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Chapter five hundred and ninety third: Discussion

I had been delaying on the street for too long, and Green Teng was not a Bodhisattva-minded person. If the black-faced man took over this matter, she was so happy that she could get out. She didn't ask Su Yiqing anymore and asked the coachman to leave quickly.

As soon as the carriage was taken a few steps, I suddenly heard the woman crying even more shrill, "Child, what's wrong with you, child..."

Su Yiqing frowned, resisted the urge to lift the curtain, and told herself in her heart that she could not save so many people, and meddling in other people's business would only make her fall into it. Today's episode is really not like a coincidence, maybe it is a trap of some character.

But until she returned to the palace, she still couldn't calm down.

She sighed a long time and it turned out that people's hearts were really cold. No matter what the mother was like, the child was always innocent. If it were before, she would have stopped the carriage to take a look. Even when she was fleeing with Princess Xiangshan, she heard someone calling for help on the street, so she still wanted to go over and take a look.

But today, just for a little bit of possible trouble, she walked away so coldly. Or it wasn't time that erased human nature, but the identity of Princess. If she got this identity, she became less like herself. This may be what people often say, and she couldn't help herself.

After sitting quietly for a long time, she couldn't help but attract Lu Teng and asked her if she knew what happened to the woman and her son.

When Lu Teng heard Su Yiqing's inquiry, her expression was a little unnatural.

Su Yiqing immediately understood and sighed: "Is it still impossible for the child to end up?"

Lu Teng said, "Yes, I heard that General Liao took the child to find the military doctor later, but the doctor said that it was too late to send it. If it could be earlier, the child would be saved. If it was too late, the woman would have to blame it. It would be too long. If she accepted the money directly from the beginning and looked for the doctor, or if she was willing to sign the contract for sale, she might be able to take it earlier. The princess doesn't have to blame herself. This is because the woman was too greedy."

Su Yiqing also knew the truth. The woman knew that she was blocking a carriage on the street, but she must have thought about it carefully, not doing it casually. But after she asked her to sign a contract for her to sign a contract, she still hesitated. The child was so sick and still calculating. Seeing that public opinion was beneficial to her, she hesitated even more, and it was indeed over.

But what do you mean? She is always a life, and she is still such a young child. She feels very uncomfortable, but when she thinks about it, she is a little disdainful of herself and is already desperate to save her. Why are she still pretending to be hypocritical?

At night, Lian Yufeng might have heard of this and came over again.

However, the atmosphere between them has been very awkward recently. You should be careful when you have something to say, and pay more attention when you have nothing to do. You asked a few questions with scruple care, but never got to the point.

Finally, Su Yiqing spoke first and said, "I encountered something on the street today, and I felt a little uncomfortable... But just because I was sad for a moment, I felt a little hypocritical."

"It is normal for human beings to be selfish, and it is the most common thing to protect yourself." Lian Yufeng took the conversation, "I have heard of this. There is nothing wrong with your handling. You have done what you should do and given others a chance. It is because the woman doesn't know how to grasp it and miss the opportunity. No one is wrong."

"The truth is that, but it's just a life, a child." Su Yiqing paused, "I thought of my son..."

"Stop talking." Lian Yufeng suddenly interrupted Su Yiqing's words and showed a vigilant look.

Su Yiqing shut up. She understood what Lian Yufeng meant, probably because she was afraid that there would be ears in the wall.

Even Yufeng has always been cautious and quick to react. After interrupting the topic, he immediately said: "You are soft-hearted and think of your own flesh and blood when you see a child. But you must know that human abilities are limited. You can save one, but you cannot save the second one. You cannot damage your own interests and help others. Otherwise, the people around you will have trouble in the future, including your own son. In today's world, if you want to survive, you must not have too many kindness of women."

"But I am just a woman, an ordinary woman. If I don't even have any kindness, can I still be considered an ordinary woman?" Su Yiqing smiled bitterly, "If I really want to become like this, what's the difference between me and those women who have tried every means to frame others for the sake of profit? Will you like me like this?"

Even Yufeng didn't say anything.

Su Yiqing smiled, "I remember you said before that you don't like those vicious women who are too thoughtful, but if I could be indifferent to the death of a child today, in the future, for a little benefit, I might also frame others, and gradually become exactly the same as those women you hated before. Would you still like me?"

"I don't know." Lian Yufeng replied frankly, "People are indeed fickle. If you like today, you may not like it tomorrow. You can't even control yourself. But there is one thing you have to remember that we are husband and wife and have common flesh and blood. With this alone, you should believe that I will not harm you anyway."

Men have three wives and four concubines, especially those of the royal family. Now even Yufeng has only one son. What he said may be the truth, but what about the next day? One day, he will have something else and will have another son, which will be hard to say at that time.

To put it bluntly, Su Yiqing felt that these ancient days were not something that humans lived. As a woman, there was no guarantee of any secular constraints. A man could have the opportunity to correct his mistakes repeatedly. Most women only asked him which man was the last woman, and not who was the first woman, while a man was the opposite.

She had no chance to look back, and although she had no intention of turning back, she still felt that life was really hard and difficult. After passing this level, the next level was even more difficult.

"Or don't believe me?" Lian Yufeng couldn't wait for Su Yiqing's answer for a long time, and was a little helpless.

"I don't believe in myself." Su Yiqing also told the truth, "I have never been confident that I can be a good princess, or I have lost confidence in how to go about the future, and I don't even believe in myself. How can I trust others? What about you? At this moment, do you still have confidence in your own abilities?"

"It is up to people to do things. I believe that man will conquer nature. Even if the heavens really do not follow their wishes in the future, as long as I try my best, I will not regret it." Lian Yufeng said firmly.

"Didn't you think about getting out?" Su Yiqing looked at the handsome face of the man in front of her and her voice slowed down a little, "Have you ever thought that in fact, it might not be so hard to retreat a little bit."

"You are still too naive." Lian Yufeng shook his head, "I think you are used to so many things. It is not wrong to pursue power, nor can I say that I am obsessed with power. It's just that I stand up step by step in the extremely harsh environment. Many times, I also have a hard time walking, but as long as I take a step back, there will be no Lian Yufeng today. For me, retreating will be like failure. Failure means disappointment. There is no pure land in the world. If you don't want to harm others, others want to harm you, and I am just protecting myself."

Su Yiqing remembered Lian Yufeng's life experience and the fact that he was left in Dajing as a proton before. This is true. If he had not been able to get up by himself, even if he did not die, he would have lived a humiliating life and became a victim of the evil between the two countries. I believe that those years were also a humiliating period for him.

Thinking of this, Su Yiqing blurted out, "Since that's the case, why do you still keep me by your side?"

"Because sometimes, even though you know the danger, you still can't help it." Even Yufeng answered Su Yiqing's question without thinking, although Su Yiqing asked a little confused.

Su Yiqing didn't say anything. She didn't know whether she should believe it or whether this was the only explanation, because keeping her by her side really did harm more than good and there were many dangers.

"That black-faced general today is also yours?" Su Yiqing changed a topic and did not want to continue discussing it many times, but had no answers.

"Yes, it was my send. I asked him to patrol a few more times on your way back home. Whenever something happened, I rushed over immediately." Lian Yufeng did not deny it again.

"Are you afraid that I will be in danger, or are you afraid that I will cause you trouble?" Su Yiqing was extremely dissatisfied with this kind of open protection and actually surveillance tendency.

"All of them are." Lian Yufeng said softly, "I care about you too. Now the every move of the Ding Prince Mansion is also attracting attention. It is inevitable that some people with ulterior motives want to provoke trouble, which is not good for you. Besides, I think you may not be cruel to some things, so it is better for me to do it."

Su Yiqing admitted that if it weren't for the appearance of the black-faced general today, she might have been soft-hearted towards the woman. With the cheers from the people around her, the scene might have been out of control, but no matter how obvious control behavior still made her very unhappy. She already had the two eyes and ears of green vines and radish around her. If she did this, she would really make her very unhappy.

"You went to the Meng family today. How did you talk to Mrs. Meng?" Seeing that her face was not very good, Lian Yufeng changed the subject at the right time.

Su Yiqing frowned slightly and decided to give up on the topic that was even more unpleasant to continue. Following Lian Yufeng's words, he said: "My mother is very worried. What do you think about the marriage with Prince Guo's Mansion?"
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