that the moment I kissed you, you had already had the idea of ​​kissing me," Lin Shaoqiu said shamelessly, "However, you are a woman and I am a man. Even if you want to kiss me, you are embarrassed to take the initiative. It just happened that I kissed you at that time, and it was just your wish, so you simply followed my initiative and cooperated excitedly."

Although the incident that day might feel a bit like what Lin Shaoqiu said, for some reason, this was like a flower slut, who was extremely eager for a man. Yao Zhenzhen was very angry when she heard it and frowned and said, "You kissed me and took advantage of me, but she even said that I wanted to kiss you, you... Lin Shaoqiu, are you shameless?"

"No," Lin Shaoqiu laughed and said, "What are you doing if you want to be shameless? If you want to be shameless, you can kiss you instead. Then I would rather be shameless because I want to kiss you. That day... I couldn't help but kiss you."

Can't help yourself?

The word Lin Shaoqiu said was entangled in Yao Zhenzhen's mind for a long time. She was passively kissed by Lin Shaoqiu for a long time that day because she couldn't help but feel involuntarily.

"Zhenzhen, maybe I'm not a good person in your eyes, and I'm even a bastard, but..." Lin Shaoqiu said sincerely in his heavy and hoarse voice, "I won't force myself to do things I don't want to do. That day, I kissed you at the Sichuan Restaurant in Shuiyinlou that day because I want to kiss you. Why do I want to kiss you? It's because I feel like I like you, and today I came to find you, and it's because I don't want to have friends with you, do you know?"

When she heard Lin Shaoqiu say this, Yao Zhenzhen's delicate body shook slightly. If she hadn't been worried about the wrong thing on the occasion, she would have the urge to pounce into Lin Shaoqiu's arms immediately.

From knowing Lin Shaoqiu until now, it was the first time that Yao Zhenzhen heard him express his feelings. This cynical and seemingly relaxed man has a past that others find difficult to understand. Yao Zhenzhen has felt the helplessness and bitterness that was unintentionally revealed in him more than once.

Yao Zhenzhen really wanted to know what he looked like in the past? What happened to him? Unfortunately, Lin Shaoqiu was unwilling to share his past with her. Even for this matter, the two of them might not even be able to make friends.

After carefully savoring the various situations she had been with Lin Shaoqiu, Yao Zhenzhen sighed lightly and decided not to care and not ask. Even if Lin Shaoqiu didn't tell the truth in front of her, she ignored it because she knew deeply that the tender and sweet words Lin Shaoqiu said to her the previous second was the truth, the truth. She could feel that with such a sweet truth and truth, what else do you care about?

After making up his mind, Yao Zhenzhen stared at Lin Shaoqiu's eyes, her face showed a rare gentleness, and she said softly: "Lin Shaoqiu, in fact, I was willing to let you kiss that day. I really wanted to let you kiss. That's because I'm just like you and I won't force myself to do things I don't like to do. Why would I be willing to let you kiss? It's also because I feel like I like you, and I chased you out after you left because I don't want to do anything with you, I don't want to, I don't want to do anything at all."

As Yao Zhenzhen spoke, her eyes became a little wet again, which made Lin Shaoqiu feel very moved. After hearing what Xiaobai and the others said, Yao Zhenzhen was so fierce and violent in the past. It was even harder to see her crying than climbing to the sky. Then, since she had a conflict with her, she often shed tears of sadness and powerlessness, which really made her suffer. Lin Shaoqiu thought to herself with some guilt.

"Okay, OK, don't cry," Lin Shaoqiu smiled dryly and stroked Yao Zhenzhen's hair. There was a bit of bitterness in his smile. "It's my business for me to like you. I can and am willing to pay the price for loving you. I am willing to bear it. But you like me makes you suffer because I know that I am not a good man and I can't bring you a stable life. And I... I am a person with a wife. There are some things I really can't do, and I don't know how to do so that everyone will not be hurt by me. So you came to me that day and let me not even have friends to do that. I was still indifferent, not because I was cold-blooded, not because I was ruthless, but because I really... I really didn't have psychological preparations in this regard, so I was a little passive for a while."

"What about now?" Yao Zhenzhen looked at Lin Shaoqiu with some anticipation and asked, "Did you come to me today because you are mentally prepared? Or do you know what you want to do?"

"Uh..." Lin Shaoqiu smiled bitterly, "Maybe, let it go."

Let it go?

Yao Zhenzhen could not understand what Lin Shaoqiu meant by letting go, because Lin Shaoqiu was a man with a wife. Every time she thought of this problem, she wanted to be cruel. From then on, she broke up with Lin Shaoqiu and never contacted him again. Even before the two had broken up last time, Yao Zhenzhen thought about not being friends with Lin Shaoqiu anymore.

However, the thought that Yao Zhenzhen was moved was just a momentary impulse, and in the end it was more like a moth to the fire, pounced on Lin Shaoqiu regardless of everything.

Yao Zhenzhen felt that Lin Shaoqiu's poison in her was too deep, and she dared not expect that she could get out of this mud pot. Even because Lin Shaoqiu, an uninvited guest, appeared in her life, changed many of her previous personalities and tempers. For a while, she even felt that she was not herself, not the optimistic and positive beautiful female policewoman Yao Zhenzhen.

Yao Zhenzhen once imagined a new lifestyle, or even a place, a place that doesn’t know anyone, stay away from Lin Shaoqiu, who would be poisoned by drugs, and start a new life again.

But this is just one of my own ideas. If you really want to do it, you will realize how difficult it is. The most difficult thing is not anything else. It is because if you have no connection with Lin Shaoqiu in this life, if you don’t see this person again, your heart will be very painful and your life will become dull.

"Lin Shaoqiu, you said, if I had known you earlier, would we be like this? If we weren't like this, what would we be like?" Yao Zhenzhen sighed softly, and looked at Lin Shaoqiu with beautiful eyes like autumn water, asking in anticipation.

"There are not so many things in this world. What God is destined to be cannot be changed easily. If you knew me earlier, you might think that I am nothing in your eyes. It is really hard to say about fate." Lin Shaoqiu smiled.

Yao Zhenzhen forced a smile and said softly: "I don't know if I met the wrong person at the right time, or if I met the right person at the wrong time, or maybe the time and people are wrong. Anyway, since I met you, I have never been really happy. What you brought to me is suffering and pain."

"Difficult pain and torture?" Lin Shaoqiu smiled bitterly, "Everything has two aspects. Don't think so, you won't feel uncomfortable pain and torture."

"You're very light," Yao Zhenzhen said quietly, "but it's not easy to do it."

"It's not easy, but it requires us to work hard. We are all young and have a lot of life to enjoy. Although I can't give you what you really want, I have said that I am not a person who will force myself to do things I don't want to do. Since I came to you on my own initiative, it proves that I have figured it out," Lin Shaoqiu said seriously and tenderly. "I can make every day you are with me full of joy. As long as you don't think about what I can bring you, I know that I may be selfish to say that, but I will not give up what I think because I am not selfish. As long as you are willing, we can be very happy."

Yao Zhenzhen slowly raised her head and looked at Lin Shaoqiu with a look of confusion. After a long time, she suddenly rushed into Lin Shaoqiu's arms regardless of time and occasion, and cried and said: "Lin Shaoqiu, I believe you, I believe you can bring me a happy life. I am willing to not think about you as a person with a wife. You can only be in my eyes. This question has been entangled with me for a long time. I am really tired and tired. In fact, I am a very simple and easy to satisfy. As long as you don't forget me and come with me when you have time, as long as you have me in your heart, that's enough. If I don't ask for anything else, I really won't ask you to do anything for me..."

"Captain Yao, Mr. Lin, you...you..."

Lin Shaoqiu heard that this was the voice of Officer Xiaobai, and he felt embarrassed. He had known that he should have changed places. In a public security bureau with police comrades everywhere, it would have been a bad effect. However, Yao Zhenzhen, a girl, had such a hot love, and she didn't care about anything. It was really a headache.
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