Can't you see how much I cherish you?(1/2)
"Tell me honestly, who was the little girl who saved me back then?"
"……ah?"
After Huai Mo finished speaking, Shen Zui's mind was blank for a while, so he stared blankly at the man in front of him, without thinking about anything, and just subconsciously asked a question.
What Yan are you talking about?
Huai Mo looked at her patiently and did not rush her, just waiting for her answer.[
Shen Zui gradually realized what Huai Mo said, and then, confusion flashed in her eyes, "Did you hear it? When did you arrive?"
"From what you said, the time has come for Chen Yu to swear." Huai Mo said slowly.
Shen Zui nodded thoughtfully, "So you heard it all, so why are you so mean to me?"
"Shouldn't I be cruel to you?"
"You know I didn't bully Chen Yu."
"You still think I'm angry because I thought you bullied Chen Yu?"
Shen Zui hummed, "Okay, then just keep being angry with me. Didn't you just want to go out? I won't stop you. Anyway, you have been silently angry all day, so one more night doesn't matter."
"You!" Huai Mo's face suddenly turned cold. If the cold face before was just a pretense for her, then he was really angry and stared at her fiercely, "You just don't want to tell the truth to me, do you?"
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"To be honest, you clearly heard it yourself. You came at the right time, and you also saw Shen Yu's reaction. It wasn't her who saved you at all, at least not her now. You just don't want to believe it. Since you don't believe it either
"Then what are you asking me for?" Shenzui clutched the quilt tightly with her fingers.
Huai Mo looked at her and fell silent for a moment.
Shen Zui looked back at him angrily.
The reason why she was angry was that he left her alone all day and ignored her. He clearly knew that he and Chen Yu left together. How uneasy she would be if she couldn't wait for him to come back. He really had the heart to make her uneasy like this.
All day long. But just now, after he confessed that he had heard it, she suddenly understood that he did not believe it.
She has been unwilling to tell him this matter. In fact, she is afraid. What she is afraid of is that he does not believe it. She is afraid that she will tell him the truth with great expectations, but he will not believe it, and then cruelly tell him that he insists on believing in Chen Yu. So.
She kept procrastinating, preferring to see Huai Mo being nice to Chen Yu before procrastinating. She just wanted to have some evidence to prove her luck in the official career.
She still has no evidence, but she let him hear it first.
Although Chen Yu's reaction was ambiguous, if he had the intention, he would have discovered that Chen Yu had a guilty conscience.
The two looked at each other like this for a long time, and Huai Mo suddenly sighed, "Chen Zui, since Shen Yu saved me, I almost grew up with her. I watched her recuperate, watched her wounds heal, I watched her with my own eyes
Growing up, from childhood to what I am now. Now
, you told me it wasn’t her, it was me who recognized the wrong person, but she has never been absent from my memory. I couldn’t find the time when I recognized her wrongly, so should you give me a reason to believe it?
, because the matter itself is too unbelievable.”
"I..." Shen Zui choked.
She really couldn't give him a reason to believe it.
That was just a trivial fragment. There were so many trivial fragments in her memory that she couldn't tell the truth from the false. How could anyone else help her prove it? [
"I have no reason, so I don't want to tell you." At the end, Shen Zui said honestly, lowering his head silently, "What I said to Chen Yu was just a test, and I didn't intend to tell you."
Huai Mo was silent, looking at her lowered head. There was an air of grievance all over her body. He could see that there was a pain in his eyes, but he still endured it.
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After a long while, he said: "Okay, this matter is over. I have already told her that she will leave as soon as she recovers. If she delays, I will send her away immediately."
When Shen Zui heard the words, she slowly raised her eyes to look at him, feeling faintly sweet in her heart.
He didn't want to, and then he said: "But Shen Zui, promise me not to bother you again and again in the future. I am sure that Shen Yu saved me, and I will take care of her, but I promise you, I will not love
Is she okay?"
The sweet smile in Shenzui's eyes froze for an instant, and was shattered inch by inch by his words in the extreme slowdown.
She stared blankly at the man in front of her. His eyebrows were knitted together. His eyes were very gentle at the moment. But that gentleness was the gentleness that he tried his best to restrain. She could even see that underneath the gentleness, he could not understand her.
and blame.
I have been tangled up in the matter of meals again and again...
So, he thought that she was deliberately entangled in this matter and distorting the facts because she was afraid that he was still in love with Shen Yu?
He told her word for word that he was sure that Shen Yu had saved him, so categorically.
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Every categorical belief is matched by a categorical denial.
Shen Zui knew that this matter itself was too mysterious, and it was really difficult for Huaimo to believe it. As he said, "Chen Yu" had never been absent from his memory. If it was said that he suddenly changed someone, then the absence would be missing.
There was no time, but there was no chance to change people.
However, it still hurts.
The sourness and depression in my heart surged uncontrollably.
Because Huaimo's belief in Shen Yu means he has denied her. What does Huaimo think of her at this moment? Do you think that because she is afraid of Shen Yu's threat, she makes a fuss about the life-saving thing he cares about most?
Shen Zui suddenly felt so wronged.
She wanted to say, I didn't...I didn't lie, I didn't mean to bother with this matter, I really knew it wasn't her...
However, his lips trembled, but in the end he just smiled stiffly.
It's useless to say anything, he wants a solid evidence, but she can't produce it.
Huai Mo could clearly see the grievance in her eyes, and his heart suddenly clenched for nine days. His words were serious, he knew, but they just came out of his mouth like that.
His heart twisted heavily, and he stretched out his hand to hug her into his arms.[
Unexpectedly, at this moment, the door was suddenly opened hard. Huaimo's whole body suddenly felt cold. He stood up suddenly, turned around, and shot his sharp eyes towards the entrance.
Shen Zui was also shocked, and then he blinked his eyes almost in embarrassment, quickly blinking away the sourness in his eyes.
"Intoxicated, intoxicated..."
The visitor was Luo Fu, who stumbled through the door with an almost pale face and panicked eyes.
Shen Zui was stunned, and immediately got out of bed, stepped forward and supported her, "Mom, what's wrong with you?"
"Yu, did something happen to Yu?" Luo Fu was so anxious that he almost cried.
Shen Zui was stunned.
Huai Mo's face changed slightly.
"I dreamed that he was plotted by someone, by Emperor Wen's people. He was imprisoned and tortured. Emperor Wen tortured him to death." Luo Fu held Shen Zui's hand tightly, his whole body trembling uncontrollably, his eyes
There was overwhelming fear.
Shen Zui felt distressed and hurriedly caught her with his backhand, comforting her softly, "Mom, it's okay, that was just a dream, that was just a dream."
Shen Zui said, supported her and walked out, "I'll take you back first. You didn't get a good rest, that's why you had nightmares."
"No!"
Luo Fu was also in a trance at this time. Hearing that Shen Zui didn't believe her, he suddenly pushed Shen Zui away. Shen Zui didn't notice and was staggered by her. Huai Mo felt nervous and hurriedly stepped forward to help her.
The drunken fingertips passed through his palm, and he missed it, his hand still slightly frozen in the air.
Shenzui didn't seem to notice it at all and had already stepped forward to help Luo Fu.
Luo Fu also reacted at this time, hugged Shen Zui, and choked with sobs: "I'm sorry, Shen Zui, I'm sorry... I don't mean to be angry with you, it's just, just, just trust me, okay, if something really happens."
As Luo Fu spoke, tears fell.
After all these years, there was still only one encounter that could make her cry easily.
Shen Zui panicked when she saw Luo Fu crying, and hugged her to comfort her, "Mom, don't cry, I don't blame you..."
"No, Shenzui, I'll go back to Jiuqing Palace right now. I'll go back and take a look." Luo Fu said, suddenly making a decisive decision.
"No!" Shen Zui flatly objected.
What a joke, isn't it asking Luo Fu to go to Jiuqing Palace to seek death?
The last time the two people met, they were determined to kill Luo Fu. Now Luo Fu came to his door. If he wasn't seeking death, what could he do?
However, Luo Fu had already decided to leave, how could Shen Zui stop him?
Luo Fu forcefully pulled Shen Zui's hand away, saying only "Wait for me here, don't follow me" and left.
"Mom, don't go!" Shen Zui stamped her feet anxiously and followed in a panic.
"There's no need to go. Yu has been arrested. You won't be able to find him if you go."
Before Shenzui could catch up, a man's indifferent voice suddenly came from behind, and the mother and daughter froze in place.
"Didn't I ask you to help me look after my mother?"
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To be continued...