131 Whose Heart Does It Hurt?
131 Separation, who hurts his heart half a month later.
Leng Anchen, who was half drunk, pushed open the bedroom door for the first time, and suddenly, a cold and unoccupied breath came to his face, choking his heart as if thick cotton was stuffed.
If he hadn't been drunk, he wouldn't have the courage to step in here. He was afraid that her breath would make him unable to control his thoughts of looking for her.
For the past half month, he has been busy on a business trip just to not think about her, but he still lost control tonight.
Just after he opened the door, he regretted it. The empty house and the empty big bed also followed his heart.
His black eyes looked at the big bed, as if he could still see her lying on it in the past, but now he only saw a phantom. She was no longer in this house, and she was no longer in the big bed, but only the coldness that he could not bear.
Leng Anchen leaned against the door panel, which was already unstable due to drunkenness, and her appearance appeared in front of him. In fact, he knew where she lived, but he didn't have the courage to find her again.
After standing for a while, Leng Anchen slowly walked towards the big bed, so flat that no one seemed to have lived in it before. He lay down and reached out to one side, but he didn't touch her, only one pillow, but even so, Leng Anchen still hugged the pillow in his arms and hugged it tightly, as if he was holding the woman he used to be...
The empty house was too quiet, and even the sound of his heart beating could be heard. He hated this tranquility, but he could not drive it away. He could only let the silence swallow his heart and make him feel painless.
Outside the window, the light rain hit the window edges, cooling the glass and people's hearts.
Duanmumu hugged in the quilt but couldn't sleep no matter how cold it was. It seemed that it was cold. No matter how thick the quilt she covered, the cold could not be dissipated. She was not so afraid of the cold in the past, but this year it was strange.
She curled up again, her body curled up into a shrimp-shaped ball, as if she would warm up this way. She had been away from Leng Anchen for half a month. She was surprised that he had not disturbed him once. While feeling at ease, she was still feeling unspeakable and lost in her heart.
He was indifferent and turned around and forgot her, but she didn't know how long it would take for her to forget him.
After leaving Leng Anchen, she also left Leng's family. Now she is a sofa customer who lives in Guan Xiaoyou's shop. Guan Xiaoyou works in the horse farm and opened another family planning supplies store in order to make a living. Duanmumu is idle anyway, so she comes here to help.
It was okay during the day, and she was so busy that she had almost no time to think about it. But at night, she realized that the long night was so difficult. Just like tonight, listening to the sound of rain, she still couldn't fall asleep even if she could crush the bed. Finally, she sat up in annoyance.
With a beep, her hand touched the phone and took it over. She was about to play a game and might fall asleep in a while, but for some reason, her fingers couldn't help but touch the gallery button, and his photo immediately appeared.
The fingers pressing the phone seemed to froze, and she could no longer press the return button. Her eyes were staring at the person. Suddenly, the photo seemed to be alive and she laughed at her...
Such a smile, such eyebrows and eyes were like a knife that cut her nerves, which made her feel hurt, but the more she felt pain, the more she wanted to see it. Her fingers couldn't help but stroke his face, and finally she burst into tears without realizing it.
Leng Anchen, how can I forget you? How can I not think of you like this?
Leng Anchen, I regret provoking you. If I were given another chance, I would definitely choose not to meet you.
She recited silently in her heart, but every time she recited one more, the bump in her heart became bigger, and she couldn't breathe in the end.
She dropped her phone and stopped looking at it. If she continued to watch it like this, she would go crazy.
Duanmumu got up from the bed, not caring about coldness. She stood in front of the window, hoping that coldness could drive away the discomfort in her heart.
The city's lights are clearer under the washing of rain, and the twinkling neon lights are in the rain and fog, like a master's hand-painted painting. However, such beautiful scenery in Duanmumu's eyes highlights her loneliness.
She shook her head and tried her best to deny this feeling, but she didn't know that the more she wanted to deny it, the stronger the feeling. In the end, the discomfort was like a big hand that strangled her breathing, which made her almost breathless. So she pushed her hand and opened the window. The moistness of the rain came to her nose with the coolness. She was about to take a deep breath when a black car parked across the street and jumped into her sight.
Her heart suddenly lost its regularity and jumped up randomly.
Is it him? Could it be him?
The hand that was holding on the window ridge was trembling so hard that her heart was almost unable to bear it. She was excited and panicked, and for a moment she was a little confused.
It's an illusion, it must be.
Duanmumu closed his eyes, slowly opened it after a while, and then looked across the street. The car was still there. Although she couldn't see the license plate clearly or the person inside, she just felt that it was him, and he must be in the car.
At this moment, the people in the car were also staring at her window, motionless, as if such a glance made him see her eyes.
I just lay on their former big bed for a while, but the feeling of being bitten by thousands of insects made him unable to bear it. He finally drove here. But when he looked at her like this, he didn't dare to approach her. That feeling made him feel uncomfortable.
Leng Anchen didn't know how much cigarettes he smoked or how much concentration he used, so he could help himself not rush into her hut and break into the door, then he took her out and took her away. Leng pushed An.
The two of them looked at each other silently through the air, and they didn't know how long they stood, until Duanmumu sneezes coldly, and the people in the car seemed to see it. He held his hand up the car door and almost got out of the car, but he finally held it back.
Is it because he doesn't leave overnight, she will stand overnight?
He didn't know, but he was afraid that she would be cold. He didn't want her to stand like this again. Leng Anchen sucked the last cigarette in his hand, then threw the cigarette butt out the window, and finally looked at the person standing in front of the window, and drove away.
Duanmumu kept watching the car walk away until she could no longer see it. She slowly closed the window, but she was really caught a cold and had a fever.
Before, didn’t she not sleep? After getting sick, she had been sleeping for a day and a night. Not to mention her drowsiness, her throat was dry and she felt more like she was on fire...
"Shui..." she murmured, but after a long time there was no response. She then remembered that she was alone, alone, how could anyone pour water for her, and how could anyone care about her?
But it was really uncomfortable. I wanted to drink a glass of water. Duanmumu tried hard to open her eyes and found that it was pitch black around her. She got up and wanted to turn on the light, but the bones in her body seemed to have been taken apart, and the pain could never be combined together.
She touched the switch of the light and pressed it back and forth several times, but it was still dark around her. She leaned against the wall and smiled bitterly. When people were unlucky, they would stuff their teeth when they drank cold water. It seemed that this was true. The light in her small nest seemed to be broken.
Duanmumu wanted to use her phone to illuminate it, but the phone was not charged for a day and night and had already turned off. Looking at the darkness of her hand, Duanmumu had to fumble to go to the kitchen to pour water. I wonder if she was burning too heavily. As soon as the kettle was lifted, it suddenly slid down and fell to the ground with a bang.
Not only did she pour a hot blister on her feet, it seemed to be accompanied by the pain of her skin being cut open. She couldn't see the situation clearly and instinctively wanted to avoid it, but she stumbled into something again, and she was ding in a sensation.
Just at this moment, there was a thud of knocking the door outside the door, accompanied by the man's anxious call...
She was stunned and couldn't believe that her ears must be burned, right?
How could he come?
Didn’t he rather park his car across the street than see her?
Duanmumu held something to prevent herself from falling down. At this moment, she didn't know what to do?
She obviously wanted to see him, but when she heard his voice, she was so scared that she even wanted to hide herself.
"Open the door, Duanmumu, please open the door for me!" Leng Anchen knocked on the door with such force like a lion, and she was really worried that the thin door panel would be smashed by him.
She had been standing there, like a petrified sculpture, and even if she didn't know whether the pain on her feet was burned or cut, she seemed to be unable to feel it.
I don’t know how long it took, but the sound outside the door suddenly disappeared. Just as Duanmumu was about to breathe a sigh of relief and thought he left, he heard the sound of the door piercing again...
How could he pry her door? What's more, the house is not hers.
Duanmumu felt extremely annoyed. She tried hard to support her body and move towards the door, "Leng Anchen, stop!"
Her low growl indeed made the sound of prying the door disappear. For a moment, his angry voice came through the door panel, "I thought you were dead?"
Death? He actually hoped that she would die, such a vicious man.
Duanmumu smiled coldly, "I haven't given birth to you yet, how can I die?"
The man outside the door's fist was tighter and tighter. If he could, he really wanted to smash the door with one punch.
After he left the day before yesterday, he actually just circled around the city and finally came again. However, she was no longer in front of the window. He also came last night, but the lights in her house were not on. He thought she was out, but who knew that this was the case again today?
He came over and knocked on the door with concern, but she ignored him. Leng Anchen was really anxious and angry, but at this moment, listening to the dryness and turbidity in her voice, he had to suppress his anger and "Open the door!"
"I can't open it," Duanmumu leaned against the door and replied, "I feel uncomfortable today and can't let you sow seeds, so you'd better find another time!" She always remembered what he said that night. When he said the word sowing, she felt that she was a machine for giving birth.
Damn it!
Leng Anchen cursed, and she actually thought he was so dirty, thinking that he was just a beast moving in bed?
"What if I have to do it tonight?" His cold voice came to her ears through the door panel.
Duanmumu closed his eyes and his body fell weakly, "That depends on whether you have the ability to come in!"
She moved her body toward the door panel and pressed her against it.
"Don't think I dare not!" Leng Anchen said, and Duanmumu heard a few bangs behind her, accompanied by a force of gravity, the door behind her was pushed open together with her body-
Chapter completed!