Su Yiqing's thoughts were wandering, and Lu Teng just stood aside with his hands down, waiting respectfully, without any emotion change on his face, like a puppet.

After a long time, Su Yiqing said: "If you know anything else about the Dajing Mission, please tell me, even if it's a small matter."

"That's all this slave knows." Lu Teng said and asked, "Princess, do you want this slave to inquire carefully?"

"Forget it, I'm just going to ask casually. If it's okay, you can go down." It's not that Su Yiqing doesn't want to know, it's just that she would be wrong if she said too much. She doesn't want to say too many things, lest other people don't find out about her affairs and reveal herself.

's secret.

Green Vine didn't bow to him in time and retreat as before, but he still stood.

"Is there anything else?" Su Yiqing asked a little strangely.

Lu Teng said: "Princess, please tell me a few words about the prince's new favorite at the border..."

"I don't want to know this, please step back." Su Yiqing interrupted Lu Teng's words.

"Yes." Lu Teng didn't dare to say any more and just withdrew.

Su Yiqing let out a long breath. It wasn't that she didn't mind how many women Lian Yufeng had, but she had made it clear before they got married that she couldn't accept sharing a husband with others, and Lian Yufeng agreed to this.

If he really can't stand the temptation now, then there really is nothing left to talk about between them. This is the bottom line of her life.

After sitting for a while, I felt a little depressed, so I decided to take a walk in the garden.

When she walked to the back garden, she heard a burst of laughter in the distance, and she couldn't help but stop and look over.

There are a lot of maids and women holding a child over there, teaching the child how to walk.

Su Yiqing looked at the child in bright red clothes and couldn't help but be stunned.

At this moment, a small takraw ball was thrown at her feet, and a little maid of thirteen or fourteen years old ran over. Seeing her standing under the flower tree, she hurriedly saluted, "I have met the princess."

When a group of people heard the commotion, they all came over and bowed to her.

One of the nuns was still holding the little man, and came over with a smile: "Princess. The little prince is having a good time. Take a look."

The grandma said and was about to hand the child in her arms to Su Yiqing. Su Yiqing subconsciously stretched out her hand, but before she could touch the child, she suddenly retracted her hand as if bitten by a snake and took a step back.

Grandma's movements suddenly froze.

Generally speaking, it is normal for a nanny to hand the baby to the biological mother to hold. Why does the princess seem so scared?

A group of people looked at each other, and the atmosphere suddenly became weird.

Su Yiqing also knew that her behavior was inappropriate, so she coughed twice, and then said: "I have been feeling a little uncomfortable these past two days. I am too close to the child, for fear of transmitting the illness to the child."

"That's it." A group of people were relieved.

"You guys can continue playing. I'm a little tired, so I'll leave first." Su Yiqing said. She turned around and left without looking back.

Some ignorant little maids were fine, and several wet nurses and older maids couldn't help but look at each other. Is this too much? I had always known that the princess was a little cold towards the young prince, but considering that the princess was a new wife, she had been married

There was no elder to teach me. It is natural for people not to know how to get along with children. In addition, the princess has to make decisions on a lot of things in the house. Maybe the princess does not have much time, so everyone is not very surprised.

But today it was too obvious.

The attentive wet nurse noticed that from beginning to end, the princess did not even look at the young prince. How could a mother be like this? Was she born cold?

It was said that the princess had a good heart and was very kind to her servants. She even helped with the maid's marriage arrangements, but now it seems that many of the rumors are false.

If a woman has no love or affection for her own flesh and blood, who should she be expected to take more care of?

Su Yiqing almost ran away and returned to her room. After a long time, she let out a long breath.

Although her reason told her that this shouldn't be the case, she just couldn't help it. There was a voice in her heart that kept saying that that was not her child.

During the delivery, although she was in a daze, she still managed to hold on after watching the baby before she fainted. At that time, she could clearly see that there was a red birthmark slightly larger than a copper coin on the baby's shoulder, which looked like a maple leaf.

, it was very conspicuous, and she couldn't help but think of a TV series in her previous life.

When the heroine in the story was having an affair, in order to recognize her daughter in the future, she branded a plum blossom-shaped mark on the baby's shoulder.

At that time, she couldn't help but think that if her child had such a mark, she would not be afraid of being lost and difficult to recognize.

But later, when she saw the child for the second time, there was nothing on the child's shoulders. It was clearly not the same child as before.

She knew what was going on after just a little thought about this kind of thing.

In order to prevent his own child from being used as a hostage, Lian Yufeng found another child to trade with. Perhaps he was afraid that she would worry or object, so he did not tell her.

But mother and child are connected, and women have a natural affection for their own flesh and blood.

That one was not her flesh and blood. As soon as she saw it, she remembered that her child still didn't know where it was. Rationally, she understood Lian Yufeng's move. It was indeed a way to avoid harm.

But emotionally, she couldn't accept it. There was another very important reason. This baby, who was born almost at the same time as her child, had a completely different fate from her own child. He was completely used as a tool to resist conspiracies.

, it was so pitiful that she felt guilty and dared not face it.

As soon as I saw the child's eyes, those eyes seemed to say, why do you want me to be a shield?

Thinking this way, she felt even more guilty, so she didn't dare to hold the child, or even take a second look.

In fact, choosing a person is choosing a way of life. She did not actively choose Lian Yufeng, but she could not help but be tired of these things.

Lian Yufeng couldn't say that he was not good to her, but sometimes the way he acted was too much.

Thinking about it again, among all the people I met before, Meng Yan and Princess Xiangshan seem to be happier because the man they married is a good person. Even if the man has no ability, as long as he is a good person, it is enough.

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Born in a powerful family, you don’t have to worry about food and clothing, don’t expect too much, and you can be happy with a simple life.

Princess Xiangshan was lucky, and Meng Yan really made a very correct decision. It was probably because she was influenced by her parents' feelings and was afraid of those conspiracies. So she wanted to marry a man who was purely kind-hearted.

Even if we have to face a lot of trivial matters in the future, at least there won't be too big a storm.

Unlike her, she married a rich husband that everyone praised, but who could understand the pain involved?

I was touched by what happened today.

Su Yiqing felt that staying in Prince Ding's Mansion was a kind of torture. She didn't dare to leave the room. Once she left the room, she might run into the child. Even without leaving the room, the wet nurse would bring the child to pay her respects, which made her unable to escape.

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As a last resort, Su Yiqing thought about it and decided to avoid it.

As for where to avoid?

In fact, it can be said that she has no relatives or reasons in Yancheng. Besides, it is okay to visit someone else's house for a short while, but it is impossible to stay for a long time.

After much thought, I decided to go to the nunnery.

You can do it in the name of worshiping Buddha. If it is inconvenient to bring your children with you in the nunnery, you can have an excuse not to bring your children with you.

She had to do it when she thought of it. Su Yiqing told Lu Teng to clean up. She wanted to stay in a nunnery for a few days. As for that nunnery, Su Yiqing didn't know much about these nunneries in Yancheng. In her opinion, maybe these nunneries were all

Same.

Let Green Vine arrange it, as long as it's not the same house where I met Du Juan last time, and it also needs to be quieter.

Midori finally suggested to go to Qingfeng Nunnery in the suburbs of the city. The nunnery is in the suburbs but very close to the city. The vegetarian food in the nunnery is very famous. Many ladies in the city like to stay there during their free time.

Su Yiqing didn't want to be picky. She just wanted to avoid all this. As for where to go, she didn't care at all. Let Lu Teng arrange it. As for the entourage, she also tried to keep it as streamlined as possible, so as not to disturb too many people, and just treat the people in the house.

Speaking of going to the nunnery to recite sutras and pray for blessings, after all, even Yufeng is away from home. As a wife, it is also appropriate for her to occasionally worship the Bodhisattva and ask for God's blessings.

When they arrived at the place, Su Yiqing discovered that this was indeed a good place. It was surrounded by mountains and rivers, with red flowers and green trees, and a gentle breeze. It was very nice.

Of course, she was not in the mood to enjoy the scenery.

After arriving at the nunnery, she learned to chant sutras and meditate every day. She didn't believe in this, but she just felt that it could make people feel calmer and less irritable.

Since this Qingfeng nunnery is specially designed to entertain the women's families of dignitaries, everything is naturally complete, so there is nothing to worry about.

Su Yiqing stayed for several days without anyone bothering her. She lived in a separate courtyard. The mountain was a big place with many houses and the courtyards were far apart.

Presumably this is also the reason why Green Vine chose this place.

After staying for a few days, Su Yiqing suddenly became interested and wanted to go for a walk in the back mountain. After all, it was boring to stay in the house and chant sutras all day.

She didn't want green vines and other maids around her, and wanted to be quiet, so she walked along the mountain road alone and came to a small pavilion on the mountainside. She felt a little tired and wanted to take a rest.

After taking a few steps, he was stopped by someone.

Only then did she see clearly that there was already someone in the small pavilion. She seemed to be a young woman, with her back turned to her. Judging from her dress, she must be a decent lady.

The people who stopped her were two burly men, who looked like very skilled guards.

Su Yiqing didn't want to be troublesome, and naturally she didn't like others to disturb her, so she just left.

"Chen Liang, please don't be rude." The young woman in the pavilion said, "I don't own this pavilion, so how can I stop others from entering?"

When one of the men heard this, he immediately took a step back and said, "Yes, madam."

As the woman spoke, she walked over and said apologetically to Su Yiqing: "The servant is powerless. Madam, please don't be offended. If you don't mind, can we sit together?"

"No... I'm leaving first." Su Yiqing looked at the woman with a face full of shock. It took her a long time to find her voice, and she quickly left as if she was running away.

I heard the guard behind me say to the lady: "Why is this person like this... so strange."

Su Yiqing never heard the next words again.

She walked quickly, covering the veil tightly with her hands, for fear that the veil would fall off accidentally.
To be continued...