You killed and lost Mingyue, how could I fall in love with you?

However, if love is something controlled by people, it is not called love.

I can't control my emotions. It's like a wild horse running wild without looking back. It's like a rolling tide that is out of control.

However, my eyes were blinded by hatred, which caused you to suffer so much pain and torture. The loss of your child in your belly has already caused you more harm than you can bear.

My confession and my amends are faced with your indifference and your rejection, which makes me feel physically and mentally exhausted. I don’t know, during the days in Snow Valley, did you ever have feelings for me? [

I didn't dare to think, I didn't dare to guess, I didn't want to break the thin layer of paper, for fear that the answer inside would break my heart.

From the moment I woke up that day, when you smiled at me.

My life can no longer bear the pain of losing you. When I dream back at midnight, I am always awakened by your indifferent back turning away. My heart is so painful that it twitches.

Only your promise not to leave me can soothe my frightened heart.

Even though our embrace is so close, our kiss is so intoxicating, and the feeling of you in my arms is so real and warm, I still can't help but be afraid.

Because I am afraid of losing you, I indulge you. Because I am afraid of losing you, I accommodate you. Because I am afraid of losing you, I choose to hide you with silence and deceive you with lies.

We know clearly that our love is so fragile and vulnerable, but we dream that it will last forever. We know clearly that our love is just a shadow in the mirror, an illusory dream.

But I long for eternity

I really care, are you in love with Shangguan Yue?

Yes! I am deeply jealous. Jealousy bites my heart like a bug and makes me crazy.

I can't stand it. If you fall in love with another man, I won't be able to control myself, and I will impulsively want to kill him. I really want to imprison you, only smile at me, and only love me.

In my heart, in my eyes, there is only me

I know that I am not qualified to get your love. If I ask you to stay with me all the time, just think of me as despicable or shameless.

I don't care, she is the only one in this world who can make me so crazy.

Every morning, watching you wake up in my arms, I feel like I have everything.

I always want to be with you all the time and share all your happiness and unhappy moments with you. As long as you are here, my heart can calm down.

When you are away, I always wonder, what will you do? Will you, when you can't see me, think about you like I do?

The current happiness and joy are too tempting for me to resist. I really want to be with you forever.

Even though I deeply understand that all of this is false, I still fell for it![

Your smile, your tenderness, your kisses, and your beauty have made my heart lose its way.

To me, you are poison wrapped in honey. When the honey melts, the poison in it will kill me immediately, but I enjoy it as sweet as it is.

Maybe, this is love, I love it too much
Chapter completed!