What he has experienced and endured in his life is pain that Zhuang Yibo never dared to imagine.

During the days when he was in coma, she looked at him lying on the hospital bed, and what often flashed through her mind was what he had experienced——

What he had mentioned, he had never mentioned, what she had seen, what she had never seen...

She had never experienced such a life, but in just a few days of imagining it, she indulged herself in almost suffocating pain.

She couldn't breathe.

If this was her life, she might have chosen to give up at the very beginning.

There was no way she could get to where she is today, couldn't achieve what he had achieved, let alone defeat the disease...

He has done many things that ordinary people cannot do, but in the end, he still blames himself and regrets because of his brother's failure.

But he shouldn't have to bear the burden of another person's life, even if that person is his biological brother.

He has endured enough in his life. If he has to do his best to survive for himself, how can he have the energy to take care of others?

Besides, after experiencing so many things, won't he feel tired, fatigued or weak?

He can.

So during the two years when he was ill, he went abroad and let go of all domestic affairs. Even Shen Haoxuan no longer cared about it, so he let himself go for two years.

But is this too much? Should this be criticized?

No, no one can judge his life except himself.

But if he judged herself because he failed to fulfill his responsibilities as a brother, it would only be adding burden and pain to his life. She didn't want to see him bear this kind of burden and pain anymore.

Shen Wangjin probably understood what she meant.

He rubbed her hand, and after a long time, he spoke in a low voice: "Then...how should I heal myself?"

"Life is still very long." She looked at him with red eyes, "The future is still very long... We can take our time together..."

After hearing this, Shen Wangjin looked at her quietly for a long time, then stretched out his hand to gently touch her eyes, and smiled slowly.

Shen Wangjin stayed in the hospital in Bincheng for nearly a month.

Shen Haoxuan has also lived here for the whole month.

Their wards were adjacent to each other, and Zhuang Yibo could often hear the noise coming from Shen Haoxuan's side, but no matter how painful Shen Haoxuan was, Shen Wangjin forced Shen Ruiwen to send someone to restrain him tightly, and let him shed tears without mercy.

By the time he was discharged from the hospital, Shen Haoxuan had lost a lot of weight. He had long hair, dark circles under his eyes, and an unkempt beard. The word "abnormal" was written all over his face.

Although the person looks abnormal, the frequency of attacks is much lower, but the eyes become more and more shrunken, looking a bit sinister.

Fortunately, Zhuang Yibo didn't have much contact with him, and didn't care much about his eyes and eyes.

On the day of discharge, two cars drove up to a brand new villa.

Zhuang Yibo looked at the house in front of him with some surprise, "This is..."

Shen Wangjin didn't say anything, he just stretched out his hand to shake her and said: "The environment here is not bad."

Zhuang Yibo couldn't help but pursed his lips after hearing this.

The environment here is indeed very good, and more importantly, there are no painful memories.

He prepared it for himself and for her.
Chapter completed!