Chapter 121: Confused Entanglement

Lin Shaoqiu's mouth twitched a little, his expression became a little unnatural, and he smiled dryly: "Society is changing, people are just a microcosm of this society, of course they will also change. Haven't you... changed too? Your voice just now seems to be even louder than me. If you change it before, you will only show the explosive power of this sound when you sing."

Zhou Shuyu shook her head and said, "I don't want to say this. I mean you, Lin Shaoqiu, why do you keep escaping?"

I'm escaping?

Lin Shaoqiu looked at Zhou Shuyu incredible. It was hard for him to imagine what kind of mentality Zhou Shuyu would say something he was escaping from.

Yes, I am escaping because I am afraid that the feeling of being deceived and betrayed will be realized, and I don’t know what kind of loneliness and sorrow will be like in my heart.

In a situation where love reaches the extreme, it is natural to have such a cautious approach, but no matter how much she escapes, Zhou Shuyu seems to have no idea that she should say this. After all, she "betrayed" her. Would she deliberately take out the past and sprinkle a handful of salt on her wounds when she has escaped and not mentioned it?

Seeing Lin Shaoqiu's incredible expression, Zhou Shuyu didn't understand whether she said the wrong thing or whether her old things were brought up again, Lin Shaoqiu felt too entangled. However, if the knot that had been buried deep in her heart for seventeen years was not untied, perhaps she would never be able to be truly happy in her life. Lin Shaoqiu once said that she loved her. Can't she understand her feelings of depression after "abandoning" and make herself a wise person?

Looking quietly, without any external interference or any distractions, Zhou Shuyu in Lin Shaoqiu's eyes was still the well-behaved, cute, pure and kind little Sayuri back then, and Lin Shaoqiu in Zhou Shuyu's eyes was still the handsome, lively and energetic sunny boy back then.

Lin Shaoqiu felt that the word "escape" was ridiculous to him. He wanted to prove what it was like not to escape. But when he looked at the quiet eyes and saw the pure lily back then, his head had become a little messy, and he deliberately swept away the depressing thoughts in his head. Looking at Zhou Shuyu's slightly trembling lips, his heart thumped and he couldn't help but pressed up...

Zhou Shuyu's heart thumped, her eyes widened, and she stared at Lin Shaoqiu who was approaching and pressing her lips in surprise. She was quite at a loss, and her head instantly turned blank. Although she felt panic and helpless, she did not resist Lin Shaoqiu's actions, but instead felt a little overwhelmed.

The strong smell of tobacco and alcohol on Lin Shaoqiu stimulated Zhou Shuyu's nerves. The messy but hard slag made her face a little painful. However, for some reason, Lin Shaoqiu's sudden kiss seemed to be something she had been waiting for for a long time in her heart. It was so natural. She herself unknowingly opened her sandal lips and let Lin Shaoqiu's tongue capture her soft tongue...

A few more hot and crystal tears slowly flowed down her eyes, and Zhou Shuyu's breathing became more fluctuating with Lin Shaoqiu's movements.

After a long time, Lin Shaoqiu gently let go of Zhou Shuyu, reached out to wipe the dried tears she had shed. The deep true feelings that were revealed in her eyes just now disappeared, and the remaining one was a dull color, but for a moment, he still couldn't withdraw from the emotional catharsis. He gently hugged Zhou Shuyu in his arms and said lightly: "Lily, I..."

"You need to say nothing, I understand," Zhou Shuyu seemed to have a premonition that if Lin Shaoqiu spoke, the long-lost warmth, nostalgic expectation, and touching tenderness would all disappear. She was afraid that such a warm feeling would disappear in an instant, and she wanted to keep the wonderful moment just now. At this time, the endless longing for Lin Shaoqiu buried deep in her heart also surged into her heart in an instant. She leaned against Lin Shaoqiu's arms and looked at him blankly, reached out to touch Lin Shaoqiu's slightly decadent and old face, and cried, "Lin Shaoqiu, you don't need to say anything, I really understand."

Looking at Zhou Shuyu's tender eyes, Lin Shaoqiu was difficult to think that nothing happened. He wanted to turn his head and deliberately avoid it, but Zhou Shuyu hugged it tightly and said, "Lin Shaoqiu, don't leave, don't leave, just stay quietly for a while, okay? I thought that in my life, I would never have the chance to lean in your arms and look at you quietly. I really want you to hug me, okay, you can hug me?"

Zhou Shuyu's arms gently stroked Lin Shaoqiu's back. The tenderness of pear blossoms and rain made Lin Shaoqiu's heart, which had originally thought as hard as a stone, softened her tightly. Their body temperature and breathing dissolved into one in an instant, and a feeling of sadness arises in the hearts of each other that will never be separated. Time can be frozen forever at this moment.

"After so many years, I really miss you all the time. I know you feel bad, and I can feel it." Zhou Shuyu's emotions could no longer be suppressed, and waves of waves completely defeated Lin Shaoqiu's psychological defense line like surging tides.

It is not difficult to see from the reluctance and entanglement that Lin Shaoqiu had just kissed her and hugged her that he hadn't seen her for seventeen years. In addition to his own pain, Lin Shaoqiu's heart was not much better than himself. However, since that is the case, why did the kind of thing that shouldn't have happened back then? Why did he "abandon" himself?

Zhou Shuyu pressed her pretty face tightly against Lin Shaoqiu's old and decadent face, and felt the joy and sorrow in Lin Shaoqiu's heart with her heart. Her tenderness slowly penetrated into every corner of Lin Shaoqiu's body bit by bit like a clean spring water.

However, Lin Shaoqiu was increasingly unaware of what he should do, and felt more and more that he did not know himself. If it were another woman, Lin Shaoqiu felt that she had deceived and betrayed her, she would definitely be determined to the end. But in front of Zhou Shuyu, in front of this lily that seemed to be almost warm to irrigate to bloom, he could not stand up, and any cover-up seemed powerless.

He is now a real self, Lin Shaoqiu without any disguise or defense.

"Lily, you actually don't understand, I'm just..." Lin Shaoqiu was about to speak, but was gently blocked by Zhou Shuyu's soft cherry lips. He had nothing to say and could only use the words of his body to describe the endless longing in his heart.

Two people, two hearts, have not been separated for a long time in this world, but they have long been separated from each other. Separation seems to have not become an obstacle. At this moment, they are very close to each other, and they can feel each other's breathing and heartbeat.

I don’t know how long it took, and the two separated from the passionate kiss were like a couple in love, snuggling tightly with each other. Zhou Shuyu put her head tightly close to Lin Shaoqiu’s neck, and gently kissed the protruding Adam’s apple from time to time, smelling the smell that he had been familiar with but had not felt for a long time.

"The place we went the most in the past was the clear moat in the west of the city. At that time, I felt that the moat outside the old city of Nanhai was so beautiful under the light of the moon and stars at night," Zhou Shuyu swayed gently on Lin Shaoqiu's neck and missed, "I said that the moat surrounds the old city of Nanhai like a jade belt, protecting the ancient and beautiful city. But you said that the moat was a tight spell, which swayed the urban development of Nanhai City. It was better to fill it up. At that time, you were so confused about the style."

Lin Shaoqiu smiled indifferently, recalling that he was indeed a junior brother who was too junior in terms of feelings. When he was with Zhou Shuyu, he learned how to protect, how to love, and how to feel distressed. He had no interest at all, and of course he did not understand the charm. Unlike him now, he gradually developed from a young and young boy to the direction of the great love saint. All this was not due to Zhou Shuyu's "betrayal" back then.

"At that time, I was the happiest me in my life. Since I parted with you, I have no idea what happiness is," Zhou Shuyu sighed lightly, "You thought I understood you at that time, I really understood you, I still understand you now, and you understood me at that time, but now, I find that you are less and less understanding of me. I don't know if my judgment is wrong. Is that true?"

Lin Shaoqiu still didn't say anything, but freed up his hand to draw another cigarette from the cigarette box and ignite it. His eyes were as confused as the smoke floating out of it.

Zhou Shuyu whispered: "I don't know why you have to escape from the past since God arranged for us to meet again. Moreover... I can see that escaping will not make you relieved, but it will be very uncomfortable. Can you tell me what happened to you back then? No matter what the real situation is, I...I can accept it."

Lin Shaoqiu took a sudden sip of the smoke, vented a deep breath, let go of Zhou Shuyu, and he lifted up a bottle of unopened beer, bit off the bottle cap with his teeth, and drank it all in one breath.

After a long silence, Lin Shaoqiu slowly spoke: "Forget it, Lily, no matter who is right or wrong in the past, let the past pass by. When you mention it again, it will only make the sad people more sad, the sad people are even more sad, and the guilty people are also more guilty. There is no need for you to do this. As you said, no matter what happened to you back then, I can accept it, but... I really don't want to know, do you understand?"

What happened to me?
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