Su Yiqing said indifferently: "There are no right or wrong in many things in life. I am willing to be an ordinary person, but things have always come to me. I don't kill Boren and Boren to die because of it. I can't hide anymore. I don't want to hide anymore. Everything has cause and effect. I don't want to do this. I am also implicated innocently. I can't sit and wait for death. The beating I have paid off what I owe to the Su family since the day I married Lian Yufeng."

"You owe the Su family?" Zhao Boyang said, "Is this marriage not what you are willing to do?"

"What you mean is willing to give? No, I'm not such a person, I just don't like to owe others." Su Yiqing paused, remembered Xin'er, and said, "Of course, it's not all for the Su family. I remember when I came to the door late at night, please help me save my maid who was bitten by a snake?"

Of course, Zhao Boyang remembers that it seemed that from that time on Su Yiqing was disappointed with him. He thought that revealing the truth of the venomous snake incident could save it. Now, the idea at that time was really naive. Liked someone not to reveal her scars and make her face unbearable.

"Madam Zhou wants me to die." Su Yiqing said indifferently, "You can guess the reason. Some things I don't want to explain, nor can I explain them clearly, but I didn't know at that time. I just thought that there was a person in this world who was willing to die to save me, so I naturally wanted to save her. I had no other way, and I didn't want to force others, so there was only one way."

Zhao Boyang closed his eyes and said, "Break into the palace to steal treasures?"

Later, the maid was fine, and he vaguely guessed something, but he just couldn't believe it.

Su Yiqing said: "It's almost the same. But I can't even tell the east, south, west and north of the palace. I don't know where the treasure house is. It's impossible to steal secretly. I can only ask for someone to ask for Empress Xu. Empress Xu is indeed a strange woman. She promised me the exchange conditions. If others need it, as long as they don't violate morality, I will definitely serve my life. Later, she found me and the condition proposed was to marry Lian Yufeng, and I couldn't refuse."

"It turns out to be like this." Zhao Boyang sighed, "Do you think that Empress Xu is harming the Su family? Because you escaped and ruined the agreement?"

Su Yiqing shook her head. "No. I agreed to Empress Xu at the beginning. As long as I marry, the transaction is completed, I can find an opportunity to escape. She will also help to protect the people around me, but maybe I am really a broom star, and misfortune will happen to those close to me."

"What happened to you afterwards?" Zhao Boyang asked.

Su Yiqing's face darkened a little again and said softly: "What else can I do? After being held hostage, I knew I could not go back. Of course, I didn't want to go back to that place that is suppressed and desperate. I wanted to leave a few times before, but I couldn't make up my mind and had too many concerns. Once this happened, I had no other choice, so I could only leave with my teeth. I had known that a woman was extremely dangerous and could not imagine anything but her own experience... But it was over. No matter how hard a person was, she had to live. Suicide would damage her good deeds. I was afraid of retribution in the next life."

"You've been alone?" Zhao Boyang said and felt that this was a bit misunderstood, so he said, "I mean, you will continue like this from now on?"

"What can I do if I don't do this?" Su Yiqing smiled bitterly, "Actually, I'm afraid of living alone to live in my old age. I can't move when I'm old. I'm still alone, and no one cares. I'm afraid when I think about it. I also want to have a family, have children, but I can't just find a man to marry. Even if I think, unless I hide it, I don't know my identity and there are so many people who dare to marry. The rest have ulterior motives. I really don't understand why I've been so far. I can say that this is fate, and I can't blame God, compared to those who have nothing to do.

There are people who suffer all the hardships at birth. I was born in a wealthy country. I shouldn’t have to complain. It’s really not. I am not good at it. Now I’m at a dead end again and I want to fight. But I’m so sorry, you’re right. Everyone has their own right to choose. I shouldn’t instigate you to risk extermination of the nine clans to do such a ruthless thing. When I heard the news of something happened to Yuanping Bo’s Mansion, I thought I could bear it, but it turned out to be more difficult than I thought, so I shouldn’t force others, I’m sorry.”

Su Yiqing bowed solemnly and turned around to leave.

"Wait, what are you going to do?" Zhao Boyang felt that her words were like saying goodbye.

Su Yiqing said: "If you have your persistence, then even if this matter comes to an end, I can't act like I don't know anything, so I want to go back to the capital and see how the Su family is doing."

"Wouldn't it be very dangerous for you to go back to the capital?" Zhao Boyang said, "Empress Xu is not a simple person. She may find a way to take advantage of you."

Su Yiqing said sadly: "There is nothing to do. I have no other place to go. There is another thing I forgot to tell you, when Yunzhou City was broken, I was in Yunzhou. Do you know Zhang Qifeng? He is from King Ping. They want to instigate you and know my identity, so they want to use me. I also have a few friends in Yunzhou. This time I really have to implicate them, oh! I forgot to say that although Jing Gang is a bandit, in one aspect, he is a good person, and he is not willing to take such a path. After I leave, you leave, don't make things difficult for others."

Zhao Boyang watched Su Yiqing leave sadly. Before stepping out of the door, Su Yiqing did not look back and said, "I hope this is our last meeting."

Zhao Boyang's heart was shocked suddenly. He knew that Su Yiqing said this not to hate him or hate him for not meeting him because of this, but that there were no pleasant memories between the two. If it could be avoided, they should avoid meeting. When it was unavoidable, they usually had no choice but to have a great misfortune. It was a blessing for both parties to not meet.

After all, he owed her again. The grudges of his family can be said to be the affairs of his elders, but this woman was a debt he owed throughout his life. All the tragedies were caused by his thoughts, young and childish, and impulsive marriage. If it weren't for his appearance, she might have lived her life in the ancient Buddha of Qinglantern in the nun. In the eyes of that time, this was too cruel for a girl in her youth, but now, it would be nothing wrong to live a peaceful life.

She had long known that people's hearts were sinister and could not fight, so she chose to escape, but he overestimated his abilities. In the past, he could have used excuses to say that it was the reason for the Lian brothers and sisters, and he could not help himself, but now his own sins were exposed, and it was her blessing to not marry her, otherwise he would have to bear such an inescapable pain with him.

Su Yiqing went back to her room to pack her luggage, but there was nothing to clean up. She just lived here for such days. A woman was always a little unable to leave her personal belongings for others to clean up. In addition, tidying up her room is also the most basic politeness in life.

While cleaning up, someone knocked on the door outside. When he opened the door, he saw that it was Jing Gang.

Just so happened that she wanted to say goodbye to Jing Gang, and said, "Brother Jing, please come in."

Jing Gang walked in, saw the small bag on the table, frowned and said, "Are you leaving?"

Su Yiqing nodded, "Yes, Brother Jing, thank you for your care these days, and has brought you a lot of trouble. I'm so sorry, I have nothing to repay you. A little woman cannot say anything like a man like a man. Don't cause trouble to you anymore is the best reward. We will not meet again within the range I can control."

Jing Gang's face darkened. Sometimes people are so conflicted. Although he didn't want Su Yiqing to provoke Zhao Boyang's rebellion, he must admit that this time he was looking for someone. He was living a good life in Yunzhou City, but he found someone in the middle of the night, but it turned out like this.

It was him who disturbed the girl's life again. It is undeniable that if he hadn't told her about Zhao Boyang's news, she would have lost all of her concerns. Some things would have passed if they didn't know them. If they knew, even if they didn't want to, they would still have to take on the corresponding responsibilities, even if they couldn't bear this responsibility.

Judging from the words and phrases over the past few days, it is obvious that General Zhao has suffered a serious blow, which has led to his depressed and desire to die. She advised her to rebel may have no choice. Even if there is anything wrong, it is not her fault.

But at this time, Jing Gang didn't know what to say, so he advised her to stay. If she didn't have this position, she would just leave like this, and what would she have to do?

As soon as Jing Gang was silent, Su Yiqing said, "Brother Jing, don't worry. After I leave, General Zhao will leave immediately. Meeting by chance will cause you trouble. I'll say sorry for him. There's nothing else to repay."

After saying this, Jing Gang felt even more sensible in his heart. He really had no intention of doing so. However, his previous words and deeds really reminded him of a sentence, saying, "If you are a bandit, you are a righteous man, but you will be timid afterwards."

While talking, Su Yiqing had already packed up, picked up the package, and didn't say goodbye. She just nodded and said goodbye.

"It's dark, so it's better to take a rest for one night and leave tomorrow." Jing Gang couldn't say anything pretentious to keep, but he didn't expect her to go down the mountain so sadly.

"No, I like to walk at night, but in fact, walking at night is safer than during the day." Su Yiqing smiled faintly, "The person who makes a decision should consider whether he is a female ghost."

In a relaxed sentence, experienced people know the sadness here. Indeed, it is safer to walk at night when a woman is wandering outside. However, the wind is heavy and the dew is heavy, and the wilderness is even more gloomy and terrifying. Big men dare not walk at night easily, let alone a woman.

Jing Gang was speechless, the world was difficult and no one was easy. (To be continued...)
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