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Chapter 227 Not just for love

(After reading the book review, many book friends disagree with the emotional descriptions of these two chapters. In fact, it is not that I am delaying the plot or changing the writing style. I also want to write more plots that everyone likes to read. I have only advanced to the sixth level profession and have to write a lot of things. There is no need to delay the number of words at all. Moreover, I don’t think I can write emotional dramas, otherwise I won’t write nearly 800,000 words. There is no heroine yet. I am not writing love for love. In fact, some of them will affect the transformation of the protagonist and the ending of the novel. I have to make an explanation in advance as a prelude to it, otherwise it will appear too abrupt. Fortunately, the title of each chapter shows the main meaning of the chapter. If book friends who don’t like this kind of description, they can choose not to subscribe and wait until the public version is lifted. The number of words in the main text has exceeded, and the extra sentences written will not waste your Qidian coins. I sincerely thank you for your support!)

"Stop, stop..." A Feng was still explaining and analyzing, as if he was a "love expert", but I really couldn't stand it anymore. "Don't talk about so much 'theoretical knowledge' anymore. I know I have too many shortcomings. You should just tell me what to do in the future. I will do it as I will."

Afeng glared at me unhappily, as if he was blaming me for interrupting his "speech", but in the end he did not have an attack. "I've heard that so much, what do you have to experience yourself and what do you think you should do next?"

"You didn't let me launch a fierce 'love offensive' towards Xiaoyue and start a fanatical pursuit, right?"

"Idiot, wouldn't you be as 'cheesy' as everyone else? What are the advantages? I'm so angry that I'm so angry that I've taught you so much for so long, but I still have no idea at all."

After saying something, I was confused again. He told me the truth and the slander. I was so irresponsible that I was doing nothing and didn’t know what to do. “A Feng, you have made it clear what to do. Don’t let me guess and delay my precious rest time. You have also said that my 'emotional intelligence index' is very low and I have no good idea about such things.”

Afeng shook his head and sighed long, "Forget it, rotten wood cannot be carved, I don't have to worry about it. I mean to let you be a little more proactive in the future, and you don't have to approach Xiaoyue deliberately, but you must not let go of every opportunity to contact you, and you seem to take more care of her..."

After talking for a long time, I still didn't understand. Those vague verbs and adjectives with vague concepts are really too abstract. I can't understand how to deal with and grasp them in detail. "Afeng, can you give a practical example and see what I should do?"

Afeng thought about it, "There is a good opportunity in front of you, your newly made 'Feng Yu Cloak'. Xiaoyue has helped a lot in it. At least one-third of it should belong to her..."

"What do you mean is that I will give the 'Phoenix Cloak' to Xiaoyue as a gift? But..." I jumped up in surprise. This is a necessary equipment to enter and exit the "Hell Volcano" and must not be abandoned easily.

"What are you anxious about? I didn't ask you to give it to her. Such expensive equipment is too abrupt if you give it for free. Wouldn't you just tell the other party that you have ulterior motives? Even if you really want to give it to her, you will definitely not accept it according to Xiaoyue's personality."

"Then what do you mean?" I was a little anxious after being kept in a while.

"You can't give it away, you can borrow it. You usually stay in the 'Nether Space' most of the time. In addition to using the 'Phoenix Cloak' in and out of the 'Hell Volcano', it does not have much effect on you, the lonely wizard. You are not handsome and don't need to rely on it to increase your 'charisma'. It is a waste to wear it on your body. It's better to lend it to Xiaoyue to the cloak. Anyway, Xiaoyue also loves this 'Phoenix Cloak' and has made great efforts from it. It's also a common occurrence in the game. In this way, it can not only further gain Xiaoyue's favor, but also not seem to be deliberately pleasing her."

Immediately afterwards, I discussed the specific details and listened to Afeng "instructions" for me. After roughly finalizing the "action plan", Afeng and I were speechless for a while, and the atmosphere suddenly became a little dull again.

"You have been so concerned about the matchmaking, do you really think that there is a possibility of starting or even joining between Xiaoyue and me?" From the beginning, this question was in my heart. I endured it for a long time and wanted to continue to immerse myself in the beautiful fantasy of "weaving", but I finally asked it.

Afeng looked at me calmly, expressionless, still silent, suddenly smiled slightly, "No, no matter from which aspect, it is impossible between you and Xiaoyue, and there is no chance."

Although this is also the answer I imagined, it still surprised me to say it directly from the most "enthusiastic" Afeng, "Since that's the case, why do you still encourage me to take positive actions?" Isn't this equivalent to wasting my time and feelings?

"Real life is very practical. As far as general rules are concerned, you and Xiaoyue are not a good match, and there is no possibility. But I have told you just now that you are in the virtual game world, and you do not necessarily follow the rules of reality. You can try everything you don't dare to think or do in normal times. Even if you fail, you lose your bad luck and lose your ugly face, no one knows your true identity. If you have changed to a game or return to reality, you will not know each other even if you don't have any impression. In that case, why don't you let go of yourself, get rid of those thoughtful burdens, enjoy it in this virtual game world and experience an alternative life. I know that you are currently pursuing a better girl in real life. You haven't yet

Have that confidence and courage, but it is different in the game. You don’t need to take too much responsibility for your words and deeds. Whether it is ultimately successful or failure, it is a rare experience and can help you accumulate valuable experience. The important thing is that you must face it bravely and try and challenge it. As a brother who has been with you for so many years, I can tell you frankly that your ability is not bad and you have many strengths, but your biggest weakness is that you lack confidence. To be honest, you even feel a sense of inferiority deep in your heart, which unknowingly affects your thinking, restricts your actions, and greatly limits your development. The most direct consequence is that you are still accomplishing nothing and are almost unable to maintain your basic life.

Wrong, now you have gained a foothold in this online game "Tianxia" because of a lucky start. You can even say that you have made a fortune for the time being. But after all, this is a virtual world and does not represent a real life. How long can an online game last? One year, two years, or three to five years? So what should you do after that? What should you do? Should you continue to return to your previous lifestyle and rely on the support of a large amount of money you successfully earned in "Tianxia" to live in a mediocre life? Or have you tasted the sweetness and want to continue to be a professional player? However, you may not be lucky again when you start a new game again. With your experience and skills, you have no advantages. I am afraid it is difficult to achieve the achievements you have made in "Tianxia", and may only be countless ordinary people.

One of the players. Or do you realize your dream, accumulate an initial start-up capital, and start learning from others to invest in business? But this has higher requirements for the overall quality of an individual. First of all, you must be confident and believe that you will succeed. You must not be timid. Otherwise, you will not be able to gain a foothold in the fierce and cruel social competition. You just want to "burn money" in vain. If you don't try hard to break through this psychological shackles and try your best to change and improve yourself, once you lose the protection of "lucky", it will be difficult to succeed. You may not have much future in your life." The further you go, A Feng's expression becomes more serious, and he gradually becomes stern from his smile, looking straight at me, and even becomes a little "sharp".

"But, I..." I moved my mouth, instinctively wanted to say something, defend myself and even refute it, but when I spoke, I felt so pale and powerless, I couldn't organize any words, my mind was messy and I didn't know what to do. For a long time, especially in the three or four years after graduation, no matter how adversity I was in, Afeng gave me the same support and encouragement as usual, and firmly believed that "difficulties are only temporary". As long as I continue to work hard and don't give up easily, there will always be a "showing success" day. I have never criticized me as much as today, without leaving any mercy, and have nakedly "exposed" some things that I had originally deliberately forgotten and hidden deep in my heart, forcing me to face these problems directly.

"In fact, you are not useless. When facing what you really want to do, you have a resilience beyond ordinary people. Even professional players may not be able to endure it for as long as you do. Most of them choose to combine with other companions. There are few "lonely visitors" like you who almost regard "necrotic space" as your home. Even I don't have the confidence to do it. And when facing various difficult tasks, you are extremely determined, always trying your best to complete it, never giving up halfway, which is completely different from the performance of the jobs you have done in reality. Because at that time you just worked for the sake of work,

It is what you really want to do, and you don’t put all your enthusiasm into it, let alone believe that you can do it well. With such a mentality, how can you succeed? I didn’t dare to tell you these real thoughts before, because I was afraid that it would be too big to make you in adversity unbearable. But now it’s different. You are developing relatively smoothly in the virtual game world and are in a prosperous situation. A series of successes and obvious improvements in the economic situation have increased your confidence a lot. Although you are not completely free from the shackles of inferiority complex, you are already able to accept my blunt advice to you. As a brother, I don’t want to see you continue to suffer losses, and I have to say some things..."

I am worthy of being my closest friend. I have a deep understanding of my nature. When facing a job I don’t like, I always can’t stand up. In the early days of arriving in Pengcheng, due to insufficient psychological preparation and under pressure from employment and life, I had no choice but to find a job as soon as possible. I could only aim to find a job as soon as possible, but lack real investment, so I naturally could not do my job well. I often felt that my future was bleak and I had to resign. In this case, I became more and more impatient and fell into a "vicious cycle" and my situation became more and more difficult. If Afeng said this at that time to "add harm to me", I would never have the courage to perseverely. I would probably leave Pengcheng and return to my hometown. I would probably "criticize" me at this time. Even if I am not easy to accept, it will not cause too bad results.

"The reason why you formed such a personality is that you did not perform well in the college entrance examination and did not get into a key university as you wish..." A Feng hesitated for a while, and finally continued to say, "Is there any impact of the '101 Love Letter Storm' incident in my freshman year?"

My body was obviously shocked, "101 Love Letter Storm", this is a memory buried in my heart, a memory that I felt painful and even felt "shamed". I have been trying hard to forget it, but it often lingers in my mind. The first time I sincerely paid for it was "disdainful". It was a heavy blow to my self-confidence, which was already damaged by the abnormal college entrance examination, and seriously hurt my self-esteem.

That was my first time to be moved. The other party was a beautiful and enthusiastic girl. In spite of the instigation of my classmates, I pretended to be excited and decided to start pursuing her. I had no money to invite her to have fun. So I made a unique idea and wrote her one hundred and one love letter every day, one letter every day, perseverance, hoping to impress her with my sincerity. However, my painstaking efforts were not accepted by her, and the ending was very miserable. After sending the 101 love letter, all the love letters were actually made public on the campus website. I was openly rejected and marked with extremely sarcastic comments such as "The toad wants to eat swan meat" and other extremely sarcastic comments.

Although I hid the signature, I naturally couldn't hide it from it. For a moment, I became the laughing stock of everyone around me. Of course, I was very calm - I was originally betting with my classmates and I didn't expect to succeed. It seemed that success or failure had no effect on me, but I was very painful inside. When I paid so much, I had never been explicitly rejected and had a trace of fantasy, I was ruthlessly fooled. As a topic of conversation, the "101 Love Letter Storm" quickly subsided because there was no following text, but in fact it was always remembered in the depths of my heart and could not be forgotten for a moment. Sometimes when I recalled, "sexual coldness" and "sense of inferiority" might be the causes planted at that time.

Unexpectedly, even such a secret thing was seen by Afeng. It seems that I still can't hide myself from my true trusted friends. I smiled bitterly, "I understand what you mean, I will try my best..."
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