Time flies so fast, in the blink of an eye...

It has been five years since Bee wrote the book.

I think back to that time as if it happened yesterday.

Time, how come you pass by so fast?

However, I couldn't help but sigh.

It has been 5 years, I have been creating for 5 years.

In May 2011, I started creating.

In July 2011, I officially published the book.

As of today, it has been more than 5 years.

During these 5 years…

There have been countless joys.

There have been countless excitements.

There have been countless excitements.

There have been countless laughs.

but…

I also had thoughts of giving up.

Because I was reviled, I thought about giving up.

Because it was too difficult, I thought about giving up.

Really, I didn't know that until then.

What I once loved has become my job.

It will become a very tiring thing.

When in good condition,

I once wrote ten chapters a day.

But when the condition is not good.

I once wrote a chapter for ten hours.

People who have never written a book will not understand.

don't understand,

The feeling of racking your brains to come up with ideas.

don't understand,

The feeling of not being in a good state but still forcing myself to create.

It's really hard.

I usually never drink.

I don’t know how to drink, and I don’t like drinking either.

But, I remember very clearly,

On my birthday in 2011, I drank it.

Not only did I drink, I also cried.

I cried in front of my best friend.

I told him:

I can't hold on any longer, it's really unbearable.

He said:

Then stop writing, there are many things you can do.

Don't drive yourself crazy because of this.

I said:

But I still have to write, this is my choice.

It's what I like to do.

if,

I can't even do the things I like to do well.

So what else can I do?

Yes, that was the reason why I persisted at that time.

This is my choice, it is something I like, and I must stick to it.

However, I still wavered, wavered countless times.

Whenever it’s difficult, when I can’t hold on any longer.

I will share my thoughts with others.

Countless colleagues have also advised me.

someone said:

There is no author who is not criticized by readers.

If you want to wear the crown, you must bear its weight, so you have to be patient.

When more people criticize you, you will become popular.

someone said:

Writing is inherently difficult,

Otherwise, it is said that the life of a creative person is short?

But you have to persevere,

Keep at it and you will succeed.

But the interesting thing is,

I'm still creating now.

And those colleagues who have advised me,

But they basically gave up.

Yes, that's the case with many things.

It's easier said than done.

There are some things that can only be truly done,

Only then did I realize how difficult it was.

And I'm very happy.

Fortunately, so many people failed to hold on,

But I finally persisted.

But I can persevere,

It's not because of the big principles they told me.

The biggest reason why I can persist.

Actually it's... you.

Whenever I want to give up, I see your support.

I just told myself that for you, I will continue.

Whenever I want to give up, I see your encouragement,

I told myself that I must persist for you.

Really, I'm really happy.

I'm so lucky to have you lovely readers.

I'm so lucky to have a group of awesome brothers like you.

hope…

You are with me every birthday.

also wish…
Chapter completed!