I'm A Dou

In order to appease Zhang Fei, I went to Langzhong in person. Zhang Fei lost a lot and was a little dazed. He was a straightforward person. His second uncle's death hit him more than his father. I had heard of him drinking heavily in the army. I had been to persuade him several letters. Now it seems that those letters did not work much. When I saw him, he was carrying a jar of wine to start drinking.

"Uncle San!" As soon as I entered the door, I rushed to the ground, hugged Zhang Fei's legs, and burst into tears.

How long has it been since I cried in front of others? I don’t know, I remember that when I was a child, I was very crying, holding tears all day long, and even Mr. Yiji laughed at me as if I were a father. But now, the last time I cried in front of others seemed to be a matter of my previous life. When I encountered something, I no longer cried, but thought of a solution in silence, but found someone to discuss it. There was no way to solve it. I would bit my lower lip hard and sit in a daze. But I couldn’t help crying because the way Mr. Kongming taught me to deal with my third uncle was just the word crying.

When Zhang Fei was crying, he was so scared that he threw the jar of wine on the ground and threw it into thousands of pieces: "Adou! What's wrong with brother?!"

"Father is fine, woo--"

"What's wrong? Ah, A Dou! Say it!"

I didn't say anything, I just hugged Zhang Fei's legs and cried in a daze.

Zhang Fei couldn't stand it anymore, so he patted my shoulder with his big hand and shouted: "Baby, kid, what's wrong? What's the problem? Tell me to my third uncle, don't cry!"

I choked and said, "Uncle San, I'm in trouble!" I said these three words, and my tears once again burst into my eyes.

This time, there are real tears!

It is really difficult for me, it is the kind of difficulty that cannot be told to others. For my goal, I walk on a dangerous and dangerous wire. In order to strengthen my strength, I cheated and steal talents from other countries; in order to strengthen my strength, I ran around to contact each other at a young age; in order to strengthen my strength, I was suspicious and idle; in order to strengthen my strength, I secretly ran to the enemy country and the army, and used my own meager power to change my destiny; in order to strengthen my strength, I even planned to plan my brother and father; I don’t know when I would make a mistake in one step, and then fell into the abyss and broke into pieces...

Knowing history is lucky, but knowing history is also sad. It is like seeing the waves of the huge sea surging, but you can't escape, have nowhere to hide, and have no way to rely on. You want to shout for help, but no one will understand you. You want to build a castle, but you find that your power is so weak.

I kept trying to change my destiny, but I fell down again and again. I wanted to stand up myself, but I found that I had been used to crawling like a quadruped animal. I wanted to bathe in the light, but I found that I had long been covered in mud.

My suffering cannot be told to others, and I can only walk my own way. My father is a mountain, but I have hollowed out myself. The civil and military officials in the court are like a game of chess, but the powerful chariots and horses have become old. The loyalty of the men around me is unpredictable, and the pawns around me are full of suspicion. I do not have the prestige of my father, the wisdom of Kongming, and the unparalleled force and domineering spirit of a horse like Zhang Fei and Guan Yu.

Now is not a good time to send troops. I know, but I need a victory to lay my own position, consolidate my power, and eliminate the neglect of me by the civil and military officials of Yizhou and Wei Wu. I know that after my father died, when I succeeded to the throne, the huge civil strife and external conquest, although Kong Ming could rely on, I did not want to repeat such a situation. Moreover, in this situation, my internal worries were no less than external troubles. I was like a greedy snake, dragging my weak body to eat food that I could not reach, but I didn't know when I would die due to indigestion.

I worked hard and ran hard, not daring to let myself think about these things. But I dreamed at midnight and suddenly woke up, but I always saw Liu Shengzhi's wife's vicious cursed eyes in the dark night.

But who is the choice of all this? All the roads are my own. I cannot regret it or look back. Even if I guard the third uncle who is like a mountain in front of me, I can only hold his strong legs and rest for a while, but I cannot say even a word to him. Otherwise, the third uncle who is kindly patting my shoulder will tear me apart with his giant hand that can fight tigers and leopards.

Although everything was asked by myself, it was really difficult for me, a 15-year-old boy, a teenager who was not very good at intelligence or courage, and a teenager who took on the heavy burden alone!

At the age of fifteen, how many people pretend to be babies in their parents' arms? How many people are still pregnant with their initial rebellion and the people closest to them are blocked by a word? How many people are still staring at the girl next door's first red face, dazed, and dreaming that the most beautiful and truest dream? But I, in the center of power, stand alone, and walk carefully through the stormy waves, afraid that I will be crushed to pieces because of a small mistake.

I can't afford to fail, so I'm destined to do everything I can, so I'm destined to lose that once innocent self. Sometimes, I even envy the A Dou who can't help him. His life was a failure, but he calmly enjoyed the peace of life, and never worked as hard as I did.

I cried, crying until tears wet Zhang Fei's legs, and until Zhang Fei, who was heartbroken, also cried with me.

"Baby, boy, stop crying, everything is here with Uncle San." Zhang Fei seemed to be much more awake at this time.

"Uncle San, I heard that you always cry and drink. I feel uncomfortable. I miss Uncle II!"

These words instantly knocked down Zhang Fei, who was like a mountain, and he burst into tears.

"The second uncle must be revenged! At that time, the second uncle saved his nephew and others with his life. Every time I closed my eyes, the second uncle Yinrong appeared in front of me. Northern Wei and Eastern Wu are our irreconcilable enemies! Third uncle, when you were in the Three Kingdoms and Taoyuan, you were in the Three Kingdoms, and now the second uncle is dead, my father is seriously ill, and you are the only one left. You can't drink all day, no matter your nephew, you have to help your nephew fulfill this wish!" I continued to cry.

Zhang Fei cried with tears in his eyes: "Child! Good child! I thought that people in the world had long forgotten the second brother's grudge for some fame and fortune. I never thought that you, a good child who values ​​love and righteousness! It was the third uncle who was wrong. Uncle San didn't know how much burden you were on, and Uncle San only cared about his own sadness... You said, if the troops were sent to Dongwu now, I would send troops immediately, willing to be the vanguard, and I would not be a human being if I did not kill Sun Quan's head!"

"The third uncle, the second uncle's hatred is not Sun Quan's family. If Cao Cao had not sent a letter to Sun Quan, the two families would unite, and with the bravery of the second uncle, why should we be afraid of the rats in the Eastern Wu? If you take revenge, you need to place Cao Cao and Sun Quan's heads in front of the second uncle's spirit to relieve the hatred in your heart! Even though Cao Cao died, he should dig his tomb and expose his body. How can this evil man sleep peacefully on the ground!"

"Well said! Well said! Every sentence is in my heart. My son, what should I do! Uncle San will never drink anymore, and Uncle San will listen to you in everything. As long as you can take revenge, you can do whatever you say, Uncle San will do whatever you say!"

"The second uncle's hatred is as big as a mountain. The Sun and Cao families harmed the second uncle, but the thief was determined to die, and they wanted to unite again to harm us. Third uncle, the second uncle is now dead, Jingzhou has been lost, the father is seriously ill, and the nephew is in power at a young age. Many ministers in the court are dissatisfied. Sun Wu, Cao Wei, looked at Dandan, and held troops to face each other. They were on the front line. Our army occupied Chang'an and was surrounded on all sides. The fourth uncle Zhao Yun was in danger. I wanted to raise an army to rescue the fourth uncle and settle the two states of Yongliang in the north, but Yizhou is the fundamental place. If it is lost, wouldn't my nephew be a sinner? Besides, Xu Huang and others seized the boundaries of Jiangbei of Jingzhou, and led their troops to attack the Yong counties. The land of Yizhou is as dangerous as eggs. Who will protect me?"

Zhang Fei hit the chest with a blow: "What are you worried about? I'll leave it to Uncle San. Uncle San will use this old bone to support you with an iron-clad Yizhou!"

"I had this idea for a long time, but when I saw my third uncle crying and drinking all day long and ignoring military affairs, I would be heartbroken. If my father and second uncle were there, I could still persuade my third uncle, but my nephew was not virtuous and could not avenge my second uncle's revenge, and I could not persuade my third uncle to drink soon. How could my nephew not feel uncomfortable? Yizhou was in such a dangerous situation, how could my nephew not be sad!"

Zhang Fei shook his head: "Don't worry, Uncle Third is healthy, what is this little bit of wine? Besides, since I have been trusted, I will control myself. Now the three brothers in Taoyuan are only me and my elder brother. How can I embarrass my elder brother and make my second brother uneasy in the nine springs? What's more, I can drink alcohol in Langzhong. When I arrive in Chengdu, I can't drink even if I want to. Your father is banned from drinking."

Uncle San is telling the truth. After his father commanded Yizhou, he specially formulated a bill to store grain and grass, which was not allowed to exist, such as wine-consuming industries that consume a large amount of grain. For a while, he even found that anyone who had wine-making utensils in his home would be punished. One day, Jian Yong accompanied his father and saw a man walking on the avenue. Jian Yong hurriedly said to his father: "That man wants to do a woman's ugly thing, why don't he catch it?" Liu Bei said: "How do you know?" Jian Yong replied: "He brought the utensils." His father laughed and changed the law to punish wine-making utensils. However, the law prohibiting the folk wine-making has been implemented. But then again, I don't believe that this ban can control Uncle San. Even if everyone in the world has no alcohol to drink, you can find a jar of wine in his room.

"Uncle San, my nephew is not a joke. The safety of Yizhou is far more important than your and my personal lives. I really don't hope that you will also suffer the same disaster as Jingzhou because of your shortcomings. Your shortcomings are one is to be addicted to alcohol and greedy for the glasses, and the other is to whip the soldiers. If these two problems do not change, my nephew will never hand over Yizhou to you."

Zhang Fei listened to my words and said solemnly: "Good boy, don't worry. If Lao Zhang really fell to the point of asking a child to remind him, then I would be in vain." After saying that, he stood up and turned back and opened several tables. There were jars and jars, and each grid was full of fine wine. I saw Zhang Fei's throat joints squirming, and then he exhaled and slashed with a palm. With a loud bang, the whole table and the jar were broken into thousands of pieces.
Chapter completed!