Chapter 385 : Beautiful Marriage 4
However, they still came overwhelmingly, making him desperate to hell.
A trace of scarlet blood slowly flowed down the corner of his mouth. The bright red color made him feel hollow at the moment, as if his heart had been gouged out alive.
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He looked up at the empty forest and roared, and finally, the tall figure suddenly fell down.
He held his head, which was suffering from a splitting headache, and hit the ground crazily. He kept hammering, and the blood on his forehead covered his face along with his cheeks.[
He doesn't dare to stop, and he can't stop
Because, just stop.
The image of two people kissing would appear in his mind.
There was a harsh buzzing in the eardrums, and in the end, the voice turned into a kind of crazy ridicule.
It was like steel needles piercing his brain hard. The more he tried to pull it out, the more indescribable pain he felt, and the more he couldn't move.
Why did he run away just now?
Why don't you rush in and question her loudly!
Yes! He was afraid, afraid that she would look at him with disgust, and even more afraid that she would tell him that she had never loved him and everything was just his wishful thinking.
She fell in love with Shangguan Yue. The only person she loved was Shangguan Yue!
He couldn't bear it, couldn't bear the intimacy between them, he desperately told himself that he couldn't hurt her, and he could never hurt her again!
However, he couldn't stand it if he stayed any longer and would be driven crazy, so he had no choice but to run away!
He tried his best to be good to her, dote on her, try to win her back and make up for her.
However, no matter what he did, he could not win back her heart. In the end, he lost her and she would never come back to him.
During these days apart, he was like a walking corpse, letting pain erode his soul, letting emptiness penetrate his bones, and letting crazy longing become addictive.
She became the deepest pain in his heart, an unforgettable scar, deeply engraved on his heart like a brand, so that he could never forget it for the rest of his life!
Xiao Chenxuan lowered his head. His face was covered with mottled bloodstains. His handsome face was distorted by his inner struggle. The knuckles of his clenched fists turned white. No matter how much he denied it, it was useless to cover it up!
He loved her so deeply.
He even wanted to embed her into his body, to integrate her into his bone marrow and into his blood.
Bones and blood blend together and will never be separated
But, so what if you love so deeply, what can it change?!
Suddenly, he seemed to understand that he was no longer qualified to possess her. The moment he aborted her child, the moment she regained her memory, she had completely lost it!
Everything was his fault. It was him who did something irreparable. It was his cruelty that made her so heartless. It was him! He pushed her into Shangguan Yue's arms with his own hands.
If you hadn't seen it with your own eyes or heard it with your own ears, the love they expressed to each other would have been.
He could keep fantasizing in his heart that Ran'er loved him. Her voice just now was an auditory hallucination, not real. What he saw just now was all an illusion!
This is just a nightmare. As long as he waits until dawn, he will wake up. However, if it is a dream, how can he feel the pain?
He closed his eyes slightly, and Qing Yunran's charming smile seemed to appear in front of his eyes.
Chapter completed!